version 30; feat. BoA

hmms. now will only do weekly updates. not so waste time.
 
monday
footdrills. very bored. think we improved.
 
tuesday
had some stupid compo class after sch. then later rushed off to orchard meet rach and yx. yeaps. then we went to take loads of neos. we three were wearing orange lor. so funny. then yx purposely dowan to walk near us cuz he think look very funny. ahhas. yeaps. then we took 5 machines worth of neos lor. like mad. siaoness. haiz. so stupid and lame. then got alot of lame poses.
 
then rach treated us to dinner at LJS. hahas you rock k! whee. we ate and took some pix with my cam. hahaz. then walked back to her apt which is behind wisma. then i played with gabriel and issac, rach's bros. so cute lor they two. so many yrs and they still look the same! hahas. and so ke ai. they look totally like twins man. yx went off to play his shattered galaxy while me and rach sat down to cut the neos. can die lor! so many. we stayed till after 9pm. then yx send me home in taxi. madness. his taxi fare damn ex. 10 bucks. haha.
 
wednesday
din do much. came home immediately after sch. and slept my whole afternoon away.
 
thursday
the whole day after recess we din have any proper lessons. janice tan din come, so english was free. next period chem. mc wanted us to discuss abt the chem project but my grp finish le so free again. then last period was gt's history lesson. but he had no voice so he couldn't teach. so we end up doing the classroom notice board. and study for physics test.
 
after sch had the test. actually it is rather okay. i think sure can pass. yeaps. then went for lunch and then footdrills. sian. we learnt the pandan kekanan thingy, like a salute to the GOH. then everyone march so crooked so farnie. hahas. finish le maj's mum gave me a lift home.
 
friday
i broke my own record. fastest i ever run for 3 rounds round the old cedar track. 6mins23secs. my best lor. hahas. before that we had alot of PT. tired man. had muscle aches lor.
 
i think wmc has become nicer these days. she doesn't scream at us that much anymore and also treats us much nicer. like now i dunno how to do a qn on the board she just say nicely and stuff. last time she used to scream at me lor. hahas. better attitude more ppl will like her. haha. but she's still very bhb mann. and still likes to act cute. but quite funny and amusing sometimes.
 
assembly was boring. i was asleep during those videos lor. wad about men and women inequality. then urge us join this join that. so sian. haiz.
 
then rushed back to do the remaining part of the board. do until almost 3 then we go for lunch. stalls all closed. ended up eating maggi mee. haiz.
 
guides quite fun. running around the school for amazing race. wr hide the envelopes until very wad lor! so hard to find de. but our team was 2nd! supposed to be first lor but we see no one in the courtyard then we thought wrong venue! wad the heck. then the puzzle thingy we also very fast. but then after that we had footdrills. YA wanted to see. then everyone was so drained after all the running around but still got big scolding lor. where got ppl hope to be in this state for ndp? obviously not la! we will gradually improve wan mar. so sick lor.
 
saturday and sunday very boring la so dowanna say.
 
i feel that life is so screwed up for me. i hate it now. everything has turned upside down for me. i hate the devil in my head. where's the angel? can you save me? i really really wanna study hard and show my parents. but the stupid voice in my head tells me not and has overcomed my thoughts. i really want to. but i'm still so slack. haiz. and everything has been so screwed up. everyone is so undescribable. i dunno what to say. haiz. i just hate this life. who doesn't wish that all your problems are solved when you awake the next day? i certainly hope so. i dun wish to have such a screwed up life. i just want it all to end. can it? help me. i need a saviour.