Sunday, July 25, 2004

k now can le. the racial harmony day wan. go see. click below.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=4286124327

Saturday, July 24, 2004

peeps sorry. accidentally deleted the racial harmony day photos. and now imagestation is down again. sorry ppl! i'll try again tmr. =)
racial harmony day photos. uploaded halfway. go take a look. click here. more to come! =)

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

got the urge to update today. so fun! today racial harmony day. morning rain like siao. then first period gotta go 1H classroom have lessons cuz our class someone injured leg then cannot go upstairs for lessons. then that zheng lao shi hor.. haiz. i give up. she say one chapter can say 2 wks lor. how pro is that? then after that had PE. run 4 rounds. this week i lag cuz i had stitches. then shuyi run with me. haha. then tried the inclined. wah kao my arms damn pain. so only did a few. then recess. saw loads of ppl in the costumes. then got quite alot ppl wear until quite revealing lor. got one show the back, show the whole stomach and waist. couldn't even see where her bra was. gosh. then after eating i went back to class to change. the first set jasx lent me was so big and baggy! i looked horrid in it lor. then hy passed me another set which was smaller. then it fitted quite well. but the skirt still a bit long la.
 
went back to class. our row only yq and ky never wear. then sshist the time i wasn't really paying attention. damn tired almost dozed off. then CE we took pix. wah kao the et whole day must be so "guai" to do all the CE stuff. i bet no other teacher does it can. wasted so much of our photo taking time. x_x then he always have that disgusting eyes. yucks. like chee ko pek lidat that kind of eyes lor. er xin. but our group heck care still down there taking pix.
 
just before the eng timed assignment, we go 3S bench take some more photos. quite nice man. then we run back and do the reflection on racial harmony. lame lor. after that got concert in the hall. the performance got this skit by ELDDS, then after that got singing session. sang xi shui chang liu, munaeru vaaliba and chan mali chan. and using the bottles with grooves and chopsticks to make noise. quite spas lor. the music was too loud then can't hear any of the sounds. last part got teachers do fashion show. got mrs choo [dunno how to spell, the physics teacher], mr lim [bio], mr chia, mrs low [geog], mr ang, mr suresh, the ch teacher i dunno her name and ms sim [chem]. quite funny la. i took some pix. but so blur cuz the teachers walk away so fast lor. haiz.
 
after assembly we rush to gather ppl go chinese garden take pix. so fun lor. take alot man. i will upload soon. imagestation is down now. so i can't upload. hmms. alot ppl excited for me to upload but sorry peeps! all imagestation's fault la. =(
 
combined must fall in at 1.30 for our squad. so we only left 15 mins to eat and change. rush like siao. ate damn fast. then went to fall in. then the combined. all the other groups the footdrills damn good lor. ours sucked. so diu lian. but we will improve. thk keep saying funny stuff lor. make me laugh when i sedia. kao. our pandan kekanan so horrible. everyone march out of line. wheeling oso. haiz. hope we will improve. kengyee sent me a very nice msg! she say we did better than the last time she saw us! means got some improvement at least! i see the msg i was grinning ear to ear lor. ;)
 
after combined we had a 1/2 hr break. we went to eat cup noodles. so hungry. eat very long. then after that had our own footdrills oso. tired man. so kinda slacked a bit. practiced in courtyard several times. not bad i should say. that's wad i think la! but i think our bangs quite solid now lor. we wear sch shoes eh! other groups on that day got boots lor. not fair =(.
 
after drills me em ty and jer sit at the corridor there and talk. then we started playing. and lied on each other's stomachs. laughed like siao. yeh hui mei look at us with those suspicious eyes lor. hahas. we sit there damn long until like 5.50. then later walk to canteen drink. em ask me pei her go do sit ups. yups. the jer joined us. but she dowan to walk around the track with us. so only me and em go walk. talked abt some stuff. she's a really nice person to confide in lor =). hmms. then we tompang ty's dad car to pp mrt there. me and em go opposite bus stop. but my bus came first! poor em she missed the previous bus lor. wonder how long she waited.
 
my mama say the baju kurong very nice! haha. all thanks to jasx! yu rock! =P

Sunday, July 18, 2004

hmms. now will only do weekly updates. not so waste time.
 
monday
footdrills. very bored. think we improved.
 
tuesday
had some stupid compo class after sch. then later rushed off to orchard meet rach and yx. yeaps. then we went to take loads of neos. we three were wearing orange lor. so funny. then yx purposely dowan to walk near us cuz he think look very funny. ahhas. yeaps. then we took 5 machines worth of neos lor. like mad. siaoness. haiz. so stupid and lame. then got alot of lame poses.
 
then rach treated us to dinner at LJS. hahas you rock k! whee. we ate and took some pix with my cam. hahaz. then walked back to her apt which is behind wisma. then i played with gabriel and issac, rach's bros. so cute lor they two. so many yrs and they still look the same! hahas. and so ke ai. they look totally like twins man. yx went off to play his shattered galaxy while me and rach sat down to cut the neos. can die lor! so many. we stayed till after 9pm. then yx send me home in taxi. madness. his taxi fare damn ex. 10 bucks. haha.
 
wednesday
din do much. came home immediately after sch. and slept my whole afternoon away.
 
thursday
the whole day after recess we din have any proper lessons. janice tan din come, so english was free. next period chem. mc wanted us to discuss abt the chem project but my grp finish le so free again. then last period was gt's history lesson. but he had no voice so he couldn't teach. so we end up doing the classroom notice board. and study for physics test.
 
after sch had the test. actually it is rather okay. i think sure can pass. yeaps. then went for lunch and then footdrills. sian. we learnt the pandan kekanan thingy, like a salute to the GOH. then everyone march so crooked so farnie. hahas. finish le maj's mum gave me a lift home.
 
friday
i broke my own record. fastest i ever run for 3 rounds round the old cedar track. 6mins23secs. my best lor. hahas. before that we had alot of PT. tired man. had muscle aches lor.
 
i think wmc has become nicer these days. she doesn't scream at us that much anymore and also treats us much nicer. like now i dunno how to do a qn on the board she just say nicely and stuff. last time she used to scream at me lor. hahas. better attitude more ppl will like her. haha. but she's still very bhb mann. and still likes to act cute. but quite funny and amusing sometimes.
 
assembly was boring. i was asleep during those videos lor. wad about men and women inequality. then urge us join this join that. so sian. haiz.
 
then rushed back to do the remaining part of the board. do until almost 3 then we go for lunch. stalls all closed. ended up eating maggi mee. haiz.
 
guides quite fun. running around the school for amazing race. wr hide the envelopes until very wad lor! so hard to find de. but our team was 2nd! supposed to be first lor but we see no one in the courtyard then we thought wrong venue! wad the heck. then the puzzle thingy we also very fast. but then after that we had footdrills. YA wanted to see. then everyone was so drained after all the running around but still got big scolding lor. where got ppl hope to be in this state for ndp? obviously not la! we will gradually improve wan mar. so sick lor.
 
saturday and sunday very boring la so dowanna say.
 
i feel that life is so screwed up for me. i hate it now. everything has turned upside down for me. i hate the devil in my head. where's the angel? can you save me? i really really wanna study hard and show my parents. but the stupid voice in my head tells me not and has overcomed my thoughts. i really want to. but i'm still so slack. haiz. and everything has been so screwed up. everyone is so undescribable. i dunno what to say. haiz. i just hate this life. who doesn't wish that all your problems are solved when you awake the next day? i certainly hope so. i dun wish to have such a screwed up life. i just want it all to end. can it? help me. i need a saviour.

Sunday, July 11, 2004

monday
slacking day. youth day so at home slacking. and doing the unfinished holiday hw. i know i'm naughty la. but see how busy we were during hols. no time to even breathe.

tuesday
can't really rmb what happened in sch but i was naughty. msging. haha. then later after sch went to heeren to meet rach. gave her a big hug!! hahas. like in the middle of the shopping mall we were hugging lo. but not les k. haha. too long never see each other le. i think we went to eat first. or rather she accompany me go eat. hahas. then we went to take 2 times neoprints. think i'll scan soon. hahas.

did loads of window shopping. okays i was the one window shopping and rach was the one shopping. hahas. then everything put in my bag. hahas. owe you too much gal. hahas. we walk to far east to look for her wallet. then found it. yeaps. she bought an orange one and kept telling me orange rocks. another one. same as hy. haha. then i told her hy oso like. hahas. hy happy? rach says orange rocks lo. hahas.

wednesday
lessons was boring. i had oral after sch at 2 plus. i was the 4th person. freaky lo. but the examiners were nice lo. esp the male teacher. he's old but funny! haha. the passage was abt giving up your seats to the needy in the trains. then the bao zhang was abt 5 foreigners who learnt chinese and came to sgp to have xiang sheng. so screwed man. and the daily life topic was if i think parents should allow children to do housework. i agree totally. should man! hahas. then alot ppl kena extra qn. should gals do more housework than guys? no!!! these times men and women are equal.

then later helped clean store. but when i was there almost finished clearing le. so was slacking and talking with the sec 2s. i can't stand sining! she's so funny!! haha. then went to take a look at the reception cards. some schs dunno the meaning of signing on the cards. it means representing your sch and sign, not ask the whole troupe to sign la. siao man. no wonder reception was so chaotic.

then later went off to meet rach. supposed to meet at srgn mrt then later go yx sch. but they change plan. in the end went to chiltern park carpark. so screwed. made me bring my camera. and they took loads of vids breaking. me and rach was further away singing to BoA's and SPEED's songs. hahas. and talking abt loads of stuff. i showed her part of my dance. but was so afraid those guys would see la so din continue. haha. their moves are good. and the vids. loads of them are stupid. wasting my comp space. got one is 5 min long man! siao lo.

then later took 73 and sent rach to mrt. took bus home again. then got scolding when i reach home la.

thursday
went to giant with chris em and ty. bought stuff for charity week. paiseh can't help in the making. not free these two days. =) anyway it was crazy in the giant la. then em and ty keep going to the er hem section. so screwed! hahas. when we paying ty and em went toilet. pay finish they still not back. but then rach came up to look for us. haha. then seeing that we had so much stuff she helped us take ty's bottle and put it in her bag.

then later ty and em came out. ty couldn't find her bottle. very funny lo. haha. the chris bluff her she throw down le. then we went to cold storage to get the golden syrup. then met rach there again. she also played along and said when she was txting she saw a bottle drop down. haha. but after that we got surrender it back to her la. but still sticking to the chris-threw-the-bottle-down theory. and rach stuck to her txting-and-saw-a-bottle-drop. but she added that she caught it and put it into her bag. haha. the 3 of them claimed that we two look damn alike. really meh??? aiyo. hahas. think our looks "evolved" after being besties for so freakingly long. 9 yrs! and to think we have never been in the same class together. knew each other on the sch bus with the uncle that looks like egg. haha.

then later i went to change. and took bus to paya lebar mrt and went to heeren again. took more neos. and bought more stuff. now we have an identical hair band! and necklace! and hp pouch! haha. madness lo.

after that rach came my house to have dinner. watched tv for a while then she helped me set my comp a bit. rocks man. and dl this idance thingy that i've yet to try. but sounds good! haha. =) called for her a taxi and it reached so darn fast lo! mann. sent her down.

friday
boring day again. had retest for 4A. failed like shat lo. din study ma. haiz. 12/50. like shat right? hahas. also had amaths test. bet i'll fail. dun even know what wmc saying in class. she recently always like to act cute lo. and her clothes seem to get tighter. eeks.

then guides. patrol corner. they wanted to give out the photos but realised it was in a mess so collected everything back. it got so screwed up. haiz. so din get photos. then after that we had footdrills. everything went rusty. forgot loads. got a huge scolding.

saturday
went out to meet clara at heeren. been there so many times this wk. haha. we both were late. thought ty will be later but she din even come. then it was so early that so many shops weren't even open yet. so we went window shopping. clara and i have similar taste! we both had the same stuff catching our eyes. hahas. then we got hungry so went over to cine bk to eat. and went to clara's sister whatsisit called thing. some focus group thing. when we walked into somerset mrt we saw this sec 1 guide. she was like oh my godding in the mrt and so loud lo. the thing was rather fun. haha. clara's big sis look so much the same as her! and her 2nd sis voice sound like her!! omg! haha. say they not sisters is fake one lo. haha. then the thing finish still got a big goodie bag and money to take. damn good lo. ahha. ty din come. dunno why. em not feeling well. so there were only 2 15-yr-olds and the rest were 18 or 19.

yeaps. clara sent me off to the mrt. walked me all the way there. thanks gal! haha. you rock. =) i took mrt to tuition in amk. late for 20mins. ahha. the train la. took so long. haiz. then finish le went to breeks for dinner. celebrate my sis's bday which will be on monday. yupps.

one week after campfire le!!!!! i really feel super duper empty lo. now feels like there is no goal. when we have cf prep there is the goal, which is the success of our cf. now, nothing. haiz. all good things have to come to an end i guess.

aww!! rach going back on 15th le!!! shucks. i'm gonna feel so lonely again. gonna take loads of neos on tues!! haha. yupps. this update quite long ba. haha. =)

Monday, July 05, 2004

campfire is over! some how i feel a sense of emptiness. haiz.

thursday
hectic day. after sch and lunch in sch me and jer rushed to serangoon intc there the g-value wanna buy chocolate for the cornflakes. then dun have! so we walk to 135 bus stop and take bus to amk intc. went to that ntuc there. dun have oso! but the intc got feeder bus to turf city. so we faster go take. and i slept in the bus. reached there and rushed to giant to grab the chocolate. cuz real cheap ma. then no money le so yups gotta get the cheapest.

took the bus back to the intc then take another bus to xl's house. she forgot to bring the butter home!!! aiyoyo! in the end gotta buy. so rush up her house to start cuz it was already 5 plus gonna 6 le. finish all 3 boxes till 7 plus. woohoo! reached home at 8 plus again. everyday oso lidat.

friday
guides the time busy doing touching up and clearing lounge and also briefing and stuff.

after guides continued packing. then we left sch at 7 and rushed to tp to get to giant at turf again. last min ingredients to buy. went with val and yq. reached there rather fast. then yq is a pro trolley pusher. damn fast can. we got all our stuff within 15 mins and was at checkout pt at 8. but the bus left. so we go macs eat first. then took 8 cups of water. darn thirsty.

got back to tp. rushed to buy more stuff. meeting pt in popular. then i came back earlier so waited with all the canned food and stuff. then at 9.20 they had an announcement that popular gonna be closed at 9.30. i got freaked out. val and yq just left to buy smth! then i can't move all the canned food out lo. then my hp batt flat! damn lo. i was praying hard that they'll be back soon and they did!! meet wr and hy at mrt. carried all down. wr got more stuff. then went back to wr's house. that time was 10pm. took bus back to wr house. her mama very nice! let us sleep over. we reach like 1030 lidat. then ate dinner at 1130. then started doing more food. but i wasn't really doing. was helping with programme booklet. then when done i lie on the floor and slept. at arnd 1am. then suddenly i woke up at 4.20 and wanted to help. but they done le. so went back to sleep.

saturday
cf le. but morning got listening compre for olevel. stress man. woke up. bathe. then took stuff and tompang sarah's car. yq and val take bus. so left me hy and wr to sit the car.

i think my listening sure die wan. prolly got like 3 wrong. or more. shat. anyway rushed off to lounge to start dept work. yeaps. lounge damn messy.but haiz will clean it de.

started doing reception first. stuck all the postcards on. then halfway shifted all the stuff down. and then lunch. nasi lemak. then once i left my butt off the bench i never sat down again until reception. i sorted out the stuff sec 1s and 2s brought. they [esp sec 1s] have no common sense. stack trays over eggs. very smart man. then i had some broken eggs. and so much stuff. was perspiring like mad sorting out. then moved all the stuff to canteen to start preparing food. the sec 1s are totally slow pokes. crawl like a snail. call them hurry still can stroll. and i think they are rather destructive. they broke 2 egg cutters from the HE room. and they kept talking. gave 5 mins water break become 10mins. call them hurry show me face. at least sec 2s got listen to me. and whenever i needed volunteers i never get them. unless sec 2s were there. my god. can't stand them. whole day think of kopping my refreshments.

then did pizza bread in HE rm. till 5. i clear up myself. told the sec1s to help they just stood there and not help. they are totally useless. yux. then 5.30 i went to change. change finish the time serangoon guides came le! so early can. they surely is no award to get wanna get early bird de. but we can't let them in cuz we aren't ready. the invitation wrote 630 so if ppl come early it isn't our business to let them in early. so when 630 came schs rushed in. i was the first receptionist. did like 6 schs. so busy. and some ppl took so long to sign on the reception card.

i was helping out most of the time at reception table cuz i scared they not sure of the procedures of reception. so help out. saw yida, yixuan, isabelle. haha. 01 and 02 din perform. come then tell us lo. so stupid. irritating. and 02 had the cheek to tell me that they passing the cd later. dun have lo. and never ever. maybe will get banned for 3 yrs.

730. cf starts. me and sand had sentry duty. so we collected our stuff and went to patrol. the field damn scary. we cut through the field halfway lo. saw a frog. sand claims that its cute. haha. got back. went arnd to wish sec 2s good luck. gave them hugs. yeps. then whee! it was splendid! haha. their song was BoA's double. so obviously i was singing like mad and screaming like mad for them. they are good! except some parts not very coordinated but overall was nice. haha. then right after i had gate duty with maj. saw loads of ppl outside. think they just got back from SYF. wahaha. we missed the IJ TP item! heard that it was nice. but i think their costume was kinda bimbotic. sorry to say that.

then went to get all the food out from the HE rm. everyone stopped for a while to watch SA's performance. someone did something and fell. i saw. haha. then later got back to more dept stuff. then came out after all was done. then st gabs performed. yeaps. then later sec 4s performed! hahah. damn nice k!! it was really the climax of the whole cf. i think many ppl became high. then me and em was like siao. screaming like mad esp during toxic, at the to high, can't come down. em sing that part sounds like a kitten! hahas so cute. sec 4s dance really coordinated. and alot ppl told me it was really nice. =)

then later i go standby for refreshments. but went to backdrop there and peep. cuz give out souvenir and awards. yeaps. early bird: serangoon guides [they were overwhelmed though.]. best cheer: i can't rmb. best item: SA. best supporting: Cat high. as usual. they bring 35 ppl lor! what is this. not fair. luckily they din gatecrash with more ppl.

i was in the canteen after cf closed. but i din really have anything to do cuz sec 2s were serving the food. i walked around talking to ppl. and gave many sec 3s a big hug. i had tears of joy. too happy le. then we went around kopping food. so funny. i ate many of my choco cornflakes. alot ppl say very nice! haha. very happy.

1030 lidat went to foyer to take pix with our stuff. i took a really stupid vid but i think it'll be too big to be posted. calling: ppl who took photos at the cf send to me!i dun have many. very sad. but damn nice.

1100. we had debrief in AS1. very long. i was very sleepy and almost slept. then i was sitting under the aircon oso so very cold. shivering. alot of scoldings abt the cf. haiz. the whole thing ended at 2am. damn tired le. went to wash up then ate cornflakes again! then slept at 3 plus. freakingly cold man. and the floor damn hard.

sunday
woke up at almost 7 with a backache.

then we like zombies lidat walk to sports hall toilet. no one inside. ty brush teeth damn long. haha. then she blur blur took em's brush and wanted to brush! man. then again we slowly walk back to AS. then walked the gateway to canteen. erm saw smth. em and ty knows. haha. had breakfast. then briefing. then went to do dept stuff first. cleared HE rm. the egg mayo got so much extra. and all went went bad. so threw it all.

then later moved tables back to canteen. me and jer moved 10 tables at one go. so tired. then sat on the benches to rest for a while but someone din let. told us to get our butts off the benches. can't i rest? i moved 10 tables! i nearly cried out. really drained out le. did table arranging. then ppl complained the canteen wasn't clean. so we gotta mop again. stupid sec 1s give us more work to do. they mop oso never mop properly. sweep oso never sweep properly. dun like them.

after big sweep had interview for promotion exercise with YAs. damn scary. i din want to say anything wrong. they asked me to say how were the YAs. how to answer? later say smth wrong then kena.

yups. all over le me em and ty went to tp macs. we went to entertainment macs but no space. so walk all the way to library macs. yay! sumo bento gonna reopen le! i wanna go! haha. we ate. and talked. and showed them the vid i took of the foyer. haha. em slept in macs. so let her sleep a while then we go.

i slept on the bus. then over shot! stupid man. so i got off and crossed over to take the bus back. i hate 73. always lidat de!! so long lo. reach home at 545. so late. had a good bath. so shuang. then went to watch the last ep of my all in! the ending damn sweet! but no more le... sad man.

came to online. talked to many ppl about our cf. alot ppl say very nice! and nicer than last yr. but our seniors and ex-seniors a bit disappointed la. really hope ppl enjoyed it. i think they all did. yups! hehe.

finally got a chance to talk to rach on the phone! we chat till 1240 lidat. so long. but was tired and couldn't really hear what she saying le so hang up la. =)

now feel so empty without anymore cf prep le. =(