i'm getting high on cf!!!!!!!! oh darn. i'm so excited! shucks. 15 days to cedar cf! 8 days to st gabs de. i'm going crazy!!! save me! finally rnr is done!!! yay!

today hy and yq came my house to do dance. actually val and cy coming too but val's sick and cy couldn't make it. so its only the 3 of us.

reached the intc at 8.45 and yx passed me his stupid techno cd and the invitation. and i passed to him his fren's plaster which hy asked me to bring for. then hy came. she saw them and immediately siam-ed. she walked to the mama stall then i followed her. and she say she very scared go over. hahahaa. then val not coming no one to pretend be her stead. haha. but in the end still got go over. cuz we had to wait for our qian jing xiao jie ms wu yq. haha. 3 315 buses left. wow. yx told me his hair cut till very short oso dun have de. bluff. and the special person on his blog is hy! haha. then finally ms wu came. then slack for a while then the 315 come. we boarded the bus. and then they left. they were actually waiting for us to leave before leaving for macs. lame. and yx bully hy's fren make him carry his bag. so what if yu chairman huh. can ask ppl knock it down and make them carry your bag? hahaa. so stupid. he walk so freely and made his fren carry 2 bags. evil guy.

hy was damn high today. kept laughing. then after that when she not high le she lie on the floor and slack and it was yq's turn to be high. cuz we were watching energy vids to get our steps. man it was tiring. but very fulfilling. still left only one small part and we are done with the dance! yay! hahahs. but it's such a tiring dance i think when we finish dancing we can jolly well drop dead. cyx yu better prepare some stretchers for us. oh too bad he can't see this cuz he's at PLTC. but it will be a great performance. whee. rocks.

hy edited the song with me again. this time it sounded much better! damn perfect. took quite long, like around 1 hr. but it was worth it! haha. i wanna say the song! unfortunalety there will be st gabs ppl reading this so can't say or else no surprise at the cf le.

we finished dancing at 6 plus. then sat down and slacked for 1/2 hr. yq finished my wasabi peas! wow. but i ate some too. hahas. anyway we talked abt scary stuff. maybe i won't be able to sleep tonight. oh darn.

yay! boa's new album is out! but dun think it'll arrive at sgp so soon. she changed her hairstyle! nice but i still prefer her long straight hair.



her new album cover



i like this one. sexy... hahas.

today IT course again. apparently i'm the most pro in html so i was mainly the one doing the layout and linking stuff. wah damn stupid the dreamweaver. whole day hang. i was so scared the whole thing gone. i think we were the last group to leave man. like so damn late. nvm i think ours very nice.

sat at foyer to wait for my dad. it's a good whole 45 mins. wow. played hp games. i was lame.

helped sihui with html on her blog. hope yu got what yu desired! hahas.

i'm doing the song. val's version can't work. so i prolly have to work through the night. but i'll do it for the sake of our dance prac at my house tmr. whee. dance dance dance! whee. i love dance. but unfortunately this wk i haven't got time to go find steps even though my dvds arrived cuz i'm so darn busy. argh. nvm. hope we can finish it tmr. i think only left around 1 min. yay.

i'm beginning to post more on the cedar guides blog. make it alive. anyone please go there and vote for the nicest template. wanna change it. any guide please give me your links and i'll upload there. whee. this is fun. having a combined blog with so many ppl posting is fun.

today had IT course. ty damn pro. forgot to come. haha. we learnt photoshop 6 and dreamweaver. not bad la. quite fun for a comp person like me.

during lunch was stupid. we thought canteen din open so we walk out to potong pasir and go macs. it was raining like mad. we all were drenched. pam was smart to "book" shuyi cuz sy's umbrella was bigger. then bj had to share chris's small umbrella. i best. my umbrella too small so no one can share. but still very wet. it was freezing cold in macs. then we ate. the rain was still very heavy. in the end took taxi back to school. the fare was 2.60. each person pay 0.50. but chris paid the extra 0.10. haha.

we took off our shoes and socks and i think the com lab stinked. and it was damn cold in there. i was shivering. can ask bj. when the course almost ended we wore our shoes only and went to wash our socks and dry it. we were fighting for the dryer. haha. then pam took a pic with her phone. so funny. and she wants to use it as her frenster pic.

kinda boring day. but anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEN!!!

watched harry potter yesterday and i'm really disappointed with it. so many parts cut! agree with hy man. a bit waste of money. but anyway not i pay la. haha. my uncle took me and my sis and cousins out. jansen sucks. yucks. my stupid younger cousin. i think he irritated the whole cinema. walk in walk out of then cinema infinity times. damn. spoilt brat. then made my uncle angry. then left me sis and yx to walk behind and keep away from the "volcano eruption". haha.

i bought shoes le! whee. hahas. finally man. but the size not right so later go change.

whee. i'm bored. still slacking. finding a blogskin for the cedar guides blog. its happening! finally ppl go update le. and suddenly got more. me hy shireen and sining. argh. this is getting no where. ppl can hear the song? i can't seem to hear it.

jasx: when yu starting your new blog? must tell me! heex. rnr is okay la. not much to do. but we are still very slack. haah.
val: too bored? start a blog! hahas.
hq: yu too! whee.

here to reply tags first.

vAl: heyheys! xin ku ni le! haha. the song is very good le. yu edited it again? i wanna hear! so excited man. hahas. rawk on too!

sihui: your comp's finally fixed! yay! hahas. go chiangmai! so good. haha. but haiz no time anyway. so busy this month. i thought yu leaving your blog in a mess? done? haha. shall go take a look.

jeremy: yeah. cuz i was watching dvds. too excited abt my history of BoA dvd.

rach: yay!!!!! let's raid all the shopping malls in sgp! hahas. that's madness. but we have all the time in the world! nvm abt the broken piano. i'll fix it ya? hehes. i'll glue it till it looks like new! yeah and i'm sure i'll get yu your love and honesty cd as well! hehes. luv ya man. and dun worry yu can code my layout anytime. hehes. and srry can't tell ya my dance song. st gabs ppl will see it and no fun le. whee. yeah can't wait for ya to come!!!! hahas. damn excited! its like in what, 10 days and yu'll be here! cant wait!!!! hahas. i'm going mad. whee.

yay!!! watching harry potter tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas!!! yay finally. and cyx is going. with me, my sis, uncle and stupid jansen. he sucks. my stupid little cousin. so stupid and spoilt. sucks man. think he'll spoil my mood tmr. yucks.

i changed song again. BoA's waiting. nice song. hees. and i changed my tagboard!! izzit nice? whee. took quite some time to change the codes.

i practically slacked the whole day. too much time. and damn. i fell asleep watching all in last night. guess i was too tired after the dance. anyway hy take care. we want yu in the dance! hahas.

i'm so happy!!!! i just received rach's bday present. rach, nvm if its belated. its the thought that counts! and dun worry too much abt it being a little broken, i'll fix it and it'll look like new! heex. and also i received my dvds! hees. then i'll be able to do the dance le. yay!

this morning did dance. we were quite coordinated already! hahas. more practice and we'll look like energy. hees. souvenir was there too. doing their souvenirs obviously. and poor them gotta listen our dance song over and over again with us. sorry peeps!

see how. maybe update more tonight. hees. going to watch my dvd now!

today sucks. damn bored. mum took us to thomson plaza. and dunno did what. haiz.
tmr doing dance. i tried my best to get dance steps but i think it wont sustain the 3 hrs that we're having tmr. haiz. nv we will practice hard. and bring back the best item! hahas. val already did the music. unfortunately the stupid thing cannot be heard on my comp and i cant burn to do practice. haiz. nvm. make the 2 of us yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.

sorry i not going with yu all to seoul garden. no $$ le. haiz.

treasure your life. its precious. everything can be resolved. just think on the bright side.

cant use the comp for long so this shall be a short update.

today morning had footdrills. both commanders were late. heex. we were very very slack today. again very little ppl. then most of the time we were helping sec 4s to carry their spars. from lorry to courtyard. from rain to shade. from courtyard back to canteen. damn tiring. din even stay for rnr. went home and extracted dance steps from BoA. and some energy ones.

i dun feel respected. everything is done and then i'm informed. i'm not consulted in any form. and ppl take me for granted. just because i'm nice. no one asks for my opinion. when they've done it they just tell me. i'm not part of yu all right? then why am i feeling so stressed over the whole thing? please give me the respect i deserve. i hope yu all really appreciate what i've done.

haiz i miss my comp! i'm gonna miss ya comp. now i made a timetable for myself and i make sure i'll follow it. for the sake of my grades. hmms. only gonna be online after 10. nvm. for my own sake.

tuesday
woke up late in the morning. rushed out of my house without breakfast. then the stupid bus. cheat my feelings. reached sch 15 mins late. luckily sec 4s not there or else i sure kena. the squad was pathetic. only 13 ppl. then we did so much wheeling. march and march. then YAs came. and sec 4s. so we couldn't slack anymore. [g]sihui was nice. haha. gave us constructive advice. and din scold us la. =) haha.

then later had meeting with the YAs about campfire. actually looking back at my dept, there's only around 30% of stuff left. and the dry runs. gonna be busy like mad this hols and july. so i better buck up with my work this hols first. after the meeting continued with my reception cards. and help souvenir with their painting. i expert liao. haha. so i paint the 2nd one wy and sarah haven't finish their first one. they complained that i had a better brush. heex. yeah i do. xinli's brush. hahs.

then actually wanted to go canteen for a break but all the stalls closed! so haiz went back to lounge with an empty stomach. hungry until not hungry le. read my 3rd book there until around 3 plus then we left. went tp mos. ate alot. freakingly hungry. then went with hy emme and yq to LJS for their turn to eat. hy wanted to act les with yq. me with em. hahas. so lame. but we din la. hy and yq had a fear in tp. hahas. made us walk one big round. but its okay la. then after they finished eating, it was drizzling. argh. i hate rain when i'm not at home. my shoe has a big hole so all the water went in. and i was in the bus shivering. heck. em accompanied me at the 73 stand but she had to leave. hahas. thanks em! heex.

came home at 7. i was grounded from the comp yesterday. only left a few tags. then ms lizah msged back. we can bring 30 ppl! yays. hy why nv reply me. msg yu twice le. haiz. yx if yu read this dun tell anyone abt it hor. i'll kill yu. hahas.

today
nothing interesting yet. today is slacking day. now got energy! but i record liao so can watch later. whee. see whether can use comp again tonight.

and also.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNQIAN!

now in sch... nothing to do come library use com. did rnr. finished almost all reception cards. left around 10 i think. that's a great achievement. hahas. i think i'm gonna hate gold paint. argh.

rachie!!! yu must come for my cf! haha. its on the 3rd july. and in case yu din see your blog i wanna ask yu bring more stuff back for me. the LXIXVXE vcd, photoshop cd, one more dream cd, and i think yu wanted to send my present over right? nvm dun waste postage. yu can bring it over when yu come. hahas. and i'm gonna give ya the love and honesty cd! then yu can come my house watch dvd! hahas. i'm going mad even though yu havent even confirm when yu coming. hahas.

today my little cousin benjamin's 5th birthday. went his house for party. then he got this act cool cousin. act cool buay cool. yucks. loads of stupid things happened. lazy to say.

mrs wong called my mum. haiz. dunno what to say. but nvm guess i really gotta buck up. my results suck like shit.

tag my board. start some conversation. i'm bored. i need amusement.

ytd super tired so din come and update. so hmm shall say abt yesterday first.

friday
last day of sch. apparently everyone was happy. two teachers are leaving. mrs yao [HOD of craft and tech] and mr chua [HOD of math]. it was so sad. but wish them both good luck. they were both promoted so good for them. cedarians will miss yu.

then later had big sweep. i was made to clean the computer tables. it contains so much filth. for goodness sake can the school just move it away? apparently we haven't been using the computers for ages and it's there collecting dust and making more work for us to be done. it just makes the classroom an unhealthy place to study in.

then later had so much free time. played poker. and once again took more lame pix. uploading now. but putting password. dowan unwelcomed ppl to see. msg me for the password. hmm. it was ms ma's last day too. she gave the class oreo minis. good luck ms ma. and thanks for enduring this crazy and noisy class. it was a great pleasure for you to teach us geography. thanks! all the best!

then after sch, went to lounge to leave unwanted stuff there first. then went to town. cine. we went to buy tix first but couldnt decide whether to watch shrek or the day after tmr. then em asked her frens and they all say shrek. so we bought the tix. then ate at long john silver. met loads of cedarians there. and ty kept singing her ah pooie song! so malu! wr can hear it from afar! then went to watch shrek la. inside the cinema got even more cedarians. funny show! got the gingerbread man! whee. so funny man. laughed like mad. ty was quiet. emm and i laughed really loudly. hmm then later go heeren take neos with emm and ty. very very lame. shan't say.

then took bus back to sch with ty for meet the parents. emm had to go home to "fetch" her aunt to sch. ty had to go for asst monitress thing so left me alone. took key from her and went to lounge for nothing. read my lime there. 5pm went to hall take report book. dowan to see it again. waited for mum at foyer for so long but she still haven reach. so i went up myself first. the talk started late. i was tired so dozed off. anyway already heard those stuff before. it ended late. at around 7.10. rushed of to lounge to get my stuff. then went to foyer with my mum to wait for my dad's car. reached home. ate. then bathe and slept. damn tired.

today
packed my table. unloaded my cam. then went out to eunos. mum say got sale so go lor. then i saw an ex-senior. she said hi, i said hi. hmm. then came home. today super boring. then talked to rach! she finished my layout! whee. damn nice. yu rock gal! haha.

more stupid photos today. i should be uploading all tonight. try to la. using imagestation for the first time. then put password unknown ppl cannot see. so yah ppl who wanna see i can give ya the password. but i'll see who you are first. wahahaa.

bored the whole day. chris was practically going mad. and ty is the model for the day. whole day take her. whole cam full of her pix man. and more stupid vids. like the one with bj's mouth. wahahahaa. damn funny.

damn. ong en chee told us to change date for the IT course. whatever. then maybe i go out on 3rd/4th to watch harry potter! wahaha so excited man. uncle taking me/sis/cousins out. wahaha happy. feel like asking him splurge on more sushi. sushi just rocks.

today's course was damn fun. hy and wr were the so-called trouble-makers. our group was the last to present. then we couldn't control the crowd that well cuz it was so damn chaotic. wahaha. and since we were the last group, they all took their last chance to try and disturb the session. but overall was not bad la. the sec 4s were there today and sort of had fun with us la. and they were also big trouble-makers trying to test everyone's leadership skills. wf says that last yr their sessions were much more fun cuz they really played a fool.

after that went to tp with emm hy and wr. sat in macs so long and they were doing bo liao stuff. showed emm all the stupid pix we took and she was laughing like siao. hahaha. i was freezing cold in the damn 73! the bus today sucks big time. so damn long still never come. wait until like what 6.55? i waited since 6.35 lor. hell. nvm.

tmr last day le!!!! where you all wanna go? damn got meet-the-parents lor. sian. still must go back sch after gai gai. haiz.

this morning got a dressing down from ms lizah. scolded us abt assuming that we going cf. but i think she thought that she was a little harsh to us and that we already done like 1/2 the dance so after singing session she approached us and sort of said that she'll think abt letting us perform. hopefully! i was so sianed after she scold us today. din have mood to do anything.

after recess did with souvenir and peeps their cloth. finish cutting all le!!! so happy. even though i'm not in souvenir. i luv the home econs scissors! esp the red one! damn nice to cut. wahahaa. we took the excess cloth and tied wy up! damn funny. she looked like a present/someone who was kidnapped. wahaha. ppl were like looking lor. took some stupid pix again today but cannot upload cuz the cam program not in this comp so haiz. nvm tmr ba.

had loads of fun during singing session! with em, clara, ty, premila... we were jumping around like mad ppl and laughing and laughing non stop. and laughed abt this sec 2 [shan't say but gals, you know who i'm talking abt.] she was shaking so vigourously. i think marion's new hairstyle is nice! whee~ she's so ke ai can? hahas. halfway during singing, we went to the hall rooftop to see fire struct do flying fox. first time went up there. then must stood down cuz very dangerous. ty and i were so excited. i even took my cam up to take pix. wahahaha. then tbc dunno why we up there scared no teacher look after us then got so anxious. the very lang2 bei4 way of going to the rooftop is to get thru the window and climb up the ladder. so funny can. hahas.

during break ty and peeps kept playing with ice. so malu. then everywhere was wet. like help them clean table lidat. and premila almost sat on the bird shit! heng arh. but dunno why it was flattened. i thought she really sat on it. freaky...

ty! your umbrella the inside very lao tao! my gosh. outside and the opening of the umbrella is not but the cloth really very lao tao! nvm you are leader tao what. and em is leader gang! and some how she sort of include me in lao tao gang? damn! nvm. btw who's in lao tao gang besides you and emm? tell me more. wahaha.

lots to say. but dunno how to phrase. so hmm wait for me to put up my pix. maybe tmr or friday. hmms.

no time today so i'll do a short update. brought digicam to sch today and chris and peeps had fun with it. took many stupid vids and pics and most of them had ty. and she's being "violated" and bullied. wahaha. played murderer many many times cuz we were simply too bored. then pam had to hold her hand. i think she went to de-germ after that. wahahaha. earlier in the morning went with sy and sj to the singing competition audition. it was so impromptu. we sang s.h.e's re dai yu lin. and shuyi rocks totally can? her harmonization with us is like so damn nice! then we 3 like s.h.e. yq and ty say it was nice. hopefully. but i wonder if mr suresh can understand what we were singing. =)

saw some improvement in the sec 2s dance. good job guys. *thumbs up* used AS2 for a while. but the uncle chased us away. nvm. then mdm faridah said that ms lizah might reject st gabs cf invitation. how?? then i'll item will all go to waste. shall we go ask her not to? i really wanna perform since its our first time and we won't get other chances to perform. and actually we already agreed to perform le. then suddenly say cannot a bit bad. haiz dunno la. settle tmr ba.

last singing session of the term tmr. hope it will be a fun one. had fun last wk so sec 1s and 2s must enjoy. =) singing session is fun. but dunno having rnr tmr onot. like very long dun have le. nvm if dun have i shall choreograph more steps.

shall go find the yo! vid that cy asked me to. actually wanted to send but it took so long. no choice gotta find it myself...

oh yah forgot to say this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENG YEE AND SIRU!!!
2A rocks forever!

finally completed gold! wah did till 2.30am lor. stupid A drive. i hate you. actually that's not the latest i slept. got once slept at 3am. wahaha. then my parents woke up and scold me lor. say what so late still never sleep. hello? i slept so much in the afternoon lor. stay awake oso wun die. and my dad say he'd rather i wake up earlier than stay awake. what's the diff? i might still sleep for 3 hrs what.

the course today. leadership training course. today is alicia and chenya day! wahaha that's what mdm faridah calls it. i did health today. cleaned up after orderlies. mdm faridah today was generally funny but very sarcastic towards some stuff. wahaha.

even though i only slept for like 3 1/2 hrs, surprisingly i'm not tired at all. din even doze off or whatever. stupid wmc. i never bring the paper cannot meh. i did copy my corrections. quit being like a child. ppl never bring stuff then make them stand. you think we are still in primary sch? if you think so you are wrong. if you wish to punish pupils in that manner then jolly well go teach a primary sch. my cuz's gf suay to have a fren like you. iddert.

oh yah! then we did dance after the course at the lounge. kinda fun. but poor yq is sick. so take care yah. val damn ke ai. she can do those steps de but whole day say cannot. wahaha. jiayou ba! cy so dainty! but you 3 [cy hy wy] all are man la. wahhaha. happy? =) but cy dun forget you already got mr shin. cannot be man hor. wahaha. and staring into the mirror. can get you to dao ppl better. wahaha. or else get some tips from hy ba =P.

i think i'll wait for cy to send me the yo! vid. i'm gonna go watch tv ler. =)

doing gold award now. scared i cannot finish.

how's the song? nice? comments please.

this morning korkor came to my house to give me physics tuition. really cleared my doubts man. wahaha. but i think he almost vomited blood teaching me. wahaha. anyone wants any tuition? any subject except combined humans and chinese. contact me. fees are reasonable. bah. this is from him la. asked me to advertise. you get to go to my house! oh what crap. max 3 ppl including me. so that's 2 spaces left: i.e if you wanna come my house hahas. only from friday evening to sunday whole day. he's in NS. wahaha.

tag ppl! my tagboard is stagnant. spice it up~

wednesday
school hours was boring. after sch did rnr. then went to help out at singing session. i think for the last 45 mins i'm the only sec 3 left there. so took charge la. the sec 1s and 2s were generally enthu and loud but so high pitched!! my god. then they keep having "shouting fights" around. very noisy, but could see that they were enjoying. i enjoyed myself alot too! wahhaha. when there was around 15 mins left, 1 of the sec 2s asked if i could let the sec 1s do mapoleh. when i made them do they all groan. wahaha. some sec 1s can really shake! but some just refused to shake. i told her so many times to shake she still din. in the end had to do with her. then.... i sabo-ed the sec 2s and made them do mapoleh as well!!! wahhaa it was such a funny sight. but most of them very enthu and shoke their butts hard so they got to sit down real fast. debrief was short and sweet. then had a talk with sec 2s abt their dance. take care guys. who wants the dance we can see, who doesn't put in effort we can see. i proud of those who put in alot of effort. gambatte!

thursday
i talked abt the video thingy earlier on so shant say to upset myself further. anyway actually wanted to do rnr with souvenir in lounge but wr went home! so we din have the key then in the end went com lab. actually wanted to do gold award but in the end slacked there. emme thanks for writing me 4 testimonials! whee- kingfisher rocks! i was looking at ppl profile on frenster cuz my home frenster cannot work properly. showed ty her *er hem*. we all know she's excited but she keep denying. wahaa. then later went to 8/90 bus stop to take bus. emme and i kept singing tubthumping. but we only know the i get knock down part so in the end we invented our own lyrics. wahaha. the stupid bus was so long man. waited for dunno how long. then jerlyn was so irritated ba. then i went cd rama and finally bought shine we are!!! damn nice! BoA just rocks.

friday
yay! holidays gonna have a course to learn to make webpage! finally. then had two talks. one on STDs and the other is some briefing to a etiquette class. ex lor. anyway i have no time in hols so forget it-

after sch ate at starbucks. played many lame games there. and finally huihui got the mad man thing. wahaha. damn funny sight. practised footdrills behind and formed squad. so funny lor. guides rocks man.

then we had ndp squad selection. everyone had a chance to command. and some ppl the commanding really funny. we all laughed in the squad and kena scolding by sec4s. wahaha. ty most suay. whole day must fall out take other ppl place. wahaha. poor gal! then in the end they chose all the main six ppl. sihui is our commander! and val is asst commander. cy is flag barrier. yq is asst. emme is timer. sam tio asst. wahaha. luckily i'm not one of them. damn stressful man. congrats galz! yu all rock man. we'll bring cedar guides to further heights! and the ndp squad must be perfect! wahaha. but the real name list will only be out on mon. kinda excited. wahahaha.

discussed with the rest abt the dance. i think i'm gonna choreograph some steps tmr man. dance is fun! wahahah. what shall we wear gals? rmb that time at malacca buy that shirt? shall we use that? then help cy borrow from one of the others who bought? can?

ty, dunno you will read this onot. but i write testimonial for cedar guides liao. happy onot? wahhaha. must hor. cuz mine is the next longest after ya! nvm we are lame.

i don't care i'm watching all in tonight. scared i miss it again. lee byung hyung rocks man! and song hae gyo! ooh man. and won bin! they all rock. wahaha. dunno what to say so laming around here.