version 30; feat. BoA

Kns lah... I just mentioned in my previous post that my blogger looks normal and now it's not normal again!! ): sobs.

Hoping to have an increase in assets so that I can get a new digicam soon. I think my Sony T10 is dying on me. There's a huge load of dead pixels on my screen! Luckily the pictures still look fine, yea obviously cos only the screen got problem ma. But I see already I damn heart pain cos T10 is bought using my own money! 500 over bucks leh! Then going 3 years starting to spoil. Actually just the screen but I'm just whining and I'm soooooo in love with the Canon Ixus 100! Might get it if the price falls to 300+ hehe. The red is damn nice! The gold also not bad! But aiya, should buy new or not? Or wait till my T10 completely cui then I get a new one? Hoping to get a zoom lens and flash too.. But no money lah alamak. Maybe can coax my mum to get for me lens or flash for my 21st birthday (ok I know that's wayyyyy too early). LOL.

I need to study for accounting test. But my eyes are damn super droopy. I want to sleep despite already sleeping for eight hours. I got no term break but I will have something like a term break in September (cos I got no classes for one whole week).

Maybe should go sleep some more. Can't wait to be free and go to Jabez's place to play Munchkin! We're all so hooked. It's the most awesome game ever! Best thing is we all chipped in to get the expansion packs! Now the cards stack is like what, 35cm high?? At least 500 cards lah! OMG. Just by thinking about it gets me so excited. Hahahaha.

Been looking at old photos and videos, missing poly life alot. Missing all my friends. Where have they all gone to? ): Missing the study sessions, the big group of cars outing session, talk cock sessions, lunch during project days sessions, missing school trips. Argh. Missing sec school life too, where I used to be so carefree (like totally and not studying hard enough). Many regrets in life, but I've definitely gained something while losing another. It's about gaining through losing. Only when you've lost, you will find that in return you still gained something in the end. I lost some friends, and gained many more. They're awesome and I never wanna exchange them with anything else.

Sometimes I find that, around 75% of the people on my facebook (300 people) are just passers-by in my life. I could do without this people. Honestly who do you think you are if you have 900 friends? Aren't they still passers-by? You can have thousands of friends on facebook, but at the end of the day, is there anyone you can call your true best friend? Not so likely if you have to entertain so many people in your life. I meet up with the Guides occasionally, for dinners, talks, birthday celebrations and stayovers. I meet up with poly friends occasionally for suppers, drive-outs, crazy chats and other random stuff. I meet up with PPPPP occasionally for birthday celebrations, movies, to support them in competitions and just to hang out. And of course I meet up with dear besties for KTV, tea, shopping, Munchkin and food. Awesome bunch of friends I have, hoping never to lose them but as I grow older, it is starting to be more difficult to keep up with friends. Hoping to strike a good balance in order to keep these friends for as long as I can, hoping to attend their weddings and see their kids grow. It's increasingly difficult to make friends when you grow older, cos everyone has grown and are not as naive and innocent as in the past. Isn't it the easiest to make friends when everyone does not guard against one another?

I have been quite suay in this friendship thing. Till date I still remember that almost every two years since Primary school I will get some sort of problems with friends. I think that kind of moulded me into someone who treasures my friends alot. Sadly this trend is still happening up till today. I wonder why. I think I put alot of effort in friendships that I think are worth it. I choose friends, but honestly who doesn't? You don't want any Tom, Dick or Harry on the street making friends with you, do you? By 'choosing' friends, I don't mean by their looks. Most of the time I'm okay with making friends and I do that in person. I hate it when stupid random ugly old people try to add me on facebook or something. 'Hi I wanna make friends with you.', they'd say. 'I don't make friends over facebook' is what I'd reply. Can't be they know what kind of person I am then they wanna make friends with me right? The only thing they know is how I look like, and what friends I have. I'm not saying I'm gsl chio lah, I'm saying that since they can make friends based on looks, I also can don't make friends based on looks right. They probably have a really sad life because they have no confidence in making friends outside, hence resorting to facebook. That's so sad! I can proudly say that I have met 95% of everyone in my facebook. Bet those people haven't even met half of their so-called friends.

I am super random I wonder why.