version 30; feat. BoA

cant use the comp for long so this shall be a short update.

today morning had footdrills. both commanders were late. heex. we were very very slack today. again very little ppl. then most of the time we were helping sec 4s to carry their spars. from lorry to courtyard. from rain to shade. from courtyard back to canteen. damn tiring. din even stay for rnr. went home and extracted dance steps from BoA. and some energy ones.

i dun feel respected. everything is done and then i'm informed. i'm not consulted in any form. and ppl take me for granted. just because i'm nice. no one asks for my opinion. when they've done it they just tell me. i'm not part of yu all right? then why am i feeling so stressed over the whole thing? please give me the respect i deserve. i hope yu all really appreciate what i've done.