now in sch... nothing to do come library use com. did rnr. finished almost all reception cards. left around 10 i think. that's a great achievement. hahas. i think i'm gonna hate gold paint. argh.

rachie!!! yu must come for my cf! haha. its on the 3rd july. and in case yu din see your blog i wanna ask yu bring more stuff back for me. the LXIXVXE vcd, photoshop cd, one more dream cd, and i think yu wanted to send my present over right? nvm dun waste postage. yu can bring it over when yu come. hahas. and i'm gonna give ya the love and honesty cd! then yu can come my house watch dvd! hahas. i'm going mad even though yu havent even confirm when yu coming. hahas.

today my little cousin benjamin's 5th birthday. went his house for party. then he got this act cool cousin. act cool buay cool. yucks. loads of stupid things happened. lazy to say.

mrs wong called my mum. haiz. dunno what to say. but nvm guess i really gotta buck up. my results suck like shit.

tag my board. start some conversation. i'm bored. i need amusement.

ytd super tired so din come and update. so hmm shall say abt yesterday first.

friday
last day of sch. apparently everyone was happy. two teachers are leaving. mrs yao [HOD of craft and tech] and mr chua [HOD of math]. it was so sad. but wish them both good luck. they were both promoted so good for them. cedarians will miss yu.

then later had big sweep. i was made to clean the computer tables. it contains so much filth. for goodness sake can the school just move it away? apparently we haven't been using the computers for ages and it's there collecting dust and making more work for us to be done. it just makes the classroom an unhealthy place to study in.

then later had so much free time. played poker. and once again took more lame pix. uploading now. but putting password. dowan unwelcomed ppl to see. msg me for the password. hmm. it was ms ma's last day too. she gave the class oreo minis. good luck ms ma. and thanks for enduring this crazy and noisy class. it was a great pleasure for you to teach us geography. thanks! all the best!

then after sch, went to lounge to leave unwanted stuff there first. then went to town. cine. we went to buy tix first but couldnt decide whether to watch shrek or the day after tmr. then em asked her frens and they all say shrek. so we bought the tix. then ate at long john silver. met loads of cedarians there. and ty kept singing her ah pooie song! so malu! wr can hear it from afar! then went to watch shrek la. inside the cinema got even more cedarians. funny show! got the gingerbread man! whee. so funny man. laughed like mad. ty was quiet. emm and i laughed really loudly. hmm then later go heeren take neos with emm and ty. very very lame. shan't say.

then took bus back to sch with ty for meet the parents. emm had to go home to "fetch" her aunt to sch. ty had to go for asst monitress thing so left me alone. took key from her and went to lounge for nothing. read my lime there. 5pm went to hall take report book. dowan to see it again. waited for mum at foyer for so long but she still haven reach. so i went up myself first. the talk started late. i was tired so dozed off. anyway already heard those stuff before. it ended late. at around 7.10. rushed of to lounge to get my stuff. then went to foyer with my mum to wait for my dad's car. reached home. ate. then bathe and slept. damn tired.

today
packed my table. unloaded my cam. then went out to eunos. mum say got sale so go lor. then i saw an ex-senior. she said hi, i said hi. hmm. then came home. today super boring. then talked to rach! she finished my layout! whee. damn nice. yu rock gal! haha.

more stupid photos today. i should be uploading all tonight. try to la. using imagestation for the first time. then put password unknown ppl cannot see. so yah ppl who wanna see i can give ya the password. but i'll see who you are first. wahahaa.

bored the whole day. chris was practically going mad. and ty is the model for the day. whole day take her. whole cam full of her pix man. and more stupid vids. like the one with bj's mouth. wahahahaa. damn funny.

damn. ong en chee told us to change date for the IT course. whatever. then maybe i go out on 3rd/4th to watch harry potter! wahaha so excited man. uncle taking me/sis/cousins out. wahaha happy. feel like asking him splurge on more sushi. sushi just rocks.

today's course was damn fun. hy and wr were the so-called trouble-makers. our group was the last to present. then we couldn't control the crowd that well cuz it was so damn chaotic. wahaha. and since we were the last group, they all took their last chance to try and disturb the session. but overall was not bad la. the sec 4s were there today and sort of had fun with us la. and they were also big trouble-makers trying to test everyone's leadership skills. wf says that last yr their sessions were much more fun cuz they really played a fool.

after that went to tp with emm hy and wr. sat in macs so long and they were doing bo liao stuff. showed emm all the stupid pix we took and she was laughing like siao. hahaha. i was freezing cold in the damn 73! the bus today sucks big time. so damn long still never come. wait until like what 6.55? i waited since 6.35 lor. hell. nvm.

tmr last day le!!!! where you all wanna go? damn got meet-the-parents lor. sian. still must go back sch after gai gai. haiz.

this morning got a dressing down from ms lizah. scolded us abt assuming that we going cf. but i think she thought that she was a little harsh to us and that we already done like 1/2 the dance so after singing session she approached us and sort of said that she'll think abt letting us perform. hopefully! i was so sianed after she scold us today. din have mood to do anything.

after recess did with souvenir and peeps their cloth. finish cutting all le!!! so happy. even though i'm not in souvenir. i luv the home econs scissors! esp the red one! damn nice to cut. wahahaa. we took the excess cloth and tied wy up! damn funny. she looked like a present/someone who was kidnapped. wahaha. ppl were like looking lor. took some stupid pix again today but cannot upload cuz the cam program not in this comp so haiz. nvm tmr ba.

had loads of fun during singing session! with em, clara, ty, premila... we were jumping around like mad ppl and laughing and laughing non stop. and laughed abt this sec 2 [shan't say but gals, you know who i'm talking abt.] she was shaking so vigourously. i think marion's new hairstyle is nice! whee~ she's so ke ai can? hahas. halfway during singing, we went to the hall rooftop to see fire struct do flying fox. first time went up there. then must stood down cuz very dangerous. ty and i were so excited. i even took my cam up to take pix. wahahaha. then tbc dunno why we up there scared no teacher look after us then got so anxious. the very lang2 bei4 way of going to the rooftop is to get thru the window and climb up the ladder. so funny can. hahas.

during break ty and peeps kept playing with ice. so malu. then everywhere was wet. like help them clean table lidat. and premila almost sat on the bird shit! heng arh. but dunno why it was flattened. i thought she really sat on it. freaky...

ty! your umbrella the inside very lao tao! my gosh. outside and the opening of the umbrella is not but the cloth really very lao tao! nvm you are leader tao what. and em is leader gang! and some how she sort of include me in lao tao gang? damn! nvm. btw who's in lao tao gang besides you and emm? tell me more. wahaha.

lots to say. but dunno how to phrase. so hmm wait for me to put up my pix. maybe tmr or friday. hmms.

no time today so i'll do a short update. brought digicam to sch today and chris and peeps had fun with it. took many stupid vids and pics and most of them had ty. and she's being "violated" and bullied. wahaha. played murderer many many times cuz we were simply too bored. then pam had to hold her hand. i think she went to de-germ after that. wahahaha. earlier in the morning went with sy and sj to the singing competition audition. it was so impromptu. we sang s.h.e's re dai yu lin. and shuyi rocks totally can? her harmonization with us is like so damn nice! then we 3 like s.h.e. yq and ty say it was nice. hopefully. but i wonder if mr suresh can understand what we were singing. =)

saw some improvement in the sec 2s dance. good job guys. *thumbs up* used AS2 for a while. but the uncle chased us away. nvm. then mdm faridah said that ms lizah might reject st gabs cf invitation. how?? then i'll item will all go to waste. shall we go ask her not to? i really wanna perform since its our first time and we won't get other chances to perform. and actually we already agreed to perform le. then suddenly say cannot a bit bad. haiz dunno la. settle tmr ba.

last singing session of the term tmr. hope it will be a fun one. had fun last wk so sec 1s and 2s must enjoy. =) singing session is fun. but dunno having rnr tmr onot. like very long dun have le. nvm if dun have i shall choreograph more steps.

shall go find the yo! vid that cy asked me to. actually wanted to send but it took so long. no choice gotta find it myself...

oh yah forgot to say this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENG YEE AND SIRU!!!
2A rocks forever!

finally completed gold! wah did till 2.30am lor. stupid A drive. i hate you. actually that's not the latest i slept. got once slept at 3am. wahaha. then my parents woke up and scold me lor. say what so late still never sleep. hello? i slept so much in the afternoon lor. stay awake oso wun die. and my dad say he'd rather i wake up earlier than stay awake. what's the diff? i might still sleep for 3 hrs what.

the course today. leadership training course. today is alicia and chenya day! wahaha that's what mdm faridah calls it. i did health today. cleaned up after orderlies. mdm faridah today was generally funny but very sarcastic towards some stuff. wahaha.

even though i only slept for like 3 1/2 hrs, surprisingly i'm not tired at all. din even doze off or whatever. stupid wmc. i never bring the paper cannot meh. i did copy my corrections. quit being like a child. ppl never bring stuff then make them stand. you think we are still in primary sch? if you think so you are wrong. if you wish to punish pupils in that manner then jolly well go teach a primary sch. my cuz's gf suay to have a fren like you. iddert.

oh yah! then we did dance after the course at the lounge. kinda fun. but poor yq is sick. so take care yah. val damn ke ai. she can do those steps de but whole day say cannot. wahaha. jiayou ba! cy so dainty! but you 3 [cy hy wy] all are man la. wahhaha. happy? =) but cy dun forget you already got mr shin. cannot be man hor. wahaha. and staring into the mirror. can get you to dao ppl better. wahaha. or else get some tips from hy ba =P.

i think i'll wait for cy to send me the yo! vid. i'm gonna go watch tv ler. =)

doing gold award now. scared i cannot finish.

how's the song? nice? comments please.

this morning korkor came to my house to give me physics tuition. really cleared my doubts man. wahaha. but i think he almost vomited blood teaching me. wahaha. anyone wants any tuition? any subject except combined humans and chinese. contact me. fees are reasonable. bah. this is from him la. asked me to advertise. you get to go to my house! oh what crap. max 3 ppl including me. so that's 2 spaces left: i.e if you wanna come my house hahas. only from friday evening to sunday whole day. he's in NS. wahaha.

tag ppl! my tagboard is stagnant. spice it up~

wednesday
school hours was boring. after sch did rnr. then went to help out at singing session. i think for the last 45 mins i'm the only sec 3 left there. so took charge la. the sec 1s and 2s were generally enthu and loud but so high pitched!! my god. then they keep having "shouting fights" around. very noisy, but could see that they were enjoying. i enjoyed myself alot too! wahhaha. when there was around 15 mins left, 1 of the sec 2s asked if i could let the sec 1s do mapoleh. when i made them do they all groan. wahaha. some sec 1s can really shake! but some just refused to shake. i told her so many times to shake she still din. in the end had to do with her. then.... i sabo-ed the sec 2s and made them do mapoleh as well!!! wahhaa it was such a funny sight. but most of them very enthu and shoke their butts hard so they got to sit down real fast. debrief was short and sweet. then had a talk with sec 2s abt their dance. take care guys. who wants the dance we can see, who doesn't put in effort we can see. i proud of those who put in alot of effort. gambatte!

thursday
i talked abt the video thingy earlier on so shant say to upset myself further. anyway actually wanted to do rnr with souvenir in lounge but wr went home! so we din have the key then in the end went com lab. actually wanted to do gold award but in the end slacked there. emme thanks for writing me 4 testimonials! whee- kingfisher rocks! i was looking at ppl profile on frenster cuz my home frenster cannot work properly. showed ty her *er hem*. we all know she's excited but she keep denying. wahaa. then later went to 8/90 bus stop to take bus. emme and i kept singing tubthumping. but we only know the i get knock down part so in the end we invented our own lyrics. wahaha. the stupid bus was so long man. waited for dunno how long. then jerlyn was so irritated ba. then i went cd rama and finally bought shine we are!!! damn nice! BoA just rocks.

friday
yay! holidays gonna have a course to learn to make webpage! finally. then had two talks. one on STDs and the other is some briefing to a etiquette class. ex lor. anyway i have no time in hols so forget it-

after sch ate at starbucks. played many lame games there. and finally huihui got the mad man thing. wahaha. damn funny sight. practised footdrills behind and formed squad. so funny lor. guides rocks man.

then we had ndp squad selection. everyone had a chance to command. and some ppl the commanding really funny. we all laughed in the squad and kena scolding by sec4s. wahaha. ty most suay. whole day must fall out take other ppl place. wahaha. poor gal! then in the end they chose all the main six ppl. sihui is our commander! and val is asst commander. cy is flag barrier. yq is asst. emme is timer. sam tio asst. wahaha. luckily i'm not one of them. damn stressful man. congrats galz! yu all rock man. we'll bring cedar guides to further heights! and the ndp squad must be perfect! wahaha. but the real name list will only be out on mon. kinda excited. wahahaha.

discussed with the rest abt the dance. i think i'm gonna choreograph some steps tmr man. dance is fun! wahahah. what shall we wear gals? rmb that time at malacca buy that shirt? shall we use that? then help cy borrow from one of the others who bought? can?

ty, dunno you will read this onot. but i write testimonial for cedar guides liao. happy onot? wahhaha. must hor. cuz mine is the next longest after ya! nvm we are lame.

i don't care i'm watching all in tonight. scared i miss it again. lee byung hyung rocks man! and song hae gyo! ooh man. and won bin! they all rock. wahaha. dunno what to say so laming around here.

now in sch com lab using the comp. wr went home liao so in the end no key to go lounge. i hate the cameramen!!!!!!!!!!!! make me so disappointed. actually the sch is having this video taking thingy then wanted to take fire struct, backdrop and rnr. but in the end they overrun and no time to take us lor! then we were suffocated with paint in the lounge. and hungry for 2 hrs till like 12? then in the end eat recess and lunch together. the cameramen still had the cheek to have a teabreak!!! i'm so angry!!!

i stubbed my toe again. hurts like shit. argh. everyone in sch saw it and was disgusted at the state of my toe. actually ms nair isn't as bad as i thought. she gave me painkillers and helped me put antiseptic. since i din have slippers, i ended up walking barefooted around the sch. and checked papers in that manner too. wahaha.

after sch had the meeting with mdm faridah. wasn't as bad as i thought and she was kinda nice today. and even joked a little with us. luckily that L1R5 30pts thingy like not very true for guides so i no need to worry too much lerr. but next term really gotta gambatte lers. next term is gonna be a busy one!!! so many activities. hopefully got camp during june hols. i rather have camp than combined with sa kay. but will ty be happy? =p

learnt six steps today ler!! wahahahahaha. damn happy. unfortunately, yx doesn't know the chim chim dance steps to teach me!!! argh. how? who can teach? please come forward. but i doubt anyone. dance! i'm so excited abt it. let's choreograph it before the sec2s finish theirs! which is kinda impossible la. wahaha.

wanna do some update here. feeling bored. helping jw scan neos. sleepy.

sat had fever and headache. i think its linked to my learning freeze and spraining my middle finger. haiz. then slept from 8pm to 9am. a pro 13 hrs =p. my stupid tape recorder!!! it din work and in the end never tape my All In!!!!!!!!! i was so damn sad kay! but nvm i shall go rent the vcds. so sad!!! miss the most impt ep! argh nvm.

today did dance with cy and hy. sucha hot weather made us persipire like siao. then we went to see sec 2s. they were really pathetic man. they din have cd, they din have player. and their costume not done... haiz... then haiyo i oso dunno what to say lah. by next wk if they cant finish their dance it will be cancelled. anyway so many schs are coming to perform. wahaha. and most are guy schs. so sec 2s better buck up.

slacked around in the lounge after that. premila was telling this stupid lame joke i took so long to understand. but its okay. still got a few ppl cant understand. woohoo. it was a crazy day where so many ppl stayed back and kinda have fun.

mdm faridah meeting us tmr. wonder what she will say. hope not scolding man. and oh shit. i haven started my donation card. how??? die man.

the stupid headache is back. shall go catch my beauty sleep now. =)

to yaya: me, hy, val and yq. we learnt freeze from hy today but damn hard to do. and we finished learning the chorus.
to val: updating. my old blogskin had probs so gotta change it before updating. yahs. =p

okay gonna do a real long update today. woohoo!!! exams over! okay. this is a new layout cuz my previous one was mad. i'm so sad! i luv that one alot leh! but this one is nice too. orange rawks.

after exams on tues, went with pam, ty and bj to kallang ice skating rink. damn fun kay. wahaha. i cant skate or rollar blade so gotta start from the basics. but in the end i can skate!!!! wahaha so happy man. but had a price to pay. i fell on my butt for dunno how many times! pam is so pro in skating can? i go 1 round she already gone for 3 rounds. and when she dragged me along i was closing my eyes cuz i was so scared!

so coincidentally, hy, yq, yt and ym went ice skating too. then hy kept disturbing ty. it was so funny. after they came for abt 1/2 hour we had to leave. then we dragged time for a while to keep our stuff and the stupid cashier said that we stayed too long and charged us extra fees! wasted my 3 bucks. its only 10mins lor and she said until we stay for more than half an hour. damn idiot.

then we decided to eat sakae. we walked to the bus stop expecting to take the same bus back to the mrt but realized that we got to the wrong one. we used pam's phone to call for a cab to get to heeren. that cabby so silly lor. turn so many rounds still cannot find us. we saw one taxi coming and we thought it was him so we got on. just as bj was abt to close the door, the real cabby called us. then we realized that we got into the wrong taxi! wahahaha. cant stop laughing.

stupid taxi thing dragged too long then in the end no time to watch movie ler. so ate happily at sakae buffet. i was so happy when they played the whole love and honesty album! i was like so excited when i heard midnight parade. haha. half the time i was singing.

then we went to take neoprints. got one bj looked so blur! then ty just stood there and laugh at her lor. so bad =p.

yesterday watched van helsing with maj. supposed that eeling was going to watch with us but she already watched it on mon. so in the end she watched 50 first dates alone. i feel so guilty man. but she was so nice la. eeling, luv ya! you rock kay.

maj was so excited before watching the movie. she was like "i'm so excited! i can't wait!". damn funny. so coincidentally, sharon huang was watching it as well! my pri sch fren whom i havent seen for a long time. same time, same place! imagine it man. but dunno why never see her. wahaha.

took neos with el and maj too. never take before with el even though we know for like 6 yrs liao. i was so happy.

today had some social etiquette course thought by this model called shirley lin. she's so chio and tall and skinny lor. and taught us lots of stuff. quite funny oso la.

after recess played cards. played idiot, heart attack and speed. ty was the idiot. but she was very lucky during heart attack. whole day get to hit. bj damn funny lor whole day stand up to pass the cards fearing that she will not get to hit.

after sch, stayed back with hy yq and val to choreograph our dance for the st gabs cf. shant say the songs cuz my cousin will read this and i'm not supposed to let him know. hy say since we so hard to get best supporting, so we go get best item lor. hope we get man. i can do a bit freeze ler. but its the simplest one and only for like 2 secs up there? wahaha. hopefully can longer. shall practice arm power.

six papers down! oh yeah i can't imagine it. still left amaths and geog. although so many papers finish liao, i think i'll fail alot. chem and physics is confirm fail wan. and hist elec might fail oso. ss should pass. emaths should pass. eng should pass. ch will fail. amaths hopefully can pass. and geog too. haiz. hate sec 3 studying life.

so many things in life is so unpredictable. one turn around, i'm back to sec 1 time when i had the same problem. shan't say. but have been very troubled by it. i have a heartache. you make me choose to leave. you make me leave. you make me cry. i dunno what else. just why is this happening? dun blame me for finding someone else. at least i feel really happy and dun have to put on a false front. use me like a rag. why should i listen to you ppl? ask me do whatever i have to do. if i dun you get mad at me. am i a slave or what? whatever. its not good for me to be thinking abt these stuff. i really wanna return. but are you giving me a chance? i tried to solve the problem, but you just don't seem as though you want me back. and the worst thing. i've heard that you actually talk bad abt me with other ppl. if you don't think i deserve your friendship, listen up: you dun deserve mine either. i try to be nice, but are you at the least reciprocal? i doubt so. do you do what you say? no. if you find me an eyesore, tell me in my face. i dowan anymore of this no-talking business. have we talked since my bdae? i dun think so. i dun care if this is obvious but i know it is. sorry to direct it at you. but i need to let it out.

sorry for my rantings up there. yay!!! going ice skating with bj and peeps! damn excited cuz i haven ice skated before. and a movie! haven't watch since dec kay... haha. and neos!!! hoho i'm so excited. cannot. exams not over yet. but 2 to go! just cant wait. yeah man. damn. trip sc and fnn mon finish liao! stupid. they can enjoy on tues!!! haiz. but luckily can slack today. have been studying non-stop since wed. huge sigh of relieve after 4 papers, or rather, 5 papers in 2 days.

sat with majella and jade for the past wk. and majella isn't really as quiet as i really thought. she's mad! ahaha. and she told me that she din like me last time. haha. i din like her too! but that was when i din really know her la. now know alot more le so haha she's funny! and everyday jade and i will have chatroom sessions in class. just write little notes. and jade's really lame! haha like me. lamers unite. and i think somehow we influenced maj and she's lame as well! ahaha.

oh my god i can't believe i ate kfc's gogo peking for 3 consecutive days! mon ate with pam and bj. tues with pam and bj and mj. and wed my sis dragged me there!!! yucks. but i admit that it's nice la. but too much of it. a bit sick le. maj actually asked me to eat again today! i told her i had enough and she just laughed it off.

while walking out today, we saw the ice-cream man. so we stopped to buy. then ty asked if she could just buy the cone cuz she din feel like eating ice cream. but she dun dare to ask so i help her ask. then shuyi wanted oso. so i asked the uncle if can buy the cone only. but the uncle damn nice. he just gave 2 for free lor. haha. then we walked out and talk la. then today so happy got leona take with me 315! haha. rarely ppl take bus with me de. so i'm happy. and today seems like everyone had someone with them. like me and leona, melissa and natalie, maj and her fren...

changing layout after exams. rach is making me one! thanks gal. haha. luv ya loads man. i miss you so much kay! i think you really have to move back so i can see you more often la!!! but too bad you aren't. nvm. when you're back i'll raid all the shopping malls in sgp with ya!!! haha. kkz i'm mad today. anyway everyone enjoy. cuz exams gonna be over! oh i broke my own record of not going online for 4 days. i felt so tough. haha. finally. can come liao. =p