hmms. now will only do weekly updates. not so waste time.
 
monday
footdrills. very bored. think we improved.
 
tuesday
had some stupid compo class after sch. then later rushed off to orchard meet rach and yx. yeaps. then we went to take loads of neos. we three were wearing orange lor. so funny. then yx purposely dowan to walk near us cuz he think look very funny. ahhas. yeaps. then we took 5 machines worth of neos lor. like mad. siaoness. haiz. so stupid and lame. then got alot of lame poses.
 
then rach treated us to dinner at LJS. hahas you rock k! whee. we ate and took some pix with my cam. hahaz. then walked back to her apt which is behind wisma. then i played with gabriel and issac, rach's bros. so cute lor they two. so many yrs and they still look the same! hahas. and so ke ai. they look totally like twins man. yx went off to play his shattered galaxy while me and rach sat down to cut the neos. can die lor! so many. we stayed till after 9pm. then yx send me home in taxi. madness. his taxi fare damn ex. 10 bucks. haha.
 
wednesday
din do much. came home immediately after sch. and slept my whole afternoon away.
 
thursday
the whole day after recess we din have any proper lessons. janice tan din come, so english was free. next period chem. mc wanted us to discuss abt the chem project but my grp finish le so free again. then last period was gt's history lesson. but he had no voice so he couldn't teach. so we end up doing the classroom notice board. and study for physics test.
 
after sch had the test. actually it is rather okay. i think sure can pass. yeaps. then went for lunch and then footdrills. sian. we learnt the pandan kekanan thingy, like a salute to the GOH. then everyone march so crooked so farnie. hahas. finish le maj's mum gave me a lift home.
 
friday
i broke my own record. fastest i ever run for 3 rounds round the old cedar track. 6mins23secs. my best lor. hahas. before that we had alot of PT. tired man. had muscle aches lor.
 
i think wmc has become nicer these days. she doesn't scream at us that much anymore and also treats us much nicer. like now i dunno how to do a qn on the board she just say nicely and stuff. last time she used to scream at me lor. hahas. better attitude more ppl will like her. haha. but she's still very bhb mann. and still likes to act cute. but quite funny and amusing sometimes.
 
assembly was boring. i was asleep during those videos lor. wad about men and women inequality. then urge us join this join that. so sian. haiz.
 
then rushed back to do the remaining part of the board. do until almost 3 then we go for lunch. stalls all closed. ended up eating maggi mee. haiz.
 
guides quite fun. running around the school for amazing race. wr hide the envelopes until very wad lor! so hard to find de. but our team was 2nd! supposed to be first lor but we see no one in the courtyard then we thought wrong venue! wad the heck. then the puzzle thingy we also very fast. but then after that we had footdrills. YA wanted to see. then everyone was so drained after all the running around but still got big scolding lor. where got ppl hope to be in this state for ndp? obviously not la! we will gradually improve wan mar. so sick lor.
 
saturday and sunday very boring la so dowanna say.
 
i feel that life is so screwed up for me. i hate it now. everything has turned upside down for me. i hate the devil in my head. where's the angel? can you save me? i really really wanna study hard and show my parents. but the stupid voice in my head tells me not and has overcomed my thoughts. i really want to. but i'm still so slack. haiz. and everything has been so screwed up. everyone is so undescribable. i dunno what to say. haiz. i just hate this life. who doesn't wish that all your problems are solved when you awake the next day? i certainly hope so. i dun wish to have such a screwed up life. i just want it all to end. can it? help me. i need a saviour.

monday
slacking day. youth day so at home slacking. and doing the unfinished holiday hw. i know i'm naughty la. but see how busy we were during hols. no time to even breathe.

tuesday
can't really rmb what happened in sch but i was naughty. msging. haha. then later after sch went to heeren to meet rach. gave her a big hug!! hahas. like in the middle of the shopping mall we were hugging lo. but not les k. haha. too long never see each other le. i think we went to eat first. or rather she accompany me go eat. hahas. then we went to take 2 times neoprints. think i'll scan soon. hahas.

did loads of window shopping. okays i was the one window shopping and rach was the one shopping. hahas. then everything put in my bag. hahas. owe you too much gal. hahas. we walk to far east to look for her wallet. then found it. yeaps. she bought an orange one and kept telling me orange rocks. another one. same as hy. haha. then i told her hy oso like. hahas. hy happy? rach says orange rocks lo. hahas.

wednesday
lessons was boring. i had oral after sch at 2 plus. i was the 4th person. freaky lo. but the examiners were nice lo. esp the male teacher. he's old but funny! haha. the passage was abt giving up your seats to the needy in the trains. then the bao zhang was abt 5 foreigners who learnt chinese and came to sgp to have xiang sheng. so screwed man. and the daily life topic was if i think parents should allow children to do housework. i agree totally. should man! hahas. then alot ppl kena extra qn. should gals do more housework than guys? no!!! these times men and women are equal.

then later helped clean store. but when i was there almost finished clearing le. so was slacking and talking with the sec 2s. i can't stand sining! she's so funny!! haha. then went to take a look at the reception cards. some schs dunno the meaning of signing on the cards. it means representing your sch and sign, not ask the whole troupe to sign la. siao man. no wonder reception was so chaotic.

then later went off to meet rach. supposed to meet at srgn mrt then later go yx sch. but they change plan. in the end went to chiltern park carpark. so screwed. made me bring my camera. and they took loads of vids breaking. me and rach was further away singing to BoA's and SPEED's songs. hahas. and talking abt loads of stuff. i showed her part of my dance. but was so afraid those guys would see la so din continue. haha. their moves are good. and the vids. loads of them are stupid. wasting my comp space. got one is 5 min long man! siao lo.

then later took 73 and sent rach to mrt. took bus home again. then got scolding when i reach home la.

thursday
went to giant with chris em and ty. bought stuff for charity week. paiseh can't help in the making. not free these two days. =) anyway it was crazy in the giant la. then em and ty keep going to the er hem section. so screwed! hahas. when we paying ty and em went toilet. pay finish they still not back. but then rach came up to look for us. haha. then seeing that we had so much stuff she helped us take ty's bottle and put it in her bag.

then later ty and em came out. ty couldn't find her bottle. very funny lo. haha. the chris bluff her she throw down le. then we went to cold storage to get the golden syrup. then met rach there again. she also played along and said when she was txting she saw a bottle drop down. haha. but after that we got surrender it back to her la. but still sticking to the chris-threw-the-bottle-down theory. and rach stuck to her txting-and-saw-a-bottle-drop. but she added that she caught it and put it into her bag. haha. the 3 of them claimed that we two look damn alike. really meh??? aiyo. hahas. think our looks "evolved" after being besties for so freakingly long. 9 yrs! and to think we have never been in the same class together. knew each other on the sch bus with the uncle that looks like egg. haha.

then later i went to change. and took bus to paya lebar mrt and went to heeren again. took more neos. and bought more stuff. now we have an identical hair band! and necklace! and hp pouch! haha. madness lo.

after that rach came my house to have dinner. watched tv for a while then she helped me set my comp a bit. rocks man. and dl this idance thingy that i've yet to try. but sounds good! haha. =) called for her a taxi and it reached so darn fast lo! mann. sent her down.

friday
boring day again. had retest for 4A. failed like shat lo. din study ma. haiz. 12/50. like shat right? hahas. also had amaths test. bet i'll fail. dun even know what wmc saying in class. she recently always like to act cute lo. and her clothes seem to get tighter. eeks.

then guides. patrol corner. they wanted to give out the photos but realised it was in a mess so collected everything back. it got so screwed up. haiz. so din get photos. then after that we had footdrills. everything went rusty. forgot loads. got a huge scolding.

saturday
went out to meet clara at heeren. been there so many times this wk. haha. we both were late. thought ty will be later but she din even come. then it was so early that so many shops weren't even open yet. so we went window shopping. clara and i have similar taste! we both had the same stuff catching our eyes. hahas. then we got hungry so went over to cine bk to eat. and went to clara's sister whatsisit called thing. some focus group thing. when we walked into somerset mrt we saw this sec 1 guide. she was like oh my godding in the mrt and so loud lo. the thing was rather fun. haha. clara's big sis look so much the same as her! and her 2nd sis voice sound like her!! omg! haha. say they not sisters is fake one lo. haha. then the thing finish still got a big goodie bag and money to take. damn good lo. ahha. ty din come. dunno why. em not feeling well. so there were only 2 15-yr-olds and the rest were 18 or 19.

yeaps. clara sent me off to the mrt. walked me all the way there. thanks gal! haha. you rock. =) i took mrt to tuition in amk. late for 20mins. ahha. the train la. took so long. haiz. then finish le went to breeks for dinner. celebrate my sis's bday which will be on monday. yupps.

one week after campfire le!!!!! i really feel super duper empty lo. now feels like there is no goal. when we have cf prep there is the goal, which is the success of our cf. now, nothing. haiz. all good things have to come to an end i guess.

aww!! rach going back on 15th le!!! shucks. i'm gonna feel so lonely again. gonna take loads of neos on tues!! haha. yupps. this update quite long ba. haha. =)

campfire is over! some how i feel a sense of emptiness. haiz.

thursday
hectic day. after sch and lunch in sch me and jer rushed to serangoon intc there the g-value wanna buy chocolate for the cornflakes. then dun have! so we walk to 135 bus stop and take bus to amk intc. went to that ntuc there. dun have oso! but the intc got feeder bus to turf city. so we faster go take. and i slept in the bus. reached there and rushed to giant to grab the chocolate. cuz real cheap ma. then no money le so yups gotta get the cheapest.

took the bus back to the intc then take another bus to xl's house. she forgot to bring the butter home!!! aiyoyo! in the end gotta buy. so rush up her house to start cuz it was already 5 plus gonna 6 le. finish all 3 boxes till 7 plus. woohoo! reached home at 8 plus again. everyday oso lidat.

friday
guides the time busy doing touching up and clearing lounge and also briefing and stuff.

after guides continued packing. then we left sch at 7 and rushed to tp to get to giant at turf again. last min ingredients to buy. went with val and yq. reached there rather fast. then yq is a pro trolley pusher. damn fast can. we got all our stuff within 15 mins and was at checkout pt at 8. but the bus left. so we go macs eat first. then took 8 cups of water. darn thirsty.

got back to tp. rushed to buy more stuff. meeting pt in popular. then i came back earlier so waited with all the canned food and stuff. then at 9.20 they had an announcement that popular gonna be closed at 9.30. i got freaked out. val and yq just left to buy smth! then i can't move all the canned food out lo. then my hp batt flat! damn lo. i was praying hard that they'll be back soon and they did!! meet wr and hy at mrt. carried all down. wr got more stuff. then went back to wr's house. that time was 10pm. took bus back to wr house. her mama very nice! let us sleep over. we reach like 1030 lidat. then ate dinner at 1130. then started doing more food. but i wasn't really doing. was helping with programme booklet. then when done i lie on the floor and slept. at arnd 1am. then suddenly i woke up at 4.20 and wanted to help. but they done le. so went back to sleep.

saturday
cf le. but morning got listening compre for olevel. stress man. woke up. bathe. then took stuff and tompang sarah's car. yq and val take bus. so left me hy and wr to sit the car.

i think my listening sure die wan. prolly got like 3 wrong. or more. shat. anyway rushed off to lounge to start dept work. yeaps. lounge damn messy.but haiz will clean it de.

started doing reception first. stuck all the postcards on. then halfway shifted all the stuff down. and then lunch. nasi lemak. then once i left my butt off the bench i never sat down again until reception. i sorted out the stuff sec 1s and 2s brought. they [esp sec 1s] have no common sense. stack trays over eggs. very smart man. then i had some broken eggs. and so much stuff. was perspiring like mad sorting out. then moved all the stuff to canteen to start preparing food. the sec 1s are totally slow pokes. crawl like a snail. call them hurry still can stroll. and i think they are rather destructive. they broke 2 egg cutters from the HE room. and they kept talking. gave 5 mins water break become 10mins. call them hurry show me face. at least sec 2s got listen to me. and whenever i needed volunteers i never get them. unless sec 2s were there. my god. can't stand them. whole day think of kopping my refreshments.

then did pizza bread in HE rm. till 5. i clear up myself. told the sec1s to help they just stood there and not help. they are totally useless. yux. then 5.30 i went to change. change finish the time serangoon guides came le! so early can. they surely is no award to get wanna get early bird de. but we can't let them in cuz we aren't ready. the invitation wrote 630 so if ppl come early it isn't our business to let them in early. so when 630 came schs rushed in. i was the first receptionist. did like 6 schs. so busy. and some ppl took so long to sign on the reception card.

i was helping out most of the time at reception table cuz i scared they not sure of the procedures of reception. so help out. saw yida, yixuan, isabelle. haha. 01 and 02 din perform. come then tell us lo. so stupid. irritating. and 02 had the cheek to tell me that they passing the cd later. dun have lo. and never ever. maybe will get banned for 3 yrs.

730. cf starts. me and sand had sentry duty. so we collected our stuff and went to patrol. the field damn scary. we cut through the field halfway lo. saw a frog. sand claims that its cute. haha. got back. went arnd to wish sec 2s good luck. gave them hugs. yeps. then whee! it was splendid! haha. their song was BoA's double. so obviously i was singing like mad and screaming like mad for them. they are good! except some parts not very coordinated but overall was nice. haha. then right after i had gate duty with maj. saw loads of ppl outside. think they just got back from SYF. wahaha. we missed the IJ TP item! heard that it was nice. but i think their costume was kinda bimbotic. sorry to say that.

then went to get all the food out from the HE rm. everyone stopped for a while to watch SA's performance. someone did something and fell. i saw. haha. then later got back to more dept stuff. then came out after all was done. then st gabs performed. yeaps. then later sec 4s performed! hahah. damn nice k!! it was really the climax of the whole cf. i think many ppl became high. then me and em was like siao. screaming like mad esp during toxic, at the to high, can't come down. em sing that part sounds like a kitten! hahas so cute. sec 4s dance really coordinated. and alot ppl told me it was really nice. =)

then later i go standby for refreshments. but went to backdrop there and peep. cuz give out souvenir and awards. yeaps. early bird: serangoon guides [they were overwhelmed though.]. best cheer: i can't rmb. best item: SA. best supporting: Cat high. as usual. they bring 35 ppl lor! what is this. not fair. luckily they din gatecrash with more ppl.

i was in the canteen after cf closed. but i din really have anything to do cuz sec 2s were serving the food. i walked around talking to ppl. and gave many sec 3s a big hug. i had tears of joy. too happy le. then we went around kopping food. so funny. i ate many of my choco cornflakes. alot ppl say very nice! haha. very happy.

1030 lidat went to foyer to take pix with our stuff. i took a really stupid vid but i think it'll be too big to be posted. calling: ppl who took photos at the cf send to me!i dun have many. very sad. but damn nice.

1100. we had debrief in AS1. very long. i was very sleepy and almost slept. then i was sitting under the aircon oso so very cold. shivering. alot of scoldings abt the cf. haiz. the whole thing ended at 2am. damn tired le. went to wash up then ate cornflakes again! then slept at 3 plus. freakingly cold man. and the floor damn hard.

sunday
woke up at almost 7 with a backache.

then we like zombies lidat walk to sports hall toilet. no one inside. ty brush teeth damn long. haha. then she blur blur took em's brush and wanted to brush! man. then again we slowly walk back to AS. then walked the gateway to canteen. erm saw smth. em and ty knows. haha. had breakfast. then briefing. then went to do dept stuff first. cleared HE rm. the egg mayo got so much extra. and all went went bad. so threw it all.

then later moved tables back to canteen. me and jer moved 10 tables at one go. so tired. then sat on the benches to rest for a while but someone din let. told us to get our butts off the benches. can't i rest? i moved 10 tables! i nearly cried out. really drained out le. did table arranging. then ppl complained the canteen wasn't clean. so we gotta mop again. stupid sec 1s give us more work to do. they mop oso never mop properly. sweep oso never sweep properly. dun like them.

after big sweep had interview for promotion exercise with YAs. damn scary. i din want to say anything wrong. they asked me to say how were the YAs. how to answer? later say smth wrong then kena.

yups. all over le me em and ty went to tp macs. we went to entertainment macs but no space. so walk all the way to library macs. yay! sumo bento gonna reopen le! i wanna go! haha. we ate. and talked. and showed them the vid i took of the foyer. haha. em slept in macs. so let her sleep a while then we go.

i slept on the bus. then over shot! stupid man. so i got off and crossed over to take the bus back. i hate 73. always lidat de!! so long lo. reach home at 545. so late. had a good bath. so shuang. then went to watch the last ep of my all in! the ending damn sweet! but no more le... sad man.

came to online. talked to many ppl about our cf. alot ppl say very nice! and nicer than last yr. but our seniors and ex-seniors a bit disappointed la. really hope ppl enjoyed it. i think they all did. yups! hehe.

finally got a chance to talk to rach on the phone! we chat till 1240 lidat. so long. but was tired and couldn't really hear what she saying le so hang up la. =)

now feel so empty without anymore cf prep le. =(

whee... long long time no update le. hees. so damn busy!!!

friday
we had footdrills. i had stomach ache. i think gastric. so din march for a while. we had intensive training for dance oso. damn tiring. taught last few steps to cy and wl. leave sch at like 6 plus. damn late.

saturday
morning went out to meet em and ty. we ate at kfc. then inside laugh like siao. as usual with em and ty then sure can die laughing. hahaha. then later ty went for dental appointment then i bring em go cut hair. then met hy at her bus stop. she forget take guides u then ran home to take. funny sia. haha.

then em's hair cut for abt 1/2 hr. we took bus to tp interchange and met cy and wl there. but they wanted to get a bite first so we went sch first. yeaps. then reach at arnd 1.30. we slacked for a while. told the first stall aunty and uncle watch us dance. haha. we changed into our costumes and did one try. em and clara took vids for us. haha. then hy's pants drop! luckily inside got wear PE shorts. hahaha. the vid damn noisy!

then made some last min changes to the dance. then practiced more. wr and clara went to chinatown buy lightsticks. em left to meet ty. they 2 din go. damn sad! haha. we bathed in sch. i was the fastest cuz my hair took a long time to dry. as usual yq was the last i think. hahaha. then ms nair came to shoo us out of the sch cuz it was 6 and the servent gotta go home. we stood outside the side gate and pack things! haha. and touch up on our uniform. then heng arh! caught the 100 bus so we weren't late for the meeting at intc. in the end i think 22 or 23 ppl went only. and i took 30 consent forms from ms lizah! i think will kena scolded.haiz.

anyway we reached there. then saw YAs. walked the gateway. hy was the one who "fu" us onto the gateway with wr. she claims that she dowan let the scouts touch our hands. haha! so precious hor! whee. then i was surprised to see yx at reception. i thought he doing stage only. but yeaps. then need to leave contact no. i dowan but hy go write! i'm angry k. i gek only. very bad lor. but anyway soon we went in and discuss abt our entry onto the stage. yeah.

sat for a while. generally the cf was boring. i agree with hy. our dance was the climax of the cf. if not only have the 06 scouts item only. we went to change damn early. then practiced a teeny bit more. i was so kan chiong!! then i was shivering. cuz too scared le.

our dance. rocks!! i forgot some steps!! shucks. i think alot ppl saw. damn sad. i fell on the freeze! but managed to get up in time. then got some stupid scouts see us do floor moves then down there shout hey we also can do! hey. hello? we're gals k. if you can do it when you are a gal i peifu. we took damn long to choreo los. i was standing in front. then the fire was suffocating me. the smoke kept blowing into my eyes! cedar guides rock! they scream damn loud for us! then i think alot guides stunned. haha. they jealous we can dance wu xie ke ji so nice.

finish the dance le i was damn sad i forgot steps. then i cried. but everyone came over to congratulate us. and praised us. i was really happy. then the next tears were tears of joy. whee!! then we went up to change. took damn long then come down cf close le!! we din even get to watch the st gabs dance! aiyerr. nvm. we got best item! haha. like obviously since we were the only sch performing. best supporting went to anglican high. i swear next yr i'm not going st gabs again. total waste of my time. sorry for being blunt la but i wasn't exactly entertained.

we went macs to eat supper. rained! then my shoes damn wet cuz got hole! then mummy called me and said that my aunt and uncle [ who are yx's parents] came to watch the cf and saw me! then they say very nice! i was overwhelmed! haha. had loads of fun in macs there. took bus with wr but she a while then got off le. 315 damn crowded at 11 plus k! no place to sit and my bag was so damn heavy. reach home at abt 11.45. watch all in. 2nd last ep le! last ep on our cf day! can't watch. then i couldn't sleep. so msged. talked on the phone from 2 to 2.30. siao man. still can't sleep. so watch football for a while. lame man. then finally i slept. wonder who switched off the tv in my room.

sunday
it was practically my pia-ing hw day. but apparently i din do much. gave up after doing amaths. and some emaths. so stupid. my sassy girl rocks! so funny and touching! i luv korean shows to bits!

monday
school reopen le. damn bored. got 4 new tchers and new ft. mr eric tan. yeaps. he quite luo suo eh. teaching us emaths. more classes kena wmc. for emaths. and oso 3O's ft. they so heng can. din finish alot of holiday hw so was kinda pia-ing in sch. haha.

did discussion with rnr after sch at lounge as usual. the lounge there damn hot. i was so tired i lie on sand's bag and slept on the floor. sleep for arnd 1 hr ba! so long eh. then later called my daddy to fetch me home. i asked if i could bring 2 frens over to do refreshments he dun let lor. then lecture me abt wasting my time over all these stuff. i was damn pissed off. but obviously i had to shut up or i'll get more.

tuesday
after sch went giant at turf city to buy all our ingredients for the refreshments. rnr ppl getting so aunty! haha. but we have to la. limited budget ma. there damn funny. we paying at the cashier that time got this man selling durians. then he kept shouting lai ah lai ah, kuai lai ah. then his woice was so damn loud and sounds frigginly sissy. we laughed like mad can. ppl bored then go take a look ba. even the cashier laughed. we bought loads of stuff. i think ppl thought we crazy man.

we went back tp to meet ty. then took taxi back to wr's house. started doing some chocs stuff. then hy came oso. i left at 7.30. hy left at 9.30. amazing.

wednesday
today after sch we went to J8. ate there. then ty and em was laughing non stop in LJS. damn malu. wr sand and hy went back first. we went to buy present with em. so went back a bit later. when we reach wr's house they already started le. then if too many ppl making very messy. so we sat at the sofa waiting to make. and watched 3 discs of meteor garden. damn funny. long time no watch le. we were slacking la. with em ty clara and xl. tmr going xl's house to do more chocs. haha. exciting! so fun man. yeaps. left at 7 plus. freaking bus. i hate waiting for buses.

CEDAR GUIDES ANNUAL CAMPFIRE GLANZ NACHT
in 2 days time.

whees. long time no update le. try to write as much as possible. yeah. this post supposed to be posted on tues. but my comp hanged. but luckily i saved draft. haha.

this past weeks have been working hard on our campfire and our dance. tiring!! gonna peng liao. but we must persevere. dance item is in 2 days and campfire is in 9 days. argh. pray that we can finish our deco soon.

footdrills start le. another thing to be stressed abt when sch reopens. but all focus is on cf first.

monday
went to cedar concert. it was fabulous!!!!!!!! wow. i was amazed man. but it was really good man. thumbs up for band, choir, handbell and guzheng! whee. took some pix. will upload soon. unfortunately i dun have the band ones. i forgot that i brought my cam! and i was too engrossed with the performance.

everyone wore formal clothes. same for me. then i had no suitable shoes to match so i took my mum's heels. hell. got a blister. pain! i wished i was walking barefooted. our dear yq wore tube dress k! but she dowan to take off her jacket so we can't really see. looked darn feminine. hahas. ty wore dress oso! haha. shan't describe later she angry!

i like the stick thingy! so kool! then band had this part where the section stands up. when i saw nan i laughed! she was so cute! hahas. i couldn't spot that many ppl at band. cuz too many ppl le.

choir was good too! haha. spotted more ppl. shuyi so ke ai! hair damn flat. when ms chye came out and i think emm thought it was yq. cuz the colours of the dress looked the same. spectacular~

handbell's pieces were sweet! i like the plucking of the bells! damn ke ai. and handbell was easier to spot ppl. cuz everyone standing in a row. yeah.

guzheng. wow. ppl screamed for manel. should i reveal who? haha. ppl should know la. they played many china tunes. nice.

overall it was a really nice performance put up. hope non-cedarians were impressed. we walked back to cityhall to get a drink. then the stupid 7-11 close! it closed immediately when we wanted to go in! stupid. argh. then we walked go out to suntec that side then there got 7-11 again! whee. then bought a drink. sat at the citylink and we drink there. so damn hungry and thirsty.

i reached home at 12. dad went down to fetch me. my sis told them i wore very short, very high, etc. so kua chang!!! din eat dinner so mum cooked korean noodles for me. kimchi!!! whee. hungry. slept at 1 plus.

tuesday
went to PS buy costume with chenya. we went so early then the shop not opened yet! so we went kopitiam had breakfast-lunch. still it was so early. we stood outside the shop to wait. but it got cold. so we found "shelter" at the staircase. haha.

we took quite long to try on the diff colours. then later buy le she went to meet her fren for movie. then actually supposed to have rnr but apparently no one was going so i went home. slacked. did some hw. argh. still have so much. can die.

wednesday
footdrills. i was early. we were still very slack. haha. laugh here and there. then move and move. i think sihui is really pissed with us. poor her. gotta handle us. wahaha. and still cant wheel properly.

after lunch i supposed to go home do dance. but i was lazy. so in the end me emm and clara went com lab and slack. then emm help me style my hair. i can't see it but she say nice. clara oso say nice. hahaha.

it was a busy day. then later i went for tuition. at the bus stop got this stupid dog keep following me. scary!!! so many ppl at the bus stop it din follow, keep sticking to me. i scared rabies. eeks. and IT ALMOST DRIPPED SALIVA ON ME!!!! yucks!! i was damn freaked out. then got this old lady go and kick it. freaky!!!!!! i never wanna meet that freaking dog again. but i scared the dog will recognise me!!! eeeeeeyeeerrrr...

tuition finish le at night got piano lesson. so no time get the remaining dance steps.

thursday [today]
so woke up early morning to get the remaining part of the dance completed. yay!!! hahas. dug out all my posters and got it donated to rnr. anyone can do so by putting all of your unwanted posters outside the guides lounge. anything oso can. postcards needed as well!! whee. public advert.

dry run today. i think not bad. quite successful. i think wy is very angry today. cuz of sec 2s. their dance till now still very horrible. not coordinated at all. okay maybe a little. but it's way below expectations. but when i gave her some hk stars posters, she brightened up! haha so ke ai!

after lunch we all go com lab 4 and use com. then the stupid ms ho i think [teach flash and photoshop that one] go and chase us out. it's only 2 plus! and i think she wanna go home early lo. irritating. so i spent some time fitting in the new steps. then later hy yq and val came up so teach them. yeah. we are coordinated! heard st gabs only like got 10 schs going! so little! then only will have 9 schs see our performance! little eh. haiz nvm its for the experience anyway.

teach le then i very tired so lie on the floor and sleep while they played with the disco ball as a football. it is in a horrible state. and hy kicked it down! then val gotta go down and pick. haha. they were really lame la. i too tired to laugh so lie down sleep for 15 mins? haha.

yeah then later go home le.

updated some neoprints. i changing the photo host all to imagestation which requires you to have an account with them. and i'm putting passwords to my albums so not everyone can see. if you want msg me or email or msn or whatever la. yeah. click here to see the new album. but rmb to get pw from me. =)

rach is back!! yay! can't wait to go out with you! hahas. =)

i'm getting high on cf!!!!!!!! oh darn. i'm so excited! shucks. 15 days to cedar cf! 8 days to st gabs de. i'm going crazy!!! save me! finally rnr is done!!! yay!

today hy and yq came my house to do dance. actually val and cy coming too but val's sick and cy couldn't make it. so its only the 3 of us.

reached the intc at 8.45 and yx passed me his stupid techno cd and the invitation. and i passed to him his fren's plaster which hy asked me to bring for. then hy came. she saw them and immediately siam-ed. she walked to the mama stall then i followed her. and she say she very scared go over. hahahaa. then val not coming no one to pretend be her stead. haha. but in the end still got go over. cuz we had to wait for our qian jing xiao jie ms wu yq. haha. 3 315 buses left. wow. yx told me his hair cut till very short oso dun have de. bluff. and the special person on his blog is hy! haha. then finally ms wu came. then slack for a while then the 315 come. we boarded the bus. and then they left. they were actually waiting for us to leave before leaving for macs. lame. and yx bully hy's fren make him carry his bag. so what if yu chairman huh. can ask ppl knock it down and make them carry your bag? hahaa. so stupid. he walk so freely and made his fren carry 2 bags. evil guy.

hy was damn high today. kept laughing. then after that when she not high le she lie on the floor and slack and it was yq's turn to be high. cuz we were watching energy vids to get our steps. man it was tiring. but very fulfilling. still left only one small part and we are done with the dance! yay! hahahs. but it's such a tiring dance i think when we finish dancing we can jolly well drop dead. cyx yu better prepare some stretchers for us. oh too bad he can't see this cuz he's at PLTC. but it will be a great performance. whee. rocks.

hy edited the song with me again. this time it sounded much better! damn perfect. took quite long, like around 1 hr. but it was worth it! haha. i wanna say the song! unfortunalety there will be st gabs ppl reading this so can't say or else no surprise at the cf le.

we finished dancing at 6 plus. then sat down and slacked for 1/2 hr. yq finished my wasabi peas! wow. but i ate some too. hahas. anyway we talked abt scary stuff. maybe i won't be able to sleep tonight. oh darn.

yay! boa's new album is out! but dun think it'll arrive at sgp so soon. she changed her hairstyle! nice but i still prefer her long straight hair.



her new album cover



i like this one. sexy... hahas.

today IT course again. apparently i'm the most pro in html so i was mainly the one doing the layout and linking stuff. wah damn stupid the dreamweaver. whole day hang. i was so scared the whole thing gone. i think we were the last group to leave man. like so damn late. nvm i think ours very nice.

sat at foyer to wait for my dad. it's a good whole 45 mins. wow. played hp games. i was lame.

helped sihui with html on her blog. hope yu got what yu desired! hahas.

i'm doing the song. val's version can't work. so i prolly have to work through the night. but i'll do it for the sake of our dance prac at my house tmr. whee. dance dance dance! whee. i love dance. but unfortunately this wk i haven't got time to go find steps even though my dvds arrived cuz i'm so darn busy. argh. nvm. hope we can finish it tmr. i think only left around 1 min. yay.

i'm beginning to post more on the cedar guides blog. make it alive. anyone please go there and vote for the nicest template. wanna change it. any guide please give me your links and i'll upload there. whee. this is fun. having a combined blog with so many ppl posting is fun.

today had IT course. ty damn pro. forgot to come. haha. we learnt photoshop 6 and dreamweaver. not bad la. quite fun for a comp person like me.

during lunch was stupid. we thought canteen din open so we walk out to potong pasir and go macs. it was raining like mad. we all were drenched. pam was smart to "book" shuyi cuz sy's umbrella was bigger. then bj had to share chris's small umbrella. i best. my umbrella too small so no one can share. but still very wet. it was freezing cold in macs. then we ate. the rain was still very heavy. in the end took taxi back to school. the fare was 2.60. each person pay 0.50. but chris paid the extra 0.10. haha.

we took off our shoes and socks and i think the com lab stinked. and it was damn cold in there. i was shivering. can ask bj. when the course almost ended we wore our shoes only and went to wash our socks and dry it. we were fighting for the dryer. haha. then pam took a pic with her phone. so funny. and she wants to use it as her frenster pic.

kinda boring day. but anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEN!!!

watched harry potter yesterday and i'm really disappointed with it. so many parts cut! agree with hy man. a bit waste of money. but anyway not i pay la. haha. my uncle took me and my sis and cousins out. jansen sucks. yucks. my stupid younger cousin. i think he irritated the whole cinema. walk in walk out of then cinema infinity times. damn. spoilt brat. then made my uncle angry. then left me sis and yx to walk behind and keep away from the "volcano eruption". haha.

i bought shoes le! whee. hahas. finally man. but the size not right so later go change.

whee. i'm bored. still slacking. finding a blogskin for the cedar guides blog. its happening! finally ppl go update le. and suddenly got more. me hy shireen and sining. argh. this is getting no where. ppl can hear the song? i can't seem to hear it.

jasx: when yu starting your new blog? must tell me! heex. rnr is okay la. not much to do. but we are still very slack. haah.
val: too bored? start a blog! hahas.
hq: yu too! whee.

here to reply tags first.

vAl: heyheys! xin ku ni le! haha. the song is very good le. yu edited it again? i wanna hear! so excited man. hahas. rawk on too!

sihui: your comp's finally fixed! yay! hahas. go chiangmai! so good. haha. but haiz no time anyway. so busy this month. i thought yu leaving your blog in a mess? done? haha. shall go take a look.

jeremy: yeah. cuz i was watching dvds. too excited abt my history of BoA dvd.

rach: yay!!!!! let's raid all the shopping malls in sgp! hahas. that's madness. but we have all the time in the world! nvm abt the broken piano. i'll fix it ya? hehes. i'll glue it till it looks like new! yeah and i'm sure i'll get yu your love and honesty cd as well! hehes. luv ya man. and dun worry yu can code my layout anytime. hehes. and srry can't tell ya my dance song. st gabs ppl will see it and no fun le. whee. yeah can't wait for ya to come!!!! hahas. damn excited! its like in what, 10 days and yu'll be here! cant wait!!!! hahas. i'm going mad. whee.

yay!!! watching harry potter tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas!!! yay finally. and cyx is going. with me, my sis, uncle and stupid jansen. he sucks. my stupid little cousin. so stupid and spoilt. sucks man. think he'll spoil my mood tmr. yucks.

i changed song again. BoA's waiting. nice song. hees. and i changed my tagboard!! izzit nice? whee. took quite some time to change the codes.

i practically slacked the whole day. too much time. and damn. i fell asleep watching all in last night. guess i was too tired after the dance. anyway hy take care. we want yu in the dance! hahas.

i'm so happy!!!! i just received rach's bday present. rach, nvm if its belated. its the thought that counts! and dun worry too much abt it being a little broken, i'll fix it and it'll look like new! heex. and also i received my dvds! hees. then i'll be able to do the dance le. yay!

this morning did dance. we were quite coordinated already! hahas. more practice and we'll look like energy. hees. souvenir was there too. doing their souvenirs obviously. and poor them gotta listen our dance song over and over again with us. sorry peeps!

see how. maybe update more tonight. hees. going to watch my dvd now!

today sucks. damn bored. mum took us to thomson plaza. and dunno did what. haiz.
tmr doing dance. i tried my best to get dance steps but i think it wont sustain the 3 hrs that we're having tmr. haiz. nv we will practice hard. and bring back the best item! hahas. val already did the music. unfortunately the stupid thing cannot be heard on my comp and i cant burn to do practice. haiz. nvm. make the 2 of us yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.

sorry i not going with yu all to seoul garden. no $$ le. haiz.

treasure your life. its precious. everything can be resolved. just think on the bright side.

cant use the comp for long so this shall be a short update.

today morning had footdrills. both commanders were late. heex. we were very very slack today. again very little ppl. then most of the time we were helping sec 4s to carry their spars. from lorry to courtyard. from rain to shade. from courtyard back to canteen. damn tiring. din even stay for rnr. went home and extracted dance steps from BoA. and some energy ones.

i dun feel respected. everything is done and then i'm informed. i'm not consulted in any form. and ppl take me for granted. just because i'm nice. no one asks for my opinion. when they've done it they just tell me. i'm not part of yu all right? then why am i feeling so stressed over the whole thing? please give me the respect i deserve. i hope yu all really appreciate what i've done.

haiz i miss my comp! i'm gonna miss ya comp. now i made a timetable for myself and i make sure i'll follow it. for the sake of my grades. hmms. only gonna be online after 10. nvm. for my own sake.

tuesday
woke up late in the morning. rushed out of my house without breakfast. then the stupid bus. cheat my feelings. reached sch 15 mins late. luckily sec 4s not there or else i sure kena. the squad was pathetic. only 13 ppl. then we did so much wheeling. march and march. then YAs came. and sec 4s. so we couldn't slack anymore. [g]sihui was nice. haha. gave us constructive advice. and din scold us la. =) haha.

then later had meeting with the YAs about campfire. actually looking back at my dept, there's only around 30% of stuff left. and the dry runs. gonna be busy like mad this hols and july. so i better buck up with my work this hols first. after the meeting continued with my reception cards. and help souvenir with their painting. i expert liao. haha. so i paint the 2nd one wy and sarah haven't finish their first one. they complained that i had a better brush. heex. yeah i do. xinli's brush. hahs.

then actually wanted to go canteen for a break but all the stalls closed! so haiz went back to lounge with an empty stomach. hungry until not hungry le. read my 3rd book there until around 3 plus then we left. went tp mos. ate alot. freakingly hungry. then went with hy emme and yq to LJS for their turn to eat. hy wanted to act les with yq. me with em. hahas. so lame. but we din la. hy and yq had a fear in tp. hahas. made us walk one big round. but its okay la. then after they finished eating, it was drizzling. argh. i hate rain when i'm not at home. my shoe has a big hole so all the water went in. and i was in the bus shivering. heck. em accompanied me at the 73 stand but she had to leave. hahas. thanks em! heex.

came home at 7. i was grounded from the comp yesterday. only left a few tags. then ms lizah msged back. we can bring 30 ppl! yays. hy why nv reply me. msg yu twice le. haiz. yx if yu read this dun tell anyone abt it hor. i'll kill yu. hahas.

today
nothing interesting yet. today is slacking day. now got energy! but i record liao so can watch later. whee. see whether can use comp again tonight.

and also.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNQIAN!

now in sch... nothing to do come library use com. did rnr. finished almost all reception cards. left around 10 i think. that's a great achievement. hahas. i think i'm gonna hate gold paint. argh.

rachie!!! yu must come for my cf! haha. its on the 3rd july. and in case yu din see your blog i wanna ask yu bring more stuff back for me. the LXIXVXE vcd, photoshop cd, one more dream cd, and i think yu wanted to send my present over right? nvm dun waste postage. yu can bring it over when yu come. hahas. and i'm gonna give ya the love and honesty cd! then yu can come my house watch dvd! hahas. i'm going mad even though yu havent even confirm when yu coming. hahas.

today my little cousin benjamin's 5th birthday. went his house for party. then he got this act cool cousin. act cool buay cool. yucks. loads of stupid things happened. lazy to say.

mrs wong called my mum. haiz. dunno what to say. but nvm guess i really gotta buck up. my results suck like shit.

tag my board. start some conversation. i'm bored. i need amusement.

ytd super tired so din come and update. so hmm shall say abt yesterday first.

friday
last day of sch. apparently everyone was happy. two teachers are leaving. mrs yao [HOD of craft and tech] and mr chua [HOD of math]. it was so sad. but wish them both good luck. they were both promoted so good for them. cedarians will miss yu.

then later had big sweep. i was made to clean the computer tables. it contains so much filth. for goodness sake can the school just move it away? apparently we haven't been using the computers for ages and it's there collecting dust and making more work for us to be done. it just makes the classroom an unhealthy place to study in.

then later had so much free time. played poker. and once again took more lame pix. uploading now. but putting password. dowan unwelcomed ppl to see. msg me for the password. hmm. it was ms ma's last day too. she gave the class oreo minis. good luck ms ma. and thanks for enduring this crazy and noisy class. it was a great pleasure for you to teach us geography. thanks! all the best!

then after sch, went to lounge to leave unwanted stuff there first. then went to town. cine. we went to buy tix first but couldnt decide whether to watch shrek or the day after tmr. then em asked her frens and they all say shrek. so we bought the tix. then ate at long john silver. met loads of cedarians there. and ty kept singing her ah pooie song! so malu! wr can hear it from afar! then went to watch shrek la. inside the cinema got even more cedarians. funny show! got the gingerbread man! whee. so funny man. laughed like mad. ty was quiet. emm and i laughed really loudly. hmm then later go heeren take neos with emm and ty. very very lame. shan't say.

then took bus back to sch with ty for meet the parents. emm had to go home to "fetch" her aunt to sch. ty had to go for asst monitress thing so left me alone. took key from her and went to lounge for nothing. read my lime there. 5pm went to hall take report book. dowan to see it again. waited for mum at foyer for so long but she still haven reach. so i went up myself first. the talk started late. i was tired so dozed off. anyway already heard those stuff before. it ended late. at around 7.10. rushed of to lounge to get my stuff. then went to foyer with my mum to wait for my dad's car. reached home. ate. then bathe and slept. damn tired.

today
packed my table. unloaded my cam. then went out to eunos. mum say got sale so go lor. then i saw an ex-senior. she said hi, i said hi. hmm. then came home. today super boring. then talked to rach! she finished my layout! whee. damn nice. yu rock gal! haha.

more stupid photos today. i should be uploading all tonight. try to la. using imagestation for the first time. then put password unknown ppl cannot see. so yah ppl who wanna see i can give ya the password. but i'll see who you are first. wahahaa.

bored the whole day. chris was practically going mad. and ty is the model for the day. whole day take her. whole cam full of her pix man. and more stupid vids. like the one with bj's mouth. wahahahaa. damn funny.

damn. ong en chee told us to change date for the IT course. whatever. then maybe i go out on 3rd/4th to watch harry potter! wahaha so excited man. uncle taking me/sis/cousins out. wahaha happy. feel like asking him splurge on more sushi. sushi just rocks.

today's course was damn fun. hy and wr were the so-called trouble-makers. our group was the last to present. then we couldn't control the crowd that well cuz it was so damn chaotic. wahaha. and since we were the last group, they all took their last chance to try and disturb the session. but overall was not bad la. the sec 4s were there today and sort of had fun with us la. and they were also big trouble-makers trying to test everyone's leadership skills. wf says that last yr their sessions were much more fun cuz they really played a fool.

after that went to tp with emm hy and wr. sat in macs so long and they were doing bo liao stuff. showed emm all the stupid pix we took and she was laughing like siao. hahaha. i was freezing cold in the damn 73! the bus today sucks big time. so damn long still never come. wait until like what 6.55? i waited since 6.35 lor. hell. nvm.

tmr last day le!!!! where you all wanna go? damn got meet-the-parents lor. sian. still must go back sch after gai gai. haiz.

this morning got a dressing down from ms lizah. scolded us abt assuming that we going cf. but i think she thought that she was a little harsh to us and that we already done like 1/2 the dance so after singing session she approached us and sort of said that she'll think abt letting us perform. hopefully! i was so sianed after she scold us today. din have mood to do anything.

after recess did with souvenir and peeps their cloth. finish cutting all le!!! so happy. even though i'm not in souvenir. i luv the home econs scissors! esp the red one! damn nice to cut. wahahaa. we took the excess cloth and tied wy up! damn funny. she looked like a present/someone who was kidnapped. wahaha. ppl were like looking lor. took some stupid pix again today but cannot upload cuz the cam program not in this comp so haiz. nvm tmr ba.

had loads of fun during singing session! with em, clara, ty, premila... we were jumping around like mad ppl and laughing and laughing non stop. and laughed abt this sec 2 [shan't say but gals, you know who i'm talking abt.] she was shaking so vigourously. i think marion's new hairstyle is nice! whee~ she's so ke ai can? hahas. halfway during singing, we went to the hall rooftop to see fire struct do flying fox. first time went up there. then must stood down cuz very dangerous. ty and i were so excited. i even took my cam up to take pix. wahahaha. then tbc dunno why we up there scared no teacher look after us then got so anxious. the very lang2 bei4 way of going to the rooftop is to get thru the window and climb up the ladder. so funny can. hahas.

during break ty and peeps kept playing with ice. so malu. then everywhere was wet. like help them clean table lidat. and premila almost sat on the bird shit! heng arh. but dunno why it was flattened. i thought she really sat on it. freaky...

ty! your umbrella the inside very lao tao! my gosh. outside and the opening of the umbrella is not but the cloth really very lao tao! nvm you are leader tao what. and em is leader gang! and some how she sort of include me in lao tao gang? damn! nvm. btw who's in lao tao gang besides you and emm? tell me more. wahaha.

lots to say. but dunno how to phrase. so hmm wait for me to put up my pix. maybe tmr or friday. hmms.

no time today so i'll do a short update. brought digicam to sch today and chris and peeps had fun with it. took many stupid vids and pics and most of them had ty. and she's being "violated" and bullied. wahaha. played murderer many many times cuz we were simply too bored. then pam had to hold her hand. i think she went to de-germ after that. wahahaha. earlier in the morning went with sy and sj to the singing competition audition. it was so impromptu. we sang s.h.e's re dai yu lin. and shuyi rocks totally can? her harmonization with us is like so damn nice! then we 3 like s.h.e. yq and ty say it was nice. hopefully. but i wonder if mr suresh can understand what we were singing. =)

saw some improvement in the sec 2s dance. good job guys. *thumbs up* used AS2 for a while. but the uncle chased us away. nvm. then mdm faridah said that ms lizah might reject st gabs cf invitation. how?? then i'll item will all go to waste. shall we go ask her not to? i really wanna perform since its our first time and we won't get other chances to perform. and actually we already agreed to perform le. then suddenly say cannot a bit bad. haiz dunno la. settle tmr ba.

last singing session of the term tmr. hope it will be a fun one. had fun last wk so sec 1s and 2s must enjoy. =) singing session is fun. but dunno having rnr tmr onot. like very long dun have le. nvm if dun have i shall choreograph more steps.

shall go find the yo! vid that cy asked me to. actually wanted to send but it took so long. no choice gotta find it myself...

oh yah forgot to say this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENG YEE AND SIRU!!!
2A rocks forever!

finally completed gold! wah did till 2.30am lor. stupid A drive. i hate you. actually that's not the latest i slept. got once slept at 3am. wahaha. then my parents woke up and scold me lor. say what so late still never sleep. hello? i slept so much in the afternoon lor. stay awake oso wun die. and my dad say he'd rather i wake up earlier than stay awake. what's the diff? i might still sleep for 3 hrs what.

the course today. leadership training course. today is alicia and chenya day! wahaha that's what mdm faridah calls it. i did health today. cleaned up after orderlies. mdm faridah today was generally funny but very sarcastic towards some stuff. wahaha.

even though i only slept for like 3 1/2 hrs, surprisingly i'm not tired at all. din even doze off or whatever. stupid wmc. i never bring the paper cannot meh. i did copy my corrections. quit being like a child. ppl never bring stuff then make them stand. you think we are still in primary sch? if you think so you are wrong. if you wish to punish pupils in that manner then jolly well go teach a primary sch. my cuz's gf suay to have a fren like you. iddert.

oh yah! then we did dance after the course at the lounge. kinda fun. but poor yq is sick. so take care yah. val damn ke ai. she can do those steps de but whole day say cannot. wahaha. jiayou ba! cy so dainty! but you 3 [cy hy wy] all are man la. wahhaha. happy? =) but cy dun forget you already got mr shin. cannot be man hor. wahaha. and staring into the mirror. can get you to dao ppl better. wahaha. or else get some tips from hy ba =P.

i think i'll wait for cy to send me the yo! vid. i'm gonna go watch tv ler. =)

doing gold award now. scared i cannot finish.

how's the song? nice? comments please.

this morning korkor came to my house to give me physics tuition. really cleared my doubts man. wahaha. but i think he almost vomited blood teaching me. wahaha. anyone wants any tuition? any subject except combined humans and chinese. contact me. fees are reasonable. bah. this is from him la. asked me to advertise. you get to go to my house! oh what crap. max 3 ppl including me. so that's 2 spaces left: i.e if you wanna come my house hahas. only from friday evening to sunday whole day. he's in NS. wahaha.

tag ppl! my tagboard is stagnant. spice it up~

wednesday
school hours was boring. after sch did rnr. then went to help out at singing session. i think for the last 45 mins i'm the only sec 3 left there. so took charge la. the sec 1s and 2s were generally enthu and loud but so high pitched!! my god. then they keep having "shouting fights" around. very noisy, but could see that they were enjoying. i enjoyed myself alot too! wahhaha. when there was around 15 mins left, 1 of the sec 2s asked if i could let the sec 1s do mapoleh. when i made them do they all groan. wahaha. some sec 1s can really shake! but some just refused to shake. i told her so many times to shake she still din. in the end had to do with her. then.... i sabo-ed the sec 2s and made them do mapoleh as well!!! wahhaa it was such a funny sight. but most of them very enthu and shoke their butts hard so they got to sit down real fast. debrief was short and sweet. then had a talk with sec 2s abt their dance. take care guys. who wants the dance we can see, who doesn't put in effort we can see. i proud of those who put in alot of effort. gambatte!

thursday
i talked abt the video thingy earlier on so shant say to upset myself further. anyway actually wanted to do rnr with souvenir in lounge but wr went home! so we din have the key then in the end went com lab. actually wanted to do gold award but in the end slacked there. emme thanks for writing me 4 testimonials! whee- kingfisher rocks! i was looking at ppl profile on frenster cuz my home frenster cannot work properly. showed ty her *er hem*. we all know she's excited but she keep denying. wahaa. then later went to 8/90 bus stop to take bus. emme and i kept singing tubthumping. but we only know the i get knock down part so in the end we invented our own lyrics. wahaha. the stupid bus was so long man. waited for dunno how long. then jerlyn was so irritated ba. then i went cd rama and finally bought shine we are!!! damn nice! BoA just rocks.

friday
yay! holidays gonna have a course to learn to make webpage! finally. then had two talks. one on STDs and the other is some briefing to a etiquette class. ex lor. anyway i have no time in hols so forget it-

after sch ate at starbucks. played many lame games there. and finally huihui got the mad man thing. wahaha. damn funny sight. practised footdrills behind and formed squad. so funny lor. guides rocks man.

then we had ndp squad selection. everyone had a chance to command. and some ppl the commanding really funny. we all laughed in the squad and kena scolding by sec4s. wahaha. ty most suay. whole day must fall out take other ppl place. wahaha. poor gal! then in the end they chose all the main six ppl. sihui is our commander! and val is asst commander. cy is flag barrier. yq is asst. emme is timer. sam tio asst. wahaha. luckily i'm not one of them. damn stressful man. congrats galz! yu all rock man. we'll bring cedar guides to further heights! and the ndp squad must be perfect! wahaha. but the real name list will only be out on mon. kinda excited. wahahaha.

discussed with the rest abt the dance. i think i'm gonna choreograph some steps tmr man. dance is fun! wahahah. what shall we wear gals? rmb that time at malacca buy that shirt? shall we use that? then help cy borrow from one of the others who bought? can?

ty, dunno you will read this onot. but i write testimonial for cedar guides liao. happy onot? wahhaha. must hor. cuz mine is the next longest after ya! nvm we are lame.

i don't care i'm watching all in tonight. scared i miss it again. lee byung hyung rocks man! and song hae gyo! ooh man. and won bin! they all rock. wahaha. dunno what to say so laming around here.

now in sch com lab using the comp. wr went home liao so in the end no key to go lounge. i hate the cameramen!!!!!!!!!!!! make me so disappointed. actually the sch is having this video taking thingy then wanted to take fire struct, backdrop and rnr. but in the end they overrun and no time to take us lor! then we were suffocated with paint in the lounge. and hungry for 2 hrs till like 12? then in the end eat recess and lunch together. the cameramen still had the cheek to have a teabreak!!! i'm so angry!!!

i stubbed my toe again. hurts like shit. argh. everyone in sch saw it and was disgusted at the state of my toe. actually ms nair isn't as bad as i thought. she gave me painkillers and helped me put antiseptic. since i din have slippers, i ended up walking barefooted around the sch. and checked papers in that manner too. wahaha.

after sch had the meeting with mdm faridah. wasn't as bad as i thought and she was kinda nice today. and even joked a little with us. luckily that L1R5 30pts thingy like not very true for guides so i no need to worry too much lerr. but next term really gotta gambatte lers. next term is gonna be a busy one!!! so many activities. hopefully got camp during june hols. i rather have camp than combined with sa kay. but will ty be happy? =p

learnt six steps today ler!! wahahahahaha. damn happy. unfortunately, yx doesn't know the chim chim dance steps to teach me!!! argh. how? who can teach? please come forward. but i doubt anyone. dance! i'm so excited abt it. let's choreograph it before the sec2s finish theirs! which is kinda impossible la. wahaha.

wanna do some update here. feeling bored. helping jw scan neos. sleepy.

sat had fever and headache. i think its linked to my learning freeze and spraining my middle finger. haiz. then slept from 8pm to 9am. a pro 13 hrs =p. my stupid tape recorder!!! it din work and in the end never tape my All In!!!!!!!!! i was so damn sad kay! but nvm i shall go rent the vcds. so sad!!! miss the most impt ep! argh nvm.

today did dance with cy and hy. sucha hot weather made us persipire like siao. then we went to see sec 2s. they were really pathetic man. they din have cd, they din have player. and their costume not done... haiz... then haiyo i oso dunno what to say lah. by next wk if they cant finish their dance it will be cancelled. anyway so many schs are coming to perform. wahaha. and most are guy schs. so sec 2s better buck up.

slacked around in the lounge after that. premila was telling this stupid lame joke i took so long to understand. but its okay. still got a few ppl cant understand. woohoo. it was a crazy day where so many ppl stayed back and kinda have fun.

mdm faridah meeting us tmr. wonder what she will say. hope not scolding man. and oh shit. i haven started my donation card. how??? die man.

the stupid headache is back. shall go catch my beauty sleep now. =)

to yaya: me, hy, val and yq. we learnt freeze from hy today but damn hard to do. and we finished learning the chorus.
to val: updating. my old blogskin had probs so gotta change it before updating. yahs. =p

okay gonna do a real long update today. woohoo!!! exams over! okay. this is a new layout cuz my previous one was mad. i'm so sad! i luv that one alot leh! but this one is nice too. orange rawks.

after exams on tues, went with pam, ty and bj to kallang ice skating rink. damn fun kay. wahaha. i cant skate or rollar blade so gotta start from the basics. but in the end i can skate!!!! wahaha so happy man. but had a price to pay. i fell on my butt for dunno how many times! pam is so pro in skating can? i go 1 round she already gone for 3 rounds. and when she dragged me along i was closing my eyes cuz i was so scared!

so coincidentally, hy, yq, yt and ym went ice skating too. then hy kept disturbing ty. it was so funny. after they came for abt 1/2 hour we had to leave. then we dragged time for a while to keep our stuff and the stupid cashier said that we stayed too long and charged us extra fees! wasted my 3 bucks. its only 10mins lor and she said until we stay for more than half an hour. damn idiot.

then we decided to eat sakae. we walked to the bus stop expecting to take the same bus back to the mrt but realized that we got to the wrong one. we used pam's phone to call for a cab to get to heeren. that cabby so silly lor. turn so many rounds still cannot find us. we saw one taxi coming and we thought it was him so we got on. just as bj was abt to close the door, the real cabby called us. then we realized that we got into the wrong taxi! wahahaha. cant stop laughing.

stupid taxi thing dragged too long then in the end no time to watch movie ler. so ate happily at sakae buffet. i was so happy when they played the whole love and honesty album! i was like so excited when i heard midnight parade. haha. half the time i was singing.

then we went to take neoprints. got one bj looked so blur! then ty just stood there and laugh at her lor. so bad =p.

yesterday watched van helsing with maj. supposed that eeling was going to watch with us but she already watched it on mon. so in the end she watched 50 first dates alone. i feel so guilty man. but she was so nice la. eeling, luv ya! you rock kay.

maj was so excited before watching the movie. she was like "i'm so excited! i can't wait!". damn funny. so coincidentally, sharon huang was watching it as well! my pri sch fren whom i havent seen for a long time. same time, same place! imagine it man. but dunno why never see her. wahaha.

took neos with el and maj too. never take before with el even though we know for like 6 yrs liao. i was so happy.

today had some social etiquette course thought by this model called shirley lin. she's so chio and tall and skinny lor. and taught us lots of stuff. quite funny oso la.

after recess played cards. played idiot, heart attack and speed. ty was the idiot. but she was very lucky during heart attack. whole day get to hit. bj damn funny lor whole day stand up to pass the cards fearing that she will not get to hit.

after sch, stayed back with hy yq and val to choreograph our dance for the st gabs cf. shant say the songs cuz my cousin will read this and i'm not supposed to let him know. hy say since we so hard to get best supporting, so we go get best item lor. hope we get man. i can do a bit freeze ler. but its the simplest one and only for like 2 secs up there? wahaha. hopefully can longer. shall practice arm power.

six papers down! oh yeah i can't imagine it. still left amaths and geog. although so many papers finish liao, i think i'll fail alot. chem and physics is confirm fail wan. and hist elec might fail oso. ss should pass. emaths should pass. eng should pass. ch will fail. amaths hopefully can pass. and geog too. haiz. hate sec 3 studying life.

so many things in life is so unpredictable. one turn around, i'm back to sec 1 time when i had the same problem. shan't say. but have been very troubled by it. i have a heartache. you make me choose to leave. you make me leave. you make me cry. i dunno what else. just why is this happening? dun blame me for finding someone else. at least i feel really happy and dun have to put on a false front. use me like a rag. why should i listen to you ppl? ask me do whatever i have to do. if i dun you get mad at me. am i a slave or what? whatever. its not good for me to be thinking abt these stuff. i really wanna return. but are you giving me a chance? i tried to solve the problem, but you just don't seem as though you want me back. and the worst thing. i've heard that you actually talk bad abt me with other ppl. if you don't think i deserve your friendship, listen up: you dun deserve mine either. i try to be nice, but are you at the least reciprocal? i doubt so. do you do what you say? no. if you find me an eyesore, tell me in my face. i dowan anymore of this no-talking business. have we talked since my bdae? i dun think so. i dun care if this is obvious but i know it is. sorry to direct it at you. but i need to let it out.

sorry for my rantings up there. yay!!! going ice skating with bj and peeps! damn excited cuz i haven ice skated before. and a movie! haven't watch since dec kay... haha. and neos!!! hoho i'm so excited. cannot. exams not over yet. but 2 to go! just cant wait. yeah man. damn. trip sc and fnn mon finish liao! stupid. they can enjoy on tues!!! haiz. but luckily can slack today. have been studying non-stop since wed. huge sigh of relieve after 4 papers, or rather, 5 papers in 2 days.

sat with majella and jade for the past wk. and majella isn't really as quiet as i really thought. she's mad! ahaha. and she told me that she din like me last time. haha. i din like her too! but that was when i din really know her la. now know alot more le so haha she's funny! and everyday jade and i will have chatroom sessions in class. just write little notes. and jade's really lame! haha like me. lamers unite. and i think somehow we influenced maj and she's lame as well! ahaha.

oh my god i can't believe i ate kfc's gogo peking for 3 consecutive days! mon ate with pam and bj. tues with pam and bj and mj. and wed my sis dragged me there!!! yucks. but i admit that it's nice la. but too much of it. a bit sick le. maj actually asked me to eat again today! i told her i had enough and she just laughed it off.

while walking out today, we saw the ice-cream man. so we stopped to buy. then ty asked if she could just buy the cone cuz she din feel like eating ice cream. but she dun dare to ask so i help her ask. then shuyi wanted oso. so i asked the uncle if can buy the cone only. but the uncle damn nice. he just gave 2 for free lor. haha. then we walked out and talk la. then today so happy got leona take with me 315! haha. rarely ppl take bus with me de. so i'm happy. and today seems like everyone had someone with them. like me and leona, melissa and natalie, maj and her fren...

changing layout after exams. rach is making me one! thanks gal. haha. luv ya loads man. i miss you so much kay! i think you really have to move back so i can see you more often la!!! but too bad you aren't. nvm. when you're back i'll raid all the shopping malls in sgp with ya!!! haha. kkz i'm mad today. anyway everyone enjoy. cuz exams gonna be over! oh i broke my own record of not going online for 4 days. i felt so tough. haha. finally. can come liao. =p

din really get to use comp yesterday. so now i'll update abt rgs annual assembly.

okay in the first place, it isn't even a cf. i was disappointed. then sit on these steps that if we don't sit properly, everything will be seen. they din have programme booklets, to the dismay of zihui. admin ic mah, need all the booklets for reference. they put up a slide show, and half the time the slides were just there. total waste of electricity. argh. but they are rich so does it matter? i dunno. only 14 sec 3s went. and that was the total no. of ppl. pathetic. and though we were damn enthu, we din win anything. sadd...

RI'01 performed "perfect man" again. cheapos. keep performing the same thing lors. like no time choreograph new stuff lidat. 02 oso perform kinda the same thing again. and cy was so happy on seeing her 02 guy. really got so cute meh? i dunno man. crescent performed too. quite nice. and they used atlantis princess!!!!!!!! i was screaming like mad and singing along. i guess everyone there knew i love BoA. haha. but i screamed with cy while it was perfect man. guessed what we cheered for 01 after that. "01! you're our perfect man!" i was vomiting after that. god. oh yah crescent. not bad lah their dance. quite hip-hoppish. but AP not too good to dance hip-hop. should use smth like be the one. that song is like, wow. damn good for dancing. oh and sa performed. again. and won the best item. again. i seriously think only 4 guys in their troop can break. its always the same 4.

smth funny happened to cy on our way home in the mrt. ask her if she would tell. or come ask me personally. i was very bad kept laughing at her. haha. paiseh! oops.

die. i've been laming for the past dunno-how-many-wks. there's seriously a screw loose in my head!! oh god. argh. i'm still slacking! how can i make myself not addicted to the comp?

wadda hell. these few days got this f*cking person called ivan keep tagging my board and scolding me. now this is a big warning to you. f*ck off. i've cleared up the misunderstandings. and if you refer to your tags as evidence, i tell you, i deleted it cuz i'm pissed with your scoldings. what the freaking hell is your problem? just f*ck off. ged out of my blog. whatever i write here is totally none of your business so why care? you must be a freak wanting attention. i tell you. stop wasting your breath. i won't get intimidated.

more notes!

huiyen: thankies! haha really arh... i shall ask him! haha no need la i trust ya. you veh bad, hope the rumour spread! lidat i malu oso lor... yeah needless to say he is LAME... his tou wun grow la. its so small. haha. yah lah yah lah you rock kay? so bhb write on your pencilcase... hahas. yx say RI cf sux lor... but majella say its damn nice. and it was a ppt presentation and she doesn't know that's called a gangshow. haha. and he say it sux prolly bcuz his cf not that good then he jealous ba... haha...

*ber-ber*: who you talking abt? and surprise for what? =p

shaohui: thanks for da cd!!!! really appreciated it though you bought the wrong thing. but anyway i wanted that too... so its okay... =p cheers! don't get too upset abt buying the wrong one la... =)

xinli: not your fault that you din know la. thanks anyway.

okays feel like updating on some stuff. shall start from that day enrollment. comp hanged that day so couldn't update. yesh. yah sec 1 enrollment. the sec 1s marching skills sucked to the core man. can't even march properly. they actually march with same arm same leg. just treat as walking mah. sam fong kept talking to i-dunno-who. so loud. then down there um-chioing. and we were all laughing at ty cuz she kept looking at the "nice clouds in the sky" and got double neck! damn farnie. then after enrollment we played some spasticated games like the hunter-fire-earthquake game. i very nice lor volunteer to be squirrel. hoho. i saw that mostly it was a sec 1 who was the squirrel. haha. played for a while. then switched to one of my fave games. touch and go!!! i partnered emme. then we hardly got hit. then ty run round trying to catch the person running then when she caught her she kept hitting her lor! we all were laughing like siao man. after guides, as usual sit at starbucks and talked. went home with weiyi. then met belinda they all at the bus stop. the ber took out her phone and show us a pic of a guy whom she think is cute but i don't quite agree. [srry ber!] haha. waited for eternity for that freakin' 100.

saturday

i think i slacked at home for almost the whole day. mum took me to the doctor to look at my toenail which is falling out. the doc damn nice. she couldn't give us good advice abt my nail so she din accept consultation fees lor. she rocks man. nice doc. after tuition, mum and dad took me and my sis to J8 to eat dinnah and celebrate my bdae. went to popular to get some tys first. then so coincidentally met ber and other sec 4s who were going to RI'01 cf. said hi to them. shopped a while, and yongxiang called me, asking if i was going to the cf. they last minute go then RI last min make souvenir for them then the paint wet, so they broke the souvenir. so clumsy lor. yeah. then we ate sushi [my fave] and i ate dunno how many plates and a bowl of ramen. i luv jap food. wheeeh.

sunday

went to aunty's house to celebrate my nephew ryn and my bdaes. he's so cute lor, so chubby! but everytime everyone except his parents, ahma and uncle carry him, he will cry! unlike my cousin kristin who is one plus and so cute and quiet! luv her man. kawaii baby. yah so celebrate my nephew's 1st bdae, my oldest cousin [who is ryn's dad] bought kfc. haha. i was a big eater. since it was my bdae, no one bothered. haha. cake very nice, but sweet. i had my own cake of course. mango one. luv it man. haha. grow older better man. get ang pows instead of presents, more practical you see ;). mummy gave me this very nice anklet! newest design! i was damn happy. haha.

monday

huimin's bdae. wished her. rachel [ong] gave me a rose for my bdae! rach, don't worry, i still rmb yours =p. too bad the rose did not withstand long. it died. haiz. had health checkup in library. there was st gabs' yrbk. then i was finding yongxiang's pic and its so damn funny man! showed hy and ty and hy laughed lor. haha. had chem remedial with mr chia. then took christabel's car to serangoon int. cant really rmb what happened after that.

tuesday

it was a boring day in sch. msged yx during reading cuz he wanted to meet me after sch. then he got dunno what stupid meeting. so anyway sch end arnd that time so i went intc and wait for a while lah. then he came. and hit my head with his book. idiot. yeah then we sat down and talked for a while. his fren saw. then he said that the next day it was gonna be big news. one guy was enough. haha. i clarified with his fren that i'm strictly his cousin. haha. dunno if he believe onot. and i'm older than him lor. whoohoo. natalie and g.sihui saw me. nat knew that yx is my cousin cuz she last time in same tuition as him de. but when sihui saw, she was giving me that look. she walked quite fast so i din clarify lah. then stupid yx called me when i was in the bus and asked if anyone shouted his name in the intc. stupid lor. cuz i think his fren went to tell the frens and prolly everyone knows. but he said that he told his that fren to shuddup. dunno how lahs.

wednesday

mah birthday! hoho. i'm mad. nvm. i was damn happy when i saw a card on my table in sch. from mao! thanks mao-ey! hehe then emm came and i gave her her belated present and she gave me mine. =p. got many greetings subsequently in the day. thanks guys. luv ya all loads. got home damn early yesterday and stupid yx called me before going for his chi lesson. called then said "hello! happy birthday!". then i asked him he call at this time for what, he said if he dun call me i will dao him lor. wah lau. i where got so bad de. =(. his classmates damn noisy one lor. can't even hear him properly. then i self declare holiday so i slack and slack the whole day. then after my piano lesson that night, mum took out a small cake. my fav! coffee and mocha cake! wooh. my mummy rocks. =p. daddy gave me 50 bucks lor! haha so happy. he nv gave me so much for my bdae before kay so i'm very appreciative. thanks dad!

today

though today got 2 late presents, i appreciate it. thanks peeps. and to those who wanna give but haven't give, thanks in advance! and to some ppl who din wish me... feel a bit sad leh! if you read this must wish me yah? hoho. a simply greeting brightens up my day. no matter how late i still appreciate it. =p

okay add a few more notes today.

caijing: its okay that you forgot lah. thanks anyway!
cheryl[lee]: thanks for coming all the way to my class to wish me! =p
vivian[liu]: i like the pencil case! but the head damn big lor. haha.
natalie: the pouch very cute! thankies.
auds: heyhey. thank you!
jieying: aiyo. next yr cannot forget arh! box you hor! just kidding =p
isabelle: din expect ya to know! anyway thanks gal =)

i'm finally fifteen today! hoho. so happy man. actually already celebrated last sunday at my aunt's house with cake lah. so today nothing special. haha. okay now the thanks to the ppl who wished me.

shirlyn: 1st card i received of the day! thank you!
emmeline: 1st present of the day! I luv the bear! sho cute! and that's a camel, not a dinosaur or whatsoever! i luv your card! thanks alot gal. kingfisher rawks our world!
clara: thanks for the bear you gave with emme! *smilez*
shuyi, fiona, pamela, christabel: i really thought it was a lollipop! but its too nice too be eaten! thanks!
bijun: i really like the friendship band. thanks alot =p
majella: the candle is so cute! and the postcard! thanks.
huimin: i owe you your prezzie too! happy birthday! =p
weili: dunno how you know but anyway thanks!
eeling: you'll be the first i give after exams kay? we are gonna be best frens forever gal! =p
vivian[liu]: the way you rmb my bdae damn weird! haha. thanks anyway.
valerie: thanks! i luv your smile!
tzeyin: yeah you owe me my prez! haha kidding lahs. thanks!
sharon: hoho its okay. RnR rocks! thanks!
gladys: although your birthday greeting kinda sounded more like a favour, nvtheless, thanks!
edith: next yr cannot forget liao hor! haha. luv ya loads.
marilyn: happy bdae to ya! we are both 15 today!
huiqi: you saw my noticeboard! thank you!
keng yee: i miss ya too! haha. thank you!
rachael: thank you! sorry for forgetting yours! if i din rmb wrongly its on 21 mar right? =p
yongxiang aka xiaoxiang: thanks for calling. but you damn naughty call during lesson time! haha. hope you can perform at my cf hor! then we will perform at yours!
uncle cheong [if you will see]: thank you! wished me twice but that's nice. thanks.
shaohui: 1st one to wish me happy birthday today! thank you!
rachel[ong]: i luv the rose! but it died! anyway thankies!
mandy.sihui: thanks for your greeting on my tagboard!
audrey[tsen]: thanks! miss you and your noise and your cranky jokes too!
cheryl[lee]: thanks for your early greeting! =p
susanna: thanks for the card you sent! luv it alot!
sandra: haha thank you!
manel: thanks for your greeting! why i sad? =p
yiting: hehe thanks. i din think about it too much la. don't worry. =)
wenx: thanks. =p
jiawen: thanks! i thought you forgot. haha.
yanfang:thank you! and i owe you your present! =p
corrie: yeah i'm not 16 yet! hoho. anyway study hard! take care!
natalie: early thanks for your present! haha.

sorry if i forget anyone else. i'll add in if i rmb!

haven't been updating for 3 days ler. better update more now or else exams the time even worst, won't be able to update so much le. this few days the weather sucks totally. like 34 degrees each day lor. some more i sit beside the wall... no wind at all. and so hot make me sleepy. have been dozing off in sch during chem and emaths. during chem when i close my eyes for a while mr chia say sandman asked how many moles were there. i told him no. then the whole class was like "what did he mean?". then i said that the sandman was someone who puts sand on your eyes to make you go sleep. lamo mr chia.

yesterday... they bought this cake to celebrate for the aprilians. haha. its actually val kaiyin caijing and me. all april birthday gals. haha. at first i thought only buying for ky budden they said it was for all the bdae gals in april. hoho. then we all sing bdae song for 4 times. ppl think we sing wrongly. haha. bijun and guys said they actually wanted to buy me a cake too, but now they already buy le then no need ler =(. wahaha. but they wanted to give me present. ask me what i want. i said anything was okay as long as you gave it with your heart. then snoopy say she'll give me her shit. and squeeze it into the shape of "happy birthday shaomin". i was utterly disgusted! and i was at that time eating a hotdog and she kept saying that it was shit! and asked me if it was nice to eat! haha. then christabel took some cream off my cake and put on tzeyin's face! we all were laughing hard. she was like so surprised and even thought it was ice. haha.

then after school. got guides. then sec 1 enrollment.

today had so much fun with the backdrop ppl. guides rawks! haha. only me and jerlyn stayed back for rnr today. took stuff from the lounge and went to 2nd lvl to do with backdrop. went down and help them get their cloth and paint. the cloth is damn heavy lor. woot. singing session only lasted till 2.15 cuz the fire struct ppl had heats. then the sec 2s were so happy to go but when we told them to stay back to do their dance, they a bit give black face lah. then we ask them bend down their head and tell us who dowan the dance, who wants the dance but dowan to dance. no one raised. i wonder if its truly what they want. those who wants the dance we can see de. haiyo. my patrol de yi ge hor... always don't come... so smart liao still keep going tuition... sick lor. all my subjects kns i only go for maths kay...

i painted the girl on the director scene! so damn nice. pink blouse and white skirt. made her look so pure. haha. then jer kept asking me go out with her and buy ice cream, then when we all got down there, the ice cream uncle go liaos... made us so sad. in the end slacked in the canteen for 1/2 hr ba... played piano for em to hear... see whether the songs suitable...

i lurve this song on my blog now! its BoA's My Sweetie. damn sweet song.

My Sweetie
Lyrics/Composed/Arranged by Yoo Young Jin

keu dae man bo myun nuh moo jo hat jyo
uhn jeh na hwan han uhl gool man eul bo yuh joon keu dae
ka ggeum sshik deul ryuh joon po geun han no rae deul ro
jak eun shi ryun jjeum mo doo ee gyuh nael soo ee ssuht jyo

keu dae reul bo ruh ka neun kil ee jo ha yo
nae il eun haet sal ka deuk han ah chim do
han kuhl eum sshik kuhl uht jyo
dan soom eh dal ryuh gal soo do eet ji man
ah ggyuh doo go ship eun mam in guhl

ah moo guht do keu daen mo reu neun kuht ka ta yo
nae ga keu dael sa rang ha go eet neun guht do

* (one, two) ee jen uh ri ji ga an jyo
(two, two) sook nyuh ra go bol soon uhb jyo
ha ji man eun uhn jen ga neun na do yuh ja ga dwae eet geht jyo
ddae ron dal Kom ha geh jo shim seu ruhb geh
sa rang eul mal hal soo do eet geht jyo
(one, two) ee jen uh ri ji ga an jyo
(two, two) sook nyuh ra go bol soon uhb jyo
ha ji man sa rang hae do dwel gga yo na
uhn jen ga neun keu dae mam eul sa ro jab neun
yuh ja ga dweh go ship uh na reul ki da ryuh jwo yo

keu dae neun nae geh ddak kuhl ryuh ssuh yo
na mae il keu dae kkoom eul kkoo gi man eul bil uh yo
jam eh suh kkae uh na keu dae ga ma chi nal bon kuht ka ta
boo ggeu ruh wo jil ddae do eet jyo

hok shi ra do noon ee ma joo chi neun nal ee myun
ha roo jong il keu dael pi hae da nyuht jyo

(one, two) ee jen uh ri ja ga an jyo
(two, two) sook nyuh ra go bol soon uhb jyo
ha ji man sa rang hae do dwel gga yo
na uhn jen ga neun keu dae mam eul sa ro jab neun
yuh ja ga dweh go ship uh
na reul ki da ryuh jool soo eet na yo

oh neul ah chim waen ji keu dae noon bit cheh
seul peum deul ee go in guht ka ta noo ga
keu dael him deul geh haet na yo
keu dae mam eh eet neun noo goon ga bo da
duh jal hal ja shin nae geh ee ssuh yo wow~ ha~ ha~

* (repeat)
One! Two!

credits to aheeyah.com

Damn nice song. luv it to bits. comment on it yarh? haha.

had some problems. then had a good talk with jasx today and realised that we were in the same boat. then we started pouring out and we were kinda crying ba. but finally got it all off my chest. this has been in me for so long but i don't wish to elaborate in case someone who's not supposed to see it sees it. jasx! let's be twins again! haha. she rocks kay. had a real nice talk to her. and emm told me her problems yesterday. had alot of fun talking to her too. haha.

i think i luv rnr to bits man. i actually stayed back on my own accord to do rnr stuff! sand thought that i'm crazy. haha. too devoted le kay. my filmstrips rocks! everyone who can't attend our campfire must crash! you gotta come! haha. but i dunno if it would be as nice as our seniors'.

emm damn cute can? she already thinking about what we can give to our patrol sec 4s for farewell. and she even rewrote some lyrics of some songs! haha. then i shall figure out the guitar chords and we shall play for our sec 4s! they'll be the most lucky with us preparing from now! haha. thought of a few more songs to play for them lers.

tmr is chem and ss test and i dunno what am i still doing online. argh. i hate myself.

bleagh. i'm so damn bored!!! had 10X50 yesterday. haiz we din win... but at least we tried... 3C dun give up! bored lah so write alot of testimonials for ppl. actually not alot. but can write long long de but the stupid friendster limit to 1000 characters only... then cannot crap so much liaoz...

i flunked so many subjects can. die liao. must pia or else later midyrs i do badly then cham... got exam timetable liao. like 2 wks to chinese exam lor. die liao! chinese is one of my weakest subjects lor. flunked amaths, phy and geog. dunno why amaths i actually can do de but i alot careless lor... or else can pass one... i'm so sad! phy i forgot some of the calculations, in the end fail by half mark. half mark lor!!!! sucks man.

this whole wk practically everyday stay back for rnr except on mon. now we do stuff in lounge le which is so damn nice. and the whole place filled with paint lor. my filmstrips rocks! so damn nice de. enamel paint rawks too. then souvenir also come lounge and do together. in the end we this 2 depts always like siao ppl lidat. esp wy and ty. play chaptek. then ty saw the chaptek yesterday and kept it away from wy or else she'll start playing with it again. haha. damn funny.

leaders investiture yesterday. the performance all damn nice! esp the psl and monitress one. saw loads of ppl on stage. joy dance damn cute! our class damn kiasu. everyone was practically running to the mph to grab the front row seats. gladys said it was the first time we were so enthusiastic about assembly. i agree. some other schools prefects were in sch to witness the event too. everyone was like so excited cuz there were guys around. like what's their problem? never see guys before meh.

assembly ended at 2. then we went to have lunch. damn sick of the canteen food. ended up eating maggi. later changed and went for 10X50. and after that went to do rnr. finished. talked and went home with wy.

flag selling yesterday. my bag was darn heavy! finished 3 sheets of stickers and that's like 150 ppl donated. and got this nice ang moh... he donated 10 bucks! i was so happy. and many ppl donated 2 bucks... and 1 buck. but some heartless ppl just wanna get the sticker only so only donate 10 cents. and no excuse for not having coins. no coins got notes what. do something good. and i realised most ppl who donated were actually the men rather than the women. and some ppl got money to buy cigarettes but no money to donate. this is my 3rd time doing flag day lers. 1st time for sgp heart foundation, 2nd time for NKF and now for teen challenge.

i paired up with caijing cuz they all were already in a group and to prevent myself from getting left out, i paired with her. and she din have a partner too. we were very hardworking. actually posted to this ming arcade but totally no one around so we went to shaw house there to join christabel and sharon. that was a real good place to collect donations from. went to have lunch at macs at 12. ate till almost 1. then we continued. more ppl already had the stickers. but still loads of ppl donated.

went home after that and slacked. used comp and before i knew it, i'm late! rushed to bathe, eat and ran out of the house and that freakin' 73 left me! i was so pissed. the damn other buses to the mrt was so damn long. reached mrt at 5.45 and arrived at redhill at 6.15 sharp. wow. met verena and yu rong on the train. so qiao. so many of us were actually on the same train. like huiyen val and yq all same. ru bought light sticks and set off for crescent. 132 was so long. reached finally. their reception was pretty much the same as st marg's. that rope thingy. and their souvenir was almost the same too. both in bottles. how come all schools the backdrop so simple wan? unlike ours that is so big and colourful. refreshment worse ba. not much food and not enough drinks.

the campfire was overall okay. there were so many items. and mostly was guys schools doing breakdance. i know its nice, but the novelty is kinda wearing off. most guys can do it already, izzit still that amusing? we scream because we are amused and we can't do it. but if one day a girl school performs a breakdance item, it'll be woah. i wanna perform leh! but now no time. maybe after midyrs then think ba. ACS[I] won best item. duh. their item was like damn nice. the RI'02 hor... their dance steps is still the same as last week de! just that they changed the song only. RI'01 performed to the tune of perfect man! me and chenya were screaming like some siao cha bos. sji's performance wasn't that nice so i wasn't paying attention. SA. oh my god. they like to have items that look as if they fight in them. that xiao bai lian damn er xin. whole person so white de. then got the 7-11 guy. too bad ty wasn't there. it was the same 4 SA guys performing yesterday and last saturday. like only they 4 can break lidat. gan eng seng one is like an imitation of linkin park. damn lame. and st nicks were having a pomp pomp dance. dirtied the place. crescent did an opening dance which i can say is pretty cool. their movements were very coordinated. then they did a finale by dancing to she bangs. it was so funny. everyone kept shouting "she bangs! she bangs!" gao xiao lor.

din go for supper after that. chenya wanted to rush home to watch all in. me too! so i went with her. at first took 132 de, but the bus to crowded and cy was having motion sickness, so we pressed the bell and got of. in the middle of a highway. what shit. we like stranded and we can't walk out cuz it was dark. flag so many taxis oso none come to our rescue. then 153 came. we took and alighted in tp. hailed a taxi there finally and cy tom pang me home. talked abt alot of stuff, like doing an item, learning to break etc. haha. so lame lor. reached home damn early. 1045. first time so early if i go cf lor. then watched all in. no one called me. only sand sand did. so i heck care just msg michelle and tell her. she nv reply oso. haiz. nvm who cares anyway. they dowan to call me not my problem oso.

okays really a long time since i updated. so much happened this week. apr fools. we got fooled instead of fooling the tchers! han lao shi's was the lamest. bluff us she not teaching us liao. make us even consider buying her a card. gab tan oso bluff us lor. so bu shuang 2 tchers play a prank on us. wanted to play a prank on leow but he come in kinda like show black face so we better don't.

WMC SUX!!! what's her problem lor? the day before amaths test, we wanted to ask her some questions on expo and log graphs. you know what she said? "Girls, we are seriously behind time. i need this time to teach!" what's this?? she continue teaching and teaching oso no use what. we don't even understand a thing. then she ownself waste time become our fault. everytime call ppl who dunno how to do to go out there and try for 15 mins or so and then if they dunno then she teach. i'm disgusted by her. she teach so fast still call behind time. heard suresh the class just finish sets only. but if a teacher explains well and everyone understands, i dun mind having remedials. what's the point of teaching so fast when no one understands what the hell you are teaching? she can just jolly well go and die kay. we don't need a teacher like her.

singing session. dunno why the sec 1s always lidat de. make us scold and scold then they will open their mouths. so pek chek. i dun like to scold de lor... but i think i'm always damn sarcastic de. sec 2s were pretty okay. they were loud, but starting the time not veh up to standard, but after that got improvement. but their voices really damn high can. even today footdrills when i heard their timing it was like a squeeshy toy! damn high. but at least it was loud. then footdrills today... did damn well! haha prolly cuz it was to hao lian to sec 2s lah. then she said we did damn well today and call us keep up the good work. and she today damn nice can? during the short campfire meeting, she was so damn nice. so patient. i thought she will just scream her head off lor. but it was the opposite. we all were like "wa!". haha. wy say she's always like this during patrol corner de.

did some stupid debate during guides today. are singaporeans narrow-minded? stupid topic. boring activity. last yr already do before liao this yr do again... they just don't let us do those modules we haven't do before. waste time de. we all kinda dead lor. wah then jerlyn oppo we prep she kept rebuking lor. some more so fierce. we all scared tio. haha. then ending liao they still keep arguing whether singaporeans are narrow-minded onot. lame de. then ru said all the army stuff. the expr on her face was so gao xiao. smiling away cuz its the army...

supposed to have horseshoe today de. but rain so heavy. from canteen kena kicked out cuz they decorating for speech day. cant put bag in 1st lvl empty corridor oso cuz netball training. so end up putting at the store the lockers there. then the CLs kept saying abt the formation like as if ppl will rmb next wk lor. and follow PL can liao mah. we sec 1 the time oso no rehersal wan lor. on that day itself rehearse and actual. the enrollment like getting later and later lidat. then like since after our batch, none has been enrolled before thinking day. den cannot all wear guides u go indoor. but lucky our sch u is blue then sec 1s can blend in with the other guides. haha.

doing flag day tmr. boring. luckily not doing for NKF again. it has seriously pissed so many ppl. some more at orchard. there surely always have ppl sell flag de so i don't think anyone will really donate. but elaine wong say they want each person to collect 50 bucks lor. very easy meh? if everyone donate 10cents then how many ppl donate then 50 bucks?

rachiez if you see this, is my skin done? can you make the panel on the right side wider? thankies! luv'ya gurl!