Thursday, January 31, 2008

WHEEEEEE driving was fun!
8.15am seems like its a peak hour slot right.
In fact at AMK area it's pretty okay!
But okay maybe it's partly cuz I was doing parallel parking in the circuit today.
My instructor today was female!
She damn cool sia.
I first time have female instructor.

Kbox & shopping with Van.
Damn damn fun singing emo songs hahaha.
Shopping super super super fun lah.
This aunty damn cute leh she very disiaosiao.
I like.
Then we disiao her she disiao us back.
And give us discount siaaaaaa. HAHAHA.

SLEEPING TIME!

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

OH MY GOD SERIOUSLY.

MY EFFING TEST CIRCUIT BOARD CAN WORK!!!!!!

OMG.

OMG.

OMG.

OMG.

I'm like damn damn damn damn damn happy.

Teacher like damn damn damn damn damn nice.
I troubleshoot my stupid board and he let me test it again!
I'm like uber uber uber uber uber happy!
And it goes "0, 1, 2, 3"!
OMG.
But it's supposed to go to '4' right I think?
Don't know leh.
Teacher never put the thing there long enough to see if it counted to 4.
BUT I'M STILL HAPPY NONETHELESS!

Finally there's something worth being happy about in my life.

Monday, January 28, 2008

I really want a grand piano.
It gives a bigger satisfaction than a normal piano.
Today played for about 2hours at the grand piano at Rachel's place.
She joined in with me to play cute songs.
Some people praised us.
Felt really good about that.
I really enjoyed it.
It's just like Sec 3, when she was also staying at that apartments and we would also sit together and play piano.
One person play the tune, one person play accompaniment.
If not, we'll whip out our Ipods and try to listen the correct key so that the tune sounds good.
I'm gonna miss doing that alot.
She's leaving at 8.40am.
I will miss her alot.

Rach baby, I'll miss you a whole lot.

Oh yah, congrats to:
ED Vance for getting Best Choreography and 1st Runner-up.
Soul Out Crew for getting 2nd Runner-up.
Terence for getting Best Male Dancer.
Allegra for getting Best Female Dancer.
And Fbodz's Trademark for winning the competition.

Through this, I really felt part of NRA again.
I'll upload pictures and videos soon okay people, don't rush me.
But remember to ask from me if you want anything cuz can't expect me to talk to all of you myself right. LOLS.
Don't judge me if you all don't know any single shit.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

HOPE NRA TEAMS CAN GET TOP 3 FOR FUNKAMANIA!

Anyway if you guys don't, I still love you all the same.

GO WICKED TEMPO!
GO SOUL OUT CREW!
GO E DEE VANCE!
GO STATIC FLOW!
GO FBEATX!

Good luck! (:(:
I NEED MY STARBUCKS COFFEE.

So effing addicted. HEHEHE.

Friday, January 25, 2008

I got a free Starbucks voucher again today!
I ordered a pie, and they asked if I wanted it to be heated up.
I said yes, and they put it into the oven.
But then when they took it out, it turned into a piece of charcoal.
The assistant was shocked and he order the other assistant to change my pie to a new one.
And then later they delivered it upstairs to me.
Then later, the assistant came up again and passed me a voucher and he said:
"Sorry about your pie just now. You saw how it was like. I dunno what that idiot was doing. Sorry and here's your complimentary voucher."
Super funny please. HAHA.
He said his colleague was an idiot. LOL.

I love Holland V Starbucks.
Starbucks with Van is cool.
We love chilling there.
And talk and talk and talk AND TALK.
Super shiok over a cup of Frappacino.
I need to like, memorize the locations of all the Starbucks outlets in Singapore or something.
You all, don't fight with me for seats at Starbucks ah.
Later I no seat I'll be damn sad. LOL.
Just joking.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

I love long long bus rides alone.
Really.
Enjoy the serenity for me to think about things.
Plugged into my ears are my earphones, playing my favourite songs.

I love walking long distances alone too.
Especially at night because it's so cooling.

Need to shop for CNY clothes.
Need to buy my Flight of Fancy.
When my allowance comes then can go get already! (: (:
Because ah, my pay a bit the not enough after I paid my mom back for 30D. ):
But it's okay, I still love 30D alot. Heh.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Rawr.
In case you all didn't know, I already gotten my DSLR like a month ago (: (:
But I still don't have time to bring it out on its first photoshoot! ):
I only brought it out to take random stuff.
I really really wanna go on a photography trip.
Be it the seaside, parks, buildings, whatsoever...
I just wanna take photos.
Please Van make some time, and we can go shooting. (:

I like night shoots though.
It's really fun to play with flash.
But I haven't saved up to buy a separate flash yet and that's sad.
Love my 30D, and my first love T10 still rocks too. (:
In this world, there are still people who cherish my existence.
I thank those people who include me in part of their lives. (:

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

There's never a right time to say goodbye.
Disappointed.
Sad.
Heartache.
Angry.
Pissed.
Emo.

Is all that I feel now.

Monday, January 21, 2008

So it's all worth this little.

Now I know.

THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Beautiful.
10 teams from NRA, 5 got into finals!
Wicked Tempo.
Soul Out Crew.
E Dee Vance.
Static Flow.
Fbeatx.
So proud of them.
Rest of NRA groups also done well!
Onbit.
Mystic Rouge.
Phunky Chemistry.
Revoke.
Shuffle 5.
Swee.
Miss dance alot.
Good luck to all NRA Funka groups!
WORTH IT OR NOT?
I hate 2008.
I SERIOUSLY DO.
It's a really bad start to everything.
It's causing me to crumble.
Nobody will ever know.
NOBODY WILL.
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND.
I already tried.
My utmost courage.
Gave my best shot.
But end up, still failed.
Just tell me why.
Pain never stops.
Hurts like crazy.
So many issues now, but the people who are supposed to understand doesn't.
NOT ONE BIT.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

In times like these, why doesn't anyone seem to understand me at all?
It's driving me crazy I swear.
Every single moment I feel as though I'll never cheer up again.
Very often I feel so terrible I feel like wrenching my heart out.

Why have I been thrown into this situation?
It's causing me so much worry and so much pain.
Why is it that just one incident can change everything?
I don't know how to explain to you all.
I just hope for your understanding, that's all.

Why you all always expect that I should always be normal in front of you all?
It's so hard to achieve, seriously.
When you all feel down, then I should understand.
But when I feel down, do you all understand at all?
Maybe you all don't, because there are hardly any times when I'm feeling down.
But can't there be any exceptions?
If you all didn't realize, I'm letting you all know now that I'm human.
I can't treat things as though they never happened before.
I also find it very hard to start talking to people again.
Sorry if you all think I should talk to you all and apologize first but somehow I don't know why I just can't open my mouth to say those words.

Maybe you all need time to get over this.
I know it's my fault that we didn't do what we promised.
But I can't explain to you all anything.
I just hope that if you all are my true friends, you all will be able to give me the understanding I need.
I know it's always me causing all the problems.
But then you all just can't understand girls' point of view.
I'm quite good already, no PMS days.
And I haven't been so down for a long time probably you all ain't used to my silence.
Is it I still have to pretend to feel happy when in actual fact I don't?

I hate myself for turning things into this state.
Sorry that I'm so weak, I don't dare to apologize to you all.
Sorry that we didn't go back cuz it really felt terrible.
Sorry that you all made a wasted trip down.
Sorry to let things turn into this way.

Sorry seems to be the hardest word, but I still wanna say, sorry.

I really hate myself.

Friday, January 18, 2008

Guys just don't understand.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Vicks texted me today and told me that Kolo Mee on Upper Thomson Road has closed down.
I'm like uber sad!
Where to feed my Kolo Mee addiction now???
People please recommend me places with nice Kolo Mee!

Took like 1 hour to check all the links!
I haven't updated links for like 1 million years man.
And erm, blogger post page looks quite weird!
Where has the Bold, Italics, Underline gone to?
And where's the photo/video upload tool?

Third entry of the day.
I'm really bored. =X


等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱

我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈

我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍 (just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手

但你说 I, I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend
不是情人

我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I 不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend

no, no, no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能做普通朋友


I really really want my Anna Sui Flight of Fancy.
Pay came on Friday, gonna get it REAL SOON!
It's really really nice. (:

It's amazing, the chemistry I share with Vanessa.
We have like THE SAME THINKING.
It's amazing how two of us from two different worlds can actually be so similar.
(:

Thursday, January 10, 2008

How's the new layout?
I know it kinda doesn't look like BoA though.
But I still love having BoA layouts. (: (:

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Alicia got 2nd runner-up for Inter-JC Pageant!
Congratulations Hi-5 aiseh!

Saturday, January 05, 2008

School has started.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I don't want school to start.

Work has ended.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I am happy work has ended.

BUT I'M NOT HAPPY THAT MY PAY ISN'T HERE.
STUPID YKCEH.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

First post for 2008 at such an odd timing cuz I just came home!
Spent New Year's Eve in the afternoon with Rachel and Jeremy at Settlers Cafe for some games.
Then went Breko for some snacks.
Then traveled to Changi Airport to pick Vanessa up!
Met Andy at Tanah Merah to take train to airport, then so coincidental I met Waner and Howie!
So so so so omg man.
We took train together to airport and came out to the T3 end.
Waner and Howie sending their friend off so they staying around T3 first.
Kelvin say he just reach also so we took Skytrain with him to T2.
3 of us were late lah.
Kenneth earliest.
Then Vanessa bluff me say she on cab home liao.
HAHAHA.
Super miss her.
Then we went to take 36 to Marine Parade.
Kelvin left first to meet his friends and gave me a Pre New Year hug. (:
Korkor's hug leh hahaha.

4 of us not exactly sure where's Katong Laksa, so we took cab there to East Coast Road.
4 bucks only!
We reached the Laksa place at like 8.45pm, heng sia.
They close at 9pm.
Below is how Andy disiao the aunty serving us.

Aunty: Table for 4 right?
Andy: 400.... Divided by 100!
Aunty: HAHAHA. What drinks you all want?
Andy: Dinosaur milk!
Aunty -shouts to the kitchen-: 4 Dinosaur milk!
-Aunty serves us-: Nahh, freshly squeezed dinosaur milk!

Andy: Aunty, I don't want the grass in the laksa (you know, those leaves that makes the laksa super nice smell).
-Aunty shouts to kitchen-: One bowl don't want grass!

Ok la, maybe not that funny here but just now we all laugh till peng lah.
HAHA. The aunty damn geyan.
She wear like this bra and this netting top over only la.
Damn daring sia.
I don't dare man. HAHAHA.

Then later we took 14 to Marina Square.
Walked around waiting for time to pass.
Drank Starbucks Toffee Nut Frapp!
Damn nice I love it max.
We found a nice spot outside to stand and wait for the fireworks.
We stood there for about 1.5hours to gong chio and test out several modes of the camera to take photos.
The whole roof was packed with like 1 million people.
At 12am sharp, the fireworks started!
It was soooooooo beautiful.
Vanessa and Kenneth took like super alot of shots.
While Andy and I just there continue to gong chio and watch the fireworks.
After the whole fireworks ended, 4 of us shouted 'WAH TAN TIO AH!'
Kelvin's favourite phrase. LOL.

The whole Marina Square area was soooooooo damn packed.
Took us like 1 million years to get out of there.
Walked to The Cathay wanting to watch Warlords but no show.
Then walked to Cineleisure still no show.
End up buying tickets for National Treasure.
Headed off to Burger King and the guys had supper.
Kelvin came back and talk to us awhile!
Then off to watch our movie.
It's pretty good lah!
But Vanessa was so tired she slept about 3/4 of the show. HAHAS.
It ended at 5am, and I'm supposed to go Jabez's house.
But Rachel went home already and Jeremy's sleeping so didn't go.
Anyway I missed NR6 too. HAHAS.
So went back Cineleisure to find them cuz they wanted to play pool.
So we pooled awhile, then took first train.
OMG so long never take first train already. HAHAS.

It's one of my best new year's ever!
With the best people I've met on the Eve (besties + Power Rangers).
Love them max (don't be jealous)!

Okie, off to shower and SLEEP!
Thank you for your love. (: