I don't wanna say goodbye.
But I have to.

Goodbye, Ahgong.

CNY DAY 1! -EDITED-

IPOD VIDEO
OMG I'M COMING FOR YOU SOON.

Okay new year today was fruitful.
Thanks to the people who wished me!
And OMG I got so many angpows.
Never had so many for so long.
AND IT'S FREAKING ENOUGH TO BUY 80GB IPOD VIDEO ALREADY.
YAY.
And still got a nice extra amount!!!!
SO HAPPY.

Anyway OMG today I'm so shocked at my not-even-eight-year-old cousin called Jansen.
He was playing some Xbox game.
Everyone was making alot of noise.
And he suddenly shouted "SHUT UP ALL YOU FUCKERS!"
OMG.
CAN YOU IMAGINE.
HE'S NOT EVEN EIGHT YEARS OLD.
OMGDY.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS THAT WORD WHEN I'M EIGHT.
OMGDY.
This is bad.
What has the world come to man.
I mean, if he's our age and he says it, it's pretty normal.
BUT THE PROBLEM IS HE'S NOT EVEN EIGHT.
OMGDY.
And he's such a brat I feel like smacking him everytime I see him.

Nice meeting all my cousins today.
We played and talked like nobody's business.
Big korkor say everytime CNY we meet up to disiao Jansen.
MUAHAHHAHAA.
So damn funny.
Little cousins are so cute.
I just love them.
EXCEPT JANSEN.
OMGDY.

-EDIT-
Mr Chong YX wants me to blog about his nose so okay I shall do it.
Yongxiang, me, my sister and big korkor (YX's bro) were sitting on the bed while all the kids were watching Jansen play Xbox.
Then Jansen got fed up, so he started coming over to our bed.
Jansen was all over YX, crawling and climbing on him.
YX didn't care so Jansen got worse.
He accidentally elbowed YX's nose bridge.
And YX shouted at Jansen "OI WHY YOU WHACK ME" so damn fiercely.
We all got scared.
And Jansen tiam tiam after that.
HAHAHA.
-END OF EDIT-

CNY

SIAN.

I'm bored.

I feel like I got thousand and one things to do.
But I don't feel like doing anything.
My heart aches everytime I know you're thinking of her.
On the surface I appear fine.
Deep inside, I feel loads of emptiness.
When you don't talk to me, I feel terrible. When you talk to me, I feel even worse cuz I know I can't have you.
I tell myself its okay.
But I really can't feel okay.
But sometimes, maybe loving someone is just not about having him, it's about wanting him to be happy.
But it's okay, I'll be okay.
Before you can forget someone, you must find that someone who can make you love him even more than the previous one.
Chinese New Year soon, in like 2 hours.
But I somehow don't feel the spirit.
Never mind, guess I'll feel it tomorrow.
Pics will come as long as I'm done.

HAPPY VDAY

Wow I haven't blogged for like so many days.
Anyway,

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

My date for the day: Jadyn.
Yeah baby!

I met up with Dyn baby today too.
Okay I sound like she's my girlfriend or something but she really ain't la LOL.
We did hair.
She permed, I rebonded.
And darn, my hair looks uber flat now.
And I now have a super geyan fringe and super geyan side.
But never mind, hair grows back.
Most importantly I tried.
The Girls On Top hairstyle I want, I think must wait till my hair grows out a bit first.
And the hairstylist say cannot style for 1 month!
OMG.
That's like uber long.
I think after 2 weeks my hand will be itchy and go style already.
HAHAHA.
SHOPPED TODAY TOO!
The brown bag I wanted wasn't for sale anymore!
OMGDY I WAS SO SAD.
But I'm still happy, cuz I bought heels!
YAY.
I love Jadyn, cuz we got the same taste in many things.
HAHAHA.
And we talked so much today.

Aiyer, I damn lazy to post photos ar.
Damn uber uber lazy.
Next time I guess.
HAAHHA.

It's Valentine's day but we're not spending it together.

HIATUS

Long time no blog.
But I don't feel like typing entries without photos.
So to all, please a a little while longer, till my exams are over.
In a week's time.
ARGH.
STUDY!
Bye.
Hiatus probably till next week.
Till then!

IPOD VIDEO I WANT YOU!

I'm seriously obsessed about the Ipod Video.
I'm dying to get one.
Real soon.
Whatever money I get from my angpows as well as from a vacation job I'll blow the money on it.
That'll be the first thing I spend on after getting paid.
I can't wait.
I need an MP3 player.
My Zen Micro sucks totally.
Seriously.
Creative sucks.
Don't ever buy from them.
Gary papa says whenever people as for Creative products at Audio House (where he works), he'll scold them and say they stupid.
LOL.
That's too extreme la.
But seriously Creative sucks.
My Zen Micro's earphone jack I think the hole became too big or something.
The earphones are too loose, and the sound coming out is funny.
And then the player itself cannot switch off la.
Damn waste battery.
Loser la.
So YES I'm gonna invest on an Ipod.
I'm obsessed about it!
HAHAHA.
I think I've told like uber loads of people I want an Ipod.
And I hope I can get a good job so that I can buy it sooner!
And probably going IT Show in March to buy.
Okay actually I dunno if there's gonna be one then.
But mom said so, so I believe her!
I thought she would raise objections when I told her I want it.
But when she heard I'm paying for it by myself, she didn't give a damn.
UBER YAY.
Ｉ CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!
=)=)=)=)=)

SUPER SUAY DAY.

Okay I had a damn unlucky day today.
Maybe not.
But these events can make me conclude that I'm unlucky today.

First.
Mom woke me up by calling me at 7.30am to tell me that my sister is late for school.
And she told me to wake up and go down help my sister get a cab.
I was like what???
I still had to wash up and change lor!
By that time dunno how late already.
And calling me at 7.30am ain't the problem.
The problem is that I HAVE NO SCHOOL TODAY.
Sucks la.

Second.
Because my mom 'annoyed' me with her calls, I missed waking up to go to school to study.
I woke up like near 8.45am when I'm supposed to meet my classmates at 9 plus in school.
Then I went to the bus stop.
As I was about to cross the road, my 73 zoomed away!
And okay, I had no choice but to wait.
Then I waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Since around 9am.
Till 9.20am!
Damn long can.
I got off at the AMK MRT bus stop to take 74.
And stupid 74 damn long too.
I got up the freaking bus at 9.45am.
All the other buses at that bus stop came at least twice!
Damn annoying.
But I reach school quite fast though.
10.20am.

Third.
I came home and waited quite long for the lift and I had no idea why it took so long.
Okay when it came, I took it of course.
Then at my floor, the doors tried to open.
BUT IT COULDN'T.
I was freaking scared la.
I never got trapped in a lift before.
I pressed the door-open button like a million times but still never open.
I freaked out and tried calling my house cuz my sister was at home.
But my phone's freaking weird.
Somehow I'm very sure that I was going to call my house number.
But instead the crazy phone called Jassshole.
I faster cancel the call.
Then luckily the lift moved.
Or maybe unlucky.
Actually I thought I was unlucky that it was moving.
What if the cables snapped and the lift fell?
OMG.
Okay it didn't.
It went 2 floors down, and the doors OPENED.
I freaking ran upstairs to my place la.
And I intended to call my mom to tell her not to take that lift.
But she was already home.
And both she and my sister took the freaking same lift.
ALL THREE OF US GOT STUCK.
What the hell.
Mom told me to call dad but I forgot.
Anyway I think he didn't take that lift.
Either that or the repairman came.
OMGDY.

Fourth.
Actually this supposed to be before third.
I accidentally scratched my face with my chipped-off nails.
DAMN IT.
And my sister says it's quite bad.
Till now I haven't really seen it.
LOL.

SEE LA.
FREAKING SUAY.
I HATE IT.
But then again, I MIGHT be damn lucky tomorrow.
Who knows?
HAHA.

In the morning after studying halfway (not really though, LOL), I went to Rachel's place to take the limousine her parents booked to go to the airport.
Rachel's naughty, she teases her brothers all the time.
But it's so funny to see the sad expression on Issac's face.
Gabriel doesn't give a damn though.
LOL.
Rachel, Gabriel, Issac and me took the Mercedes cab and her parents took the cab that was like a bus cuz all the luggage was in there.
Reached the airport, and Rachel and Gabriel's friends came to send them off.
We went for lunch, and Rachel's mom treated us.
So nice of her. =)
And I seriously think I'm inhuman.
Cuz it's the first time I didn't cry when she left.
Maybe the truth hasn't sunk in.
Which sucks.
Cuz when it does, I'll start feeling lost.
No more bestie close to me.
But she's forever close to me in my heart.
And I forgot her New Zealand address.
Probably cuz I thought she was gonna stay here for good.
Apparently that was what she thought too.
And she says, blame her fickle-minded parents.
So naughty.
HAHA.
And Aunty Joyce hugged me.
I dunno why, but I'm happy about it.
=)
And Rachel promised she'll be back in no time.
Rachel darling if you're reading this MAKE SURE YOU DO AITE!
I'll be missing you so much.

I took train with Rachel's friends Sarah, Jeric, Ben and Jackson and they're pretty funny people.
But all so young!
17 this year only.
HAHA.
Not as though I'm damn old or something lah.
I'm still 17 turning 18 in 2 months and 22 days!
They got off, and I took train all the way to Clementi.
While I was waiting for the bus, I met Bao Wen who was off for some NRA meeting.
Went back to the library, and haiz I dunno if I should study with the 3 guys again.
Lao da and Van supposed to come too.
But they didn't.
And the three guys forever disiaosiao.
Talk cock.
HAIYOYO.
We left at like nearly 6.
Kenneth and I took the 74e, which was supposedly faster.
Actually not, the journey time is about the same as when I take bus after 7pm, 45 minutes only.
And it really goes by the highway for a damn long way.
Probably good for those rushing home.

SIAN.
Today's a bad day.
And luckily I haven't heard that stupid Bad Day song.
Who needs Daniel Powter to tell us we had a bad day?
Sucks.
SUCKS!

Who's gonna take your place, there ain't nobody better.

I WANNA CUT HAIR.

I wanna cut my hair again.
I feel that it has grown pretty much since I last cut it 3 weeks ago.
I wanna get BoA's Girls On Top hairstyle.
I love this hairstyle so much.






I love the necklaces she wore here too.


And this is how it's like if you style it when it's still kinda short.

But I wonder if I'll look weird.
HAHAHA.
But we only live once man.
Should try everything we can!
Maybe you guys can comment a bit and tell me whether I should get it or not.

I'm like turning rebellious.
Rachel says 'like finally'.
HAHAHA.
I want to stay out late.
I hate mom and dad for nagging.
I want to go clubbing.
I want to shop all the time.
I want to dye my hair (but people reckon I look better with black hair, LOL).
I don't really wanna study but I have to.

I was so sick yesterday.
Eww.
I used like uber alot of tissue paper.
And I didn't go Compro.
Jassshole and I stuck together from 1pm to 12am.
HAHAHA.
We watched videos, then she had lunch.
And went studio to sleep, dance, and dance.
I MUST FINISH LEARNING RAIN CHOREO.
LULU choreo-ed to BoA's Can't Let Go.
It's dope can!
She dance like freaking nice la.
Dinner, talked, then went for class.
Ytd's class like alot of locking.
My arms damn ache.
I prefer Me and You choreo.
I hope she continues it.

We left uber late yesterday, at around 11.20pm.
But the bus didn't come till like 11.40pm.
Uber long.
I reached home 12.20am.
Haven't achieved that timing dunno since when.

Woke up to go Technique class this morning.
I was pretty reluctant to go actually, but since I'm awake then I go lor.
Seriously that dunno-what-turn is so difficult.
I can't do it.
Haiz.
Peurette (sp?) I can't do it on my left leg.
Only on the right.
I felt like a loser when it seems like everyone else can.
Nevermind I'll work hard.

Met Rach, Dyn, and Rach's HCIS friends today.
We all were talking at Lucky Plaza Macs.
And then headed to Cine to play pool.
This friend of Rach's damn annoying.
He can't stop saying sorry.
Bloody annoying la.
But very funny.

We ate at Long John's.
Dyn and I were so bored cuz Rach was talking to Stella.
And Stella's friends asked her loads of stupid questions.
One especially funny.
Xiaoming was walking in the park, when he saw a $50 note and a dead fish on the floor.
Xiaoming picked up the dead fish and not the $50 note.
Why?
Highlight below this line for answer.
That's cuz Xiaoming is a cat.
Let's just go bang the wall.
SUPER FUNNY LA.
Okay maybe not quite.
But still.
Okay another.
The big bad wolf was on the MRT.
Little Red Riding Hood boarded the train, but the big bad wolf did not eat her.
Why?
Highlight below this line for answer.
No eating is allowed on trains.
SIAO OKAY.
Dyn and I nearly died laughing.

We walked around Heeren after that, and Rach left to meet RW.
Dyn and I like random walking around.
I want more long sleeved tops!
I need money.
SERIOUSLY.
I haven't been shopping for like a million years.
SIANS.
I NEED TO SHOP.
I don't even have money to buy a pair of gold hoops that cost $3.90.
Loser right.
AWWWWWWWWWW.
Money's not everything, but without money you can't buy anything.
YEAH.
JOB PLEASE COME FIND ME.

And Rachel's flying to NZ in 2 days.
I'm gonna miss her like crazy.
Seriously.
Wonder when will be the next time I see her after she leaves.

Oh baby, I'm missing you.

STOP SAYING LAC AR!

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I copied exactly the amount of lac ar Kenneth typed to me during compro.
AND IT'S CONTINUOUS.
I told you they can't get enough of it.
And I can't get them to stop saying it.
OMGDY.
STOP IT PLEASE.
I BEG YOU GUYS.
Okay, I admit I say it once in a while.
Just to try and be funny!
Not funny anymore la.
ARGH.

Anyway.
I'm sick AGAIN.
Damned the bloody weird weather.
One minute hot, one minute cold.
And today the whole day practically cold.
Everywhere cold.
Outside cold.
In the bus cold.
In the LT cold.
In the classroom cold.
In the canteen cold.
In the library cold.
At the bus stop cold.
AIYER.
I must rest well this weekend.
Next week, chiong to study already!
Exams really near.
And I have EM3A CCT tomorrow.
I've yet to get started.
I'm so dead.

No dance after this week till after Chinese New Year.
I'll miss it.
But I need to brush up on my schoolwork first.
And CNY!
New clothes man!
I can't wait.
And I hope I can use my angpow money to get my Ipod!
HEHEHHE.

OGAY, STUDY EM3A.
TILL I BLOG AGAIN!

LAC ARH LAC ARH

I can't study Compro at the moment, so I'll blog for a while.

Met Rachrach and Dyndyn on Sunday.
We totally went crazy.
And we three got freaking same taste lah.
HAHA.
And dang, Rachrach is most likely leaving next week.
Someone tell me how can I live on for another year waiting for her to come back.
Never mind, still got Dyndyn.
And when I was out with R&D, I met Michylichymichlich and Jasssypoopyhole while they were having a haircut.
Michylichymichlich has this super dope gun belt and she was wearing it!
DAMNDAMNDAMN NICE.

Vanessa is crazy.
She dreamt that I was having a party at my place.
And Ahgoon was a Mojojojo mascot.
And Andy, Kelvin and Kenneth are the Emcees.
In case you don't know who's Mojojojo, he's that monkey thing in The Powerpuff girls.
Come to think of it, he really looks like Mojojojo.
And she said she was laughing while sleeping.
And the three of them laughed when I showed them her text.

Please, I beg you three.
Stop saying Juz Joking and Lac Ar Lac Ar.
I HAD ENOUGH!
LOL.
But then again, this two lines seems to work wonders.
Whoever you got angry, just use these lines on them.
Miraculously, they'll stop getting angry.
But in my case, I get angrier!
LOLOLOL.
By the way that two lines are Ahgoon's famous moniker.
Everyone who knows him knows he says that.
And Kenneth can't stop saying this while we were on the bus.
Shut up!
HAHA.

Aite aite, I better get off to study.
And YAY DANCE TODAY!
HEHEHE.
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick with you forever.

DANCEDANCEDANCE

DANCE IS MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS DANCE.

I HEART DANCE.

DANCE, WO AI NI.

DANCE, JE T'AIME.

DANCE, TE AMO.

DANCE, SARANG HAE.

DANCE, AISHITERU.

DANCE, I LOVE YOU!

P.S. Don't ask me what language Je T'aime and Te Amo is.
I don't know.

P.P.S. The different ILOVEYOUS in various languages are taken from BoA's Lady Galaxy.

I LOVE YOU DANCE!

I FEEL SUPER HIGH TODAY.
Technically yesterday though.
But yeah I'm so high.
That's cuz I danced like crazy today.
And also LULUku and Farid and Lav said that I improved!
I'm like UBER UBER HAPPY.
I like Bo Jian Dai choreo.
It's dope.
Especially the Wou Wou Wou part.
LOL.
And I learn Rain choreo too!
Not all but soon I will!
It's OMGODDY SO DOPE.
I'm really working hard.
Not just because the Funka name list is out and I'm not part of it.
But I'm working hard for myself.
Dance is something I like doing.
I may not be that good yet, but I am trying to improve.
So yeah JIAYOU GAMBATTE HWAITING TO ME!
I love dance so much.
After dancing and perspiring makes me feel good.
Like as though I just detoxicate myself.
Perspiring it out feels damn good.

Piece of shit.
Later got the stupid Flag Football match.
I don't wanna play.
I hope I don't have to play.
Cuz till now I still don't know the rules.
And I don't really wanna know as well.
I just hope to be the water girl later.
With Rebecca.
Help the guys fill their water bottles.
What a good idea.
And I don't have to wear my bloody muddy shoes.
Say eww with me.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
The only good thing about the match later is that after that I don't have to go for S&W anymore!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
But damn it.
The Bala teacher still wants us to go for CATS.
When we already finished our presentation.
What.
That's ridiculous.

I hope Sunday I'm meeting Rachel and Dyn.
I miss Rachel alot.
And I miss Dyn alot.

Piece of shit.
Compro and EECAD test on Tuesday.
I haven't been a good girl in Compro.
HEH.
EECAD I like always never listen.
But when I did my PCB and routed, I only did twice and I got less than 60 Vias.
Okay no one is gonna know what I'm talking about.
So many of my classmates routed and re-routed like a gazillion times before they got less than 60 Vias.
I'm the pro.
And on Wednesday, we had to solder components onto our PCB.
I was the first to finish.
All the guys in my class are losers.
Lose to a girl sia.
HAHAHA.
Damn happy.
And today we had to use satay sticks to build a firm and strong bridge during ECPRO.
Me and Laoda were in a group, and we finished first.
See, I told you the guys in my class are losers.
All lose to me and Laoda.
Okay Laoda is Laoda.
The worse thing for the guys is they lose to me, the noob in everything!
MUAHAHAHHAAHAHA.
Sinister laughter, but who cares!
Laoda does all the girls in my class proud by owning all the guys.
HAHA.
The three male musketeers are really funny.
Laoda's nickname was derived from Jiu Tou Laoda (literally 'Nine Head Leader', but actually derived when she scored 90+ for every paper).
They say that to preserve her Jiu Tou Laoda name, she has to always get 99 and never 100.
She will take 1/2 hour to do her paper, and use the remaining 1 hour to find somewhere to minus 1 mark so that she gets 99 instead of 100.
It's so funny.
Maybe doesn't sound funny when I say it here.
But in real life it's really funny.

Wictoria LULUku took bus with Ahgoon today.
OMGODDY.
I mean yesterday.
She took 74, and saw Ahgoon.
There was an empty seat beside Ahgoon which was occupied by his huge laptop bag.
She didn't want to sit cuz it was Ahgoon for goodness' sake.
But Ahgoon went 'Sorry arh sorry arh' and hastily moved his huge laptop bag.
Wictoria had no choice but to sit beside him.
BESIDE HIM OKAY.
OMGODDY.
And she texted me in the morning telling me she's sitting next to the pervert who's from my class.
LOLOLOLOL.

Okay I better go sleep.
It's 3am.
I gotta wake up at 7am.
So I'll write more soon.
And so sad I can't go technique class cuz of the match.
NVM.
I'll go next week!
Happy happy.
GOODNIGHTS!

I can't let you go.

VANESSA AND ME GOES CRAZY

Vanessa and I totally went crazy during COMPRO.
But it's so fun to hang with her.
Without three male musketeers today, it seemed really quiet.
But with our laughter, our class certainly didn't seem so dead.

Okay, maybe longer blog entries soon.

Thanks to all you sweet people out there for encouraging me.

I SUCK AT EVERYTHING.

I don't know why, but suddenly I feel that I'm really not good at anything in particular.
I used to think that ECE dealed with computers all the time, that's why I kinda wanted it.
But I end up doing so much Mathematics and Physics.
I didn't exactly have the best grades for Mathematics and Physics while I was in Cedar.
Which kinda sucks now, cuz I'm struggling quite a bit.
I'm good at none of my modules this semester, in fact.
Last semester, I was pretty good at MDCAD, this module that teaches us to draw isometric views and stuff.
And EG2 I was pretty good at it too.
This semester's EM3A sucks.
AEL sucks.
I don't understand why we learn AEL for.
And why people like Laoda can get 99/100.
And people like Joel can get 100/100.

And then, some people will come and tell me I'm good at piano.
Honestly I'm not.
Really.
You think my pitching is good, but it's through all the years of training I've gotten that made my pitching good.
I learnt piano for 12 years, since I was four.
I stopped cuz of O'Levels, and I never took it back ever since cuz I'm so busy with dance.
And dance.
I used to think I was pretty good at it when I was at Cedar, doing campfire items.
But when I came into NRA, I felt so wrong about myself.
Everyone else is like uber good.
I felt as though I was a noob.
And many others who are new to dance can dance better than me too.
I try to work hard, but then again maybe I'm not very cut out for dance.
I don't know.
Some people also think I have a nice singing voice.
But when I compare myself to Rachel, I feel like I'm nothing.

People think my blogskins are nice.
But seriously, there are alot of better ones out there still.
Vanessa says my photo editing is good.
But then, many people can do what I do and I can't do what many people can.
My skills for everything is just very mediocre.
I'm like a Jack of all trades but a master of none.

Although I shouldn't compare myself with others, honestly, who doesn't?
It's only human that I am like that.
I can't possibly compare myself to the worser people and keep thinking that I'm damn good right.
But when I compare myself to better people, I tend to get demoralised.
People around me are mostly very humble, who will help me if I needed any help.
Sometimes its also very troublesome to keep seeking for help.

Ann says for dance, hard work is more important than talent.
But I feel that both are equally important.
If I have no talent, I would need such a long time just to learn something.
And then appear as a slow learner to everyone else.
Everyone needs face, and when you appear being lousier than other people, naturally you'll feel that you've thrown your own face.
It's not always the case, but still, I feel this way sometimes.
I don't know about other stuff I do, cuz there aren't many people around me doing it.
What I'm talking about is dance.
Everything gets harder, especially in technique class.
When I cannot catch up, I feel as though I'm uber un-flexible and slow.
And then people like Alfred will laugh at me cuz I do certain things in a funny way.
I once went for the harder technique class.
Everyone else there was so good.
I felt demoralised while having class.

So many things I need improving on.
Time never seems enough.
I don't seem to have enough time to study.
I don't seem to have enough time to dance.
I don't seem to have enough time to sleep.
I don't seem to have enough time to really sit down and plan for my future.
I feel that nothing I do now is gonna work in future.
I once contemplated to go to New Zealand with Rachel to pursue music and dance.
There's alot more exposure over there.
But then again people there seem to look down on Asians.
I don't know.
Maybe just maybe.
It seems like a good choice, but I also can't bear to leave my family and friends here while I'm abroad.
And then, where do I get the money to study overseas?
I may have to end up taking a part time job.
And then hence I may not be able to concentrate on studying.
And I end up wasting more time.

I feel as though I have no more goal now.
Which is uber bad.
I need a goal, real soon.
I need a direction in life.
If only someone can lead me onto a good path.

Want you in my life.

MICH BIRTHDAY!

Mich's birthday was crazy!
We took 210 photos.
Just in my camera alone.
There's stil LULUKU's and Mich's.
OH MY GODDY.
RIDICULOUS MONKEY CAPTAIN RABBIT.

Some photos before I sleep.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHYMICH!


THOSE WHO WENT.
FREDY, FARID, MICH, LULUKU, ME, ALFROOOOO, JASSSHOLE.


WE LOVE PHOTOS IN THE TOILET. =)

More photos soon I hope. HAHA.

I wanna cry, but I just can't do it.

LEPAK!

That's a new word from Farid.
Means slack.
Uber slack.
Exactly what I am now.
I'm freaking lazy to blog.
Seriously.
I just don't really feel like typing.
And don't really feel like editing photos although I love doing it.

YAY, we've been maintaining a good conversation today.
Online, that is.
Hope it can always be like that.
Not just hi and bye.

Waner and I damn high on MSN just now too.
I miss her alot cuz I haven't seen alot of her since god-knows-when.
Actually it was last week before I went for a haircut.
But it was only for barely 20minutes?
LOL.
I think I've seen her too much during the festive season.
HAHA.

I MIGHT post longer entries later.
And maybe photos.
I hope I won't procrastinate.

AND AND AND.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHYLICHYLICH!
YOU'RE FINALLY 18! =)

Aite, nights!

DANCEFLOOR GROOVE AVENUE

We went to support Groove Avenue at the Dancefloor Competition at Mediacorp today.
Many of the groups were blah.
The judges wise, I like Li Lin and that Bill guy.
You all will know who when it starts airing.
And you'll see me on TV too.
HAHAHAH.
Groove Avenue was good!
There were Sophan, Alex, Yuxin, Wang Qing and Yvonne.
They looked so tired after performing.
But they were great.
Another group was good too.
Just the two of us.
Watch them.

My mom says that I'm Cinderella.
Cuz 95% of the time when I stay out late, I always manage to get into the house at exactly 12am.
LOL.

That's so random.
As usual we took loads of pictures.
But I'm really damn busy and tired.
I'll try to post by the weekend.
If not then it'll be during the holidays already.
Shit man.
Exams are coming.
Like REAL SOON.
9 February EM3A I think.
12 February AEL.
THEN HOLIDAYS.
YAY.
5 days extra some more.
SOOOO GOOD MAN.

Short entry.
Thanks for tagging even though I haven't been replying the tags.
Keep tagging aite!
Makes me happy reading them. =)

HMMMMM.....

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTED TO BLOG.

I'm nearly done editing photos also.

But then.

Heh.

I'm lazy to upload them.

So till I blog again!

And sorry I haven't been plugging.
I'll do it real soon!

Reminded myself to sleep early today
End up still this kind of shitty timing.

Heck.

I'm happy.
Cuz it seems like he's going to start giving up about his past.
Good thing for me, perhaps.

Aite, off to sleep. =)

JUST ONE PICTURE.

Notice the guy behind me.
MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!
SO DAMN FUNNY CAN!
SOME MORE HE YAWN THEN THE MOUTH SO BIG!
LOLOLOL.

I'll post more pics later in the week.
And I'll blog more.
I promise!
I'm just too busy at the moment.
Projects due, assignments due.
Aight, I gotta go.
Blog again real soon! =)

RAWR MSN.

MY MSN IS SHIT.
Everyone whom I'm talking to on MSN, sorry.
It just doesn't want to reconnect.
I'll go sleep already.
Less than 10 hours of sleep since sch reopened.

GOODNIGHT!