Showing posts with label HIM. Show all posts
Showing posts with label HIM. Show all posts

Sunday, January 14, 2007

LEPAK!

That's a new word from Farid.
Means slack.
Uber slack.
Exactly what I am now.
I'm freaking lazy to blog.
Seriously.
I just don't really feel like typing.
And don't really feel like editing photos although I love doing it.

YAY, we've been maintaining a good conversation today.
Online, that is.
Hope it can always be like that.
Not just hi and bye.

Waner and I damn high on MSN just now too.
I miss her alot cuz I haven't seen alot of her since god-knows-when.
Actually it was last week before I went for a haircut.
But it was only for barely 20minutes?
LOL.
I think I've seen her too much during the festive season.
HAHA.

I MIGHT post longer entries later.
And maybe photos.
I hope I won't procrastinate.

AND AND AND.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHYLICHYLICH!
YOU'RE FINALLY 18! =)

Aite, nights!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

HMMMMM.....

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTED TO BLOG.

I'm nearly done editing photos also.

But then.

Heh.

I'm lazy to upload them.

So till I blog again!

And sorry I haven't been plugging.
I'll do it real soon!

Reminded myself to sleep early today
End up still this kind of shitty timing.

Heck.

I'm happy.
Cuz it seems like he's going to start giving up about his past.
Good thing for me, perhaps.

Aite, off to sleep. =)

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

2005 TO 2006 TO 2007

I don't know why, but I feel like reminiscing about the past year, and the end of 2005.
Cuz I didn't do it last year.
Remember my blog was on hiatus from October 2005 to March 2006?
HEH.

November to December 2005
- Finished O'Levels.
- Had Prom in Cedar Multi-purpose hall (WTH).
- Rachel announced that she was moving back to Singapore.
- Worked at Beads Etc for 1.5 months.
- Spent Christmas with Rachel. =)

January to March 2006
- Rachel started school at HCIS (haha this is pretty significant)
- Received O'Level results. Not that good, but acceptable for myself =)
- Chose NP as my school.
- Bummed for three months.
- Visited PCPS with Rachel (she hasn't been there for 5 years).
- New hobby of making accessories!

April to June 2006
- Went to the last Cedar Guides campfire.
- Bought my laptop!
- Went to ECE FOC.
- Got into a relationship with a jerk (I don't really care if you're reading this).
- Celebrated my birthday with Rachel for the first time in 5 years. And first time celebrating with Jeremy.
- Went for NRA audition.
- Got into NRA.
- Had first common tests, results were good.
- Went for NRA Dance Camp.
- Didn't get into BoA's group, but I got into JJLin's group so it's alright.
- Put on make up for myself for the first time in my life!

July to September 2006
- Went to The Big Groove.
- Started my class blog (which is kinda dead now).
- Broke up with the jerk (Like YAY, sorry for being happy I just can't help it).
- Tasted the best Calamari rings in the world.
- Finished exams (alright results, GPA 3.3 =))
- Visited Cedar after nearly 5 months.
- Met Victoria, Jacinta and Michelle and became KSCB.
- Started Production training.
- Had NRA Freshie BBQ at Chiltern Park!
- Like the person whose ending initials are YHGN. LOL.

October to December 2006
- Got my Sony Cybershot DSC-T10 in pink!
- New haircut! (Only the fringe though, LOL)
- Had 1D4 Chalet (I organised it!)
- School reopened.
- Stayed over at Rachel's for the first time in my life.
- DANZATION 2006. THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE YEAR.
- Public 'broadcast' of me playing piano (recorded) during AGM (damn paiseh =X)
- Rachel left for NZ, and came back.
- Post-Production Party at Butter Factory!
- Common tests again (seriously this time confirm do badly).
- Went Sentosa with 1D4.
- Celebrated Christmas with Rachel, Waner and Jeremy.
- Spent New Year's with Rachel sleeping.

Okay, that last one ain't for 2006.
But yes, events that I'll remember.
Even of that shitty period I went through during June to August.

My dream to join dance as a CCA came true.
My dream to perform on a huge stage came true.
My dream to have great friends came true.

Rachel's extra year here was an added bonus for me.
Without her being back, I don't think I'll ever have the chance to meet her that often.
And without her, I wouldn't have met Waner.
Wahlau I sound like a bloody lesbian but I'm not hor.

The other three girls in my life: KEYSIAOCHAR.
I think they made me even more passionate about dance.
And made my life in NP/NRA so fun.
Shopping trips with them are always great.
Sorry that I haven't been able to let you girls come my house.
One day surely can!

The 1D4 classmates are great, especially with Vanessa around.
If not I wouldn't have someone to gossip with in class.
And no one to get high with when we hear cool songs.

The special someone.
For being there when I was down.
For saying 'hi' whenever you see me online.
For encouraging me.
And for being there.

Sorry, I always say I'm gonna post photos but I don't.
School starting tomorrow, and I'm dreading it.
Haven't finish CATS, ECPRO and COMPRO projects.
So dead.
I've never dreaded school so much.
Maybe cuz in like 5 weeks, the exams are here.
And then, Chinese New Year will be here too.
And then, I'm gonna get money to get new clothes.
And then, I'm gonna go bai nian.
And then, I'm gonna eat so much and grow fat.
And then, I'm gonna get many many angpows.
And then, I'm gonna spend my angpow money.
YAY.
I get high easily.
Speaking of high, I heard Toma when I was trying out clothes in the changing room.
LOL.
Toma gets everyone high.

Aight, I'm so random.
Blogged for 5 hours or so I think.
With random hour breaks in between when I go eat dinner and watch AhWang.
AhWang is a funny show.
I like to imitate him talk.
And I can do it quite well which makes Jassshole laugh.
I'll do it for you to listen if you ask me to.
HAHAHA.
But the show's ending this week.
So sad.
But I'm happy that I don't have to hear AhWang's irritating voice.
But the show's so nice.
And so funny.
Sometimes emo.
But mostly funny.
Okay no more randomness.
I'm such a random blogger.
And from having a motive of this entry become no more motive.
NVM.
I shall go get ready to sleep.
School's at 9am tomorrow.
First lesson AEL.
HMMMMM.
And 5 hour lab session with 'Zidane'.
Hope it ends early so that I can go S&W.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

SHIT.

Plugs first.

JASSSHOLE Kenneth LULULULULULULULULULULULULULULULULU Mich Valeriee Shaohui Zihui Jeremy Jaei Shane tty Maj

As you all know, the internet is screwed due to the Taiwan earthquake.
DARN.
Just as I wanted to post photos after so long.
And so many pages just don't load!
Not even BoAjjang!
I'm like so freaking bored.
Only Gmail and blogger works.
But what's the point?
I need photobucket to work but it isn't working!
Shit la.
And it's gonna take 3 weeks for the internet to be fine.
Chicken backside (Vanessa's favourite quote and I'm addicted to it now).

Okay, and so I wished him.
He asked about my Christmas, which was like so pathetic.
Haiz.
But luckily I have Rachel and Waner.

I hate everything everything.
I hate being happy and shitty at the same time.
I hate loneliness.
I hate the internet now.
I hate the coldness.
I hate the topicless conversations we hold.

Shit no emoing please -makes mental note to myself-.
But sometimes when I'm alone I just can't help it.
I think of you all day, but do you?
I wanna talk to you everyday, do you?
Life's terribly tough.
On one hand, my KSC have boyfriends.
On the other hand, my besties have no boyfriends.
I'm like stuck in the middle.
Right hand's sweet, left hand's bitter.
What to do?
I'm destined to be a loner for now.
I know shouldn't rush into such things.
But I can't help feeling empty.
I don't just want any guy.
I yearn for a nice hug.
I yearn for a nice shoulder to lean on.
I yearn for someone to fuss over me (read: not control).
I yearn for someone to give me morning calls and not the other way round.
I yearn for someone who will call me to see if I've safely reached home, and not call to see if I'm home by a stipulated time.
I yearn for someone who will say that I'm beautiful instead of pretty or hot or sexy.
I yearn for someone who can tuck me into bed, and kiss me goodnight.
I yearn for someone who will love me for who I am.
Not someone who wants me to change to be what he wants me to be.

But Rachel, I ain't like you.
I don't wanna get married now, although I eventually want to.

I don't think this person will be appearing anytime soon.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

MSN HATES ME.

Okay now that I really really wanna post photos, the stupid photobucket is taking so long.
I'm no longer gonna use blogger photos or imageshack to host my photos cuz they always discontinue the link after sometime.
And MSN hates me.
The stupid signing in icon has been flashing for the past 2 hours and I still haven't got signed in.
Aiyer.
Don't care already.
I'll post the photos in the morning.
Shopping with Rach and Waner later!
I'm seeing them like the 4th day in a row already.
WHEEE.
But I also miss KSC.
And YAY Michy giving me my 'I will not donate' shirt!
Actually mine's the 'I'.
LULU's the 'will'.
Jassshole's the 'not'.
And Michy's the 'donate'.
Michy should wear the shirt if she sells flag, so that everyone will donate.
And Jassshole should always be around when we wear the shirts, or else it becomes 'I will donate' and we're in deep trouble.
LOL.
COOL we have our own shirts YAY!
We've been talking about this since forever.
And finally it materialised. =)

I didn't wish him Merry Christmas, should I?

Monday, December 18, 2006

I'M SO RANDOM.

I just feel like typing a random entry now.
I like typing.
It gets my fingers going.
I like playing piano.
It makes me feel happy and calm.
I like editing photos.
Seeing the end product looking nice makes me smile.
I like taking pictures.
It makes me want to take more photos with you.

I miss so many people.
I feel like I haven't seen any friends for a long time.
It was just family, family, family.
Saturday was mom's side.
Yesterday was dad's side.
Okay I don't miss Yongxiang cuz I saw him yesterday.
Maybe I do. LOL.
Yongxiang, you want me to say I miss you right.
HAHA I reckon so.
Okay I miss you. LOL.
I miss KSCB.
JASSSHOLE.
MICHMICH (my new nickname for you!)
LULULULULU.
I miss NRA.
Lav.
Farid.
Kenneth.
Ronnie.
I don't miss Alfruit. Cuz he says I have a plastic surgeried nose.
I miss my Cedar girls.
Majella.
Alicia.
Chenya.
Tzeyin (dkd)
Wawanee Tipmonmon Eunosnos Bedokdok Kikichang Demonmon Yaojingjing Radiodio
(Okay this nickname belongs to Ms Yeo Bijun, given by Pamela)
Pamela (dkdkd)
Christabel.
Wans.
And most of all, I MISS RACHEL WOON.
YAY YOU'RE GONNA BE BACK ON 23RD!
I miss my class too.
Vanessa.
YOU.
And everyone else.
I don't miss ahgoon though.
I feel like slapping his face.
But I don't wanna dirty my hands.
Oops I'm so evil but who cares.

Okay, photos gonna be up once I get them from Teng Yeow!
I think I already said this god-knows-how-many-times.
He's sending them to me by parts, and it's the last part now!
I'm also editing Ahseng Korkor's wedding photos to be posted too!
YAY.
I love photos.

See ya all!

Monday, December 11, 2006

YOU

I get reminded of you whenever I see a basketball.
I get reminded of you when Jassshole says TAMADE to me.
I get reminded of you when I think of that Converse basketball match at Bugis.
I get reminded of you when you all mention 'Colour Court'.
I get reminded of you when I see your messages.

I think of you when I see your name in my inbox.
I think of you when I see you coming online.
I think of you when I have nothing to do.
I think of you when I have things to do.

I yearn for you to talk to me each time.
I yearn for you to forget about your past.
I yearn for you to smile to me.
I yearn for you to look into my eyes.

I thank you for the times you encouraged me.
I thank you for being the only one who texted me after Danzation to say I did a good job.
I thank you for just being yourself.
I thank you for being existant.

I just want to hide in a little corner, looking at you.

LAST CHRISTMAS

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, Do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year it doesn't surprise me
(Happy Christmas!)
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My god I thought you were someone to rely on?
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.

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I love this song. Especially BoA's rendition of it. Some parts of it is really what I'm feeling now.







I NEED TO STUDY. BYE!