Had one of the most awesome jobs yesterday!
Stuff I had to do was just to iron clothes for the models and help the models change during the fashion show for the Fall/Winter collection from Escada. Loved this longgggg flowy dress that the korean model I was in charge of was wearing! Really mega pretty. And models seriously buay paiseh one, they just STRIP in front of everyone. Including their bras. O.O

And Allan Wu was the host! He's damn good looking and fit lah and super friendly! Goddammit I didn't take a photo with him ):

The event was at this new hotel in Sentosa called Cappella Singapore. Awesome place, awesome ambience! I wanna stay there!!! The cheapest room is $550!!! WTF? And the most ex room is $12000!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY gonna meet Majelly, Ally and Sharony later!!! Haven't seen them in mega long! Yay!!!!!!!

My life is super happening recently. I'm going out everyday. Awesomeeeeeeee :D

But ultimately I can't wait to go out with Baby! Ages since we went on a date together. ): Hope Baby doesn't get confined. Pray with me okay? Last weekend liao then POC then BLOCK LEAVE YAY!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Sitex '09

Thanks to all you crazy ass people for making it so fun for the past four days despite most of us having shitty sales... HAHA. Looking forward to working with all of you again in future! :D

P.S I think I don't know half of the people's names in the above photo. LOL






























Lol charcoal mask!

And thanks Baby for fetching me on 2 nights :D and accompanying me for lunch on another day. :D Love you very very much! :D

I have a friend, she used to always say she will never exchange our friendship for anything else and look what happened now?
I have a friend, who hasn't met me since my birthday cos I think she can't be bothered asking?
I have a friend, who hasn't had lunch with me in school for more than half a year before I graduated.
I have a friend, who always end up not meeting me even though we planned to meet ages ago.
I have a friend, who tells me lies.
I have a friend, who became materialistic.
I have a friend, who cares about nobody but the person who makes her feel very different.
I have a friend, whom I can't believe anymore.

So why the hell did I treat her so well when all I got was shit in the end?

I spent a long time thinking over things that happened over these years. Beginning, yes, you regarded me as your best friend. But things changed when you got together with the guy who makes you feel very different. You are no longer the person I used to know. Why is it that whenever you asked me for something and I always obliged but you never did the same? Why is it that you always have some stupid reason to tell me for the times you failed to turn up?

I don't think I can believe you anymore.

You know who you are and I know you'll be reading this. Honestly I don't care anymore whether you are bothered or angry by me writing this entry, and I don't care if anyone can recognize you through this entry. And I don't think we can ever be back to even normal friends anymore cos I'm just so sick of everything.

I hate people who tell me 'friends forever' cos it never happens to me anyway. Amazingly those people who have never told me that are still my awesome friends. 'Forever' is like some cursed word or something and I hate it.

P.S this should have been up the very night that I found out lovef*cksshit was gone.

This week is Baby's field camp. But guess what! He's allowed to return to the bunk at night to shower and sleep! Which means we can talk at night! Very very awesome :D

I wanna get a better job. Working at RL is pissing me off. I don't like that place at all. It's so devoid of true emotions.

Guess that's what it's like in the real working world.......

It's the holidays! Going out with my teletubbies girls later for steamboat and some well-deserved shopping! How awesome. :D

Time to pack my room again! It looks like a total warzone after exams and my wardrobe is in a massive mess! OMG!!

Time to change blogskin soon too! I've been using this BoA one for around a year I guess? HAHA.

Time to start exercising! Baby's giving me 2 months to slim down. OMG I must achieve that goal! HAHAHAHAHA.

Less than a day and I'm missing Baby again. ):

From a friend that I trusted completely, to seemingly a stranger whom I don't know anymore.

Welcome, Shaomin, to the real world of people.
Who to trust, who not to.
It just seems so clear now.

No idea why am I still awake when I have to reach school at 11am to study! This is bad, soooooo bad. Having my Mambo playlist on now, missing Mambo quite alot! And of course, I miss Baby. ):

BUTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's coming out on Thursday evening!
Which technically is, TOMORROW!!! OMFG!

BUTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

My paper's on Friday!!!
Which jolly well means, I can't meet him till Friday! OMG????

): ): ):

What an irony. La Luna's playing on my playlist again! That's Baby's favourite Mambo song (after Waiting for Tonight, that is). I can totally imagine him doing his moves for La Luna now.

I miss everything about Baby. His laughter, his cute face, his stupid jokes, his 'you cannot be funny, only I can be funny!', his room, his scent (which I stole HAHA), his hands, his hugs.......

ARGH!

I'm dying, save me!!!

Business Statistics on Friday. I believe I can do it! :D

Four days till the end of exams!

Three days till Baby books out!

Four days till I see Baby!

Six days till he books in again ):

HAPPY 365 DAYS BABY!

You won't be reading this till 11 days later, but thought I'll just write first. :D

Really didn't expect to receive your text at 11.20pm! Thought you should already be asleep by then. It was a really pleasant surprise! :D I'm happy when I'm with you for 99.99999999999999999999% of the time, cos 0.000000000000000001% of the time you piss me off! But that's okay cos we always work things out in the end. :D Thank you for being the most awesome boyfriend you could be cos you always try to make things work out whenever something unhappy happens. It's great that you are there for me whenever I need you. And I hope that I can always be there for you too :D

You're someone that's really unexpected in my life, cos honestly we didn't even had any contact till Year 3! And it's also very unexpected that we, from really normal normal friends can get together. I'm blessed to have 'reunited' with you from S&W flag football! :D

Last time, I said on my blog that I have already taken all our friends' cars but not yours before and I wanted to! Look where we are now, I'm taking your car more frequently than my dad's HAHA :D

You are my sunshine like the music box thing you got me from Hokkaido. You always love to haolian how expensive it is! I know!! So you gotta stop repeating it hehe. :D And loving the box of 100 points stars. Will never forget how you presented it to me. :D It's something that happened 11 months ago and I feel as though it happened yesterday! :D

Loving you more and more each day Baby. :D Can't wait till you book out and can't wait for myself to finish my exams. Then we can finally go have a post-anniversary celebration! :D

Happy First Anniversary! :D

P.S I think this song suits our situation right now HEHEHE

I asked you to stay, you couldn't listen
You left before I had a chance to say...
I'm feeling so down, because I'm so broken
But now it's far too late, you've gone away

Every night I cry myself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just because you are still marching inside
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA only applicable when you're in camp :D

I must be the envy of all girls who have recruits as BFs because mine can call me at like 2pm! :D And he can text me several times a day. :D

So happy to be able to hear his voice twice today. But my life's still not fulfilled!! ): I need to see him SOON. It's only the second day. I saw him yesterday. But it feels as though I haven't seen him in weeks already! OMG. KILL ME.

On the second day of confinement, my baby said to me
he took an afternoon nap.

So awesome hor? Still can take afternoon nap leh! WTH. Since he already in C9L3 then make him confine for what? He also don't have to 'adapt to military life' since he most probably gonna be 8-5? Arghhhhhhhhh. THIS IS KILLING ME WTH

OB on Monday. ):

1st anniversary on Monday. (:

I just came back from the most dreaded place on Earth for Singaporean boys: Pulau Tekong. My baby is now inside there. ): I'm still not feeling what I should feel, that is, sad/emo/whatever it is. Guess I will only totally feel it when I can only talk to him for a while tonight and for the next 12 nights. ):

As a temporary solution for these 2 weeks, I hijacked his hugeass jacket and his cologne so that I won't feel as though he's really that far from me.

On the first day of confinement, my baby said to me
[edit] only can talk to me a while. ): [/edit]

To be continued tonight. And for the next 12 nights. Will blogggggggggg everyday (I TRY) for Kiatzzzzz's sake. =\